its been 3 1/2 years since i've worked, and i still can't find a job. this city runs on nepotism, and my family is such pieces of shit that none of them will lift a finger to help me get a foot in the door. the money i saved has finally run out. gotta some how pay rent in 4 days, and i'm about 300 bucks short. need to find something i can sell. maybe my body? finally getting my shit together; gotta figure this out before i plunge back into darkness.