I feel lonely and unaccomplished. My only passion besides getting stoned is skateboarding and I'm too much of a pussy/broke ass to get really good at it. I can't get girls because I'm not even happy with myself. But I have no idea how to change that because I've grown too comfortable being a lazy stoner. I see the 50 year old single cooks I work with, and it terrifies me because I see myself in 30 years, an ignorant and single loser.
God I just want to feel normal. To love and to be loved. To feel success. To be the well-off, intelligent dude who's sick at skating and has a hot girlfriend, instead of the loser.