He was talking about how he’s put out parts in the past that he’s hated, and that this is the part he’s been working towards his whole life. Way to increase pressure and expectations though lol
He'd better get ready for disappointment. Every time I have something major in my life I'm working on and say to myself "This will be something incredible and defining that I'll be proud of and use to move even further forward in life", it never lives up to the self-imposed hype and a hard crash usually follows.
Not saying that it won't be a good part, hell, maybe even a great part, but when you get so autistic that you literally treat this as if you're creating a symphony that people will be appreciating hundreds of years later and not the "Cool video bro, but next week everyone will be focused on someone else's shit that's hot" situation life is today, it's gonna hurt bad once reality kicks in.