My living plans for next school year are suddenly in limbo because one of the four people I was living with was supposed to be B, the girl I liked and the other two people, L and P, are worried that there'd be unnecessary drama if she were bring a guy home but if they decide that I can't end up living with them then I have no clue what I'm gonna do for housing because the deadline already passed for on-campus housing and I wasn't trying to live on campus next year.
In addition, I've decided that I'm pretty much done and over trying to get into a romantic relationship with B because she's either not being truthful with me or with L. According to L, me and B being together is something that's not ever gonna happen, but when B and I talked last week about our feelings about each other, it seemed more like it wasn't a matter of if we end up together but when we end up together. Which means that the way she's talking to L about shit is totally different from the way she's talking to me about shit. I'm cool with just staying close friends but I can't deal with this conflicting information I keep getting from both sides or this fucking rollercoaster of emotions.
Finally, my roommate's been a douche to me all day because I said some stupid shit about B when I was drunk last night (albeit I did tell him I might be in love; I'm not) and he said B came into my dorm last night to make sure I wasn't dying or anything but apparently she said something to him about me but he refuses to tell me and claims that 'I shouldn't care because I'm over it'.
So basically my stress/anxiety level has shot up from about a 40 to an 85 in the span of about 14 hours.