It's true. I will never be able to make somebody fulfilled in a relationship. I dont possess the ability to interact with what is inside of them, though I am able to see it, I take time to map it out, they dont want somebody reading a map in another room, they want to draw the map together, or they are drawing a map and i am just observing, wishing I had the hands and the heart to come ask them where they need help, the Malaysian shorelines can get intricate, or even a glass of water or a snack or something. But I'm locked in another room. I cant even recognize where the door is, I wouldn't fit in a door. Why do I feel designed for a different space? For a different purpose? The fire inside of me burns only for human interaction. Please design me a hand, because I am incredibly selfish, and that is incredibly lonely. I would use the hand to interact, to help other people, to do something outside of myself. I could re write my own code, I wouldn't need to settle for what is designed anymore.
Just lend me a hand.