- i am a sociopath
- im really good at lying... its kind of fucked up because sometimes i cause problems for other people intentionally by doing things knowing that i can lie my way out of it, and im amazing at holding a straight face so people pretty much indefinitely believe me
- i also get tired of my friends and end up fucking hating them because i cant not believe that things they do are on purpose, even though logically i can completely see how they dont mean to be how they are
- little shit bothers the fuck out of me, and i have a real intolerance for moments when people dont understand my exact feelings on a subject so i explain everything, even yes or no answers as if the person already asked "why"
- i feel like with my mind and my ability to learn information quickly/memorize nearly anything and everything, even useless small information, that i am already overqualified for many jobs that i havent even completed any training for, or anything similar
- never actually had a job
- since ive decided i really want to be a pharmacist now, but my parents have been making me take classes in college that dont matter since i didnt know what i wanted to do before, knowing that ive wasted almost 2 years in school really makes me want to die. it honestly sounds better to get killed by someone (dont think i could ever kill myself) than it does to go to college for 6 more years grinding it out being poor as fuck hoping that maybe after the first 2 years of pre reqs i can get into pharmacy school
- im actually pretty fucking good at skating... but im a pussy about jumping off shit/skating rails or hubbas. i wanted to try to be a pro skater for a while, and i still really do have potential, but i dont want to become one just based off the fact if you arent a main pro you wont make shit for money
fuck i typed a ton of shit