Pondering sobriety. Would we all be better off if we were just sober all the time? I smoked a shit ton of weed for a while, kinda regret it cause it was a handicap and cost a lot of money. It was like a phone bill, expensive but I didn't really question it.
Sometimes though I want to feel some sort of buzz at the end of the day. Wondering if that's normal and healthy or just a crutch, some leftover feeling from years of being stoned. A little beer ain't so bad but messes with sleep and makes you fat. There's kratom but that's kinda a weird gas station legal high that mimics an opiate. And there's always good ol weed but I wonder if I'd just fall into old habits again.
Anything stronger is just for dabbling at most, ain't nobody functioning on the hard shit for long. Can't really be doing psychs on the reg either unless you're a real astronaut.