real confessions

[ThugWaffle]

After not skating for a few weeks, I feel psyched again. What an incredible feeling I had forgotten about.

[shark tits]

i hate bruce willis for he is republican but i always thought it was cool when he told the terrorist 'welcome to the pawty, pal'.
oh, bearded ladies and men in make up gross me out. how can we make skate videos and look like us [no extra ten pounds] but conan obrian has to get painted orange every night?

[nice_guy_2]

ex set me a very racy photo and its make me very uncomfortable so I'm going to go to the bar, get drunk, and watch Videodrome. Stay tuned.

pics or ban, i am admin

[dirtyweemidden]

ex set me a very racy photo and its make me very uncomfortable so I'm going to go to the bar, get drunk, and watch Videodrome. Stay tuned.

im sure we coukld help with your dilema but its difficult with no visual aid

[fuck life]

LOL, followers. Fucklife didn't even want to make a suicide pact with me.

my bad.

[abudabi]

been talking on occasion with a cute girl with a rad personality
may god have mercy on my soul

[tobey]

so i didn't get invited anywhere for halloween. Even the girl i have been seeing didnt invite me to her thing, i said what you up to tonight and she just said "bar". so i basically stopped texting her and if i text people asking what there doing they will just ignore it. Like they still think im the same person as last year, not going out at all, how am i suppose to prove them wrong when they ignore my texts and don't invite me anywhere. That's why i mainly hang out with tinder girls, they don't know about my past so i have nothing to prove to them except that im a good guy. The only person that always answers my text lives in California, im in PA, we went to high school together but after high school he went in to the Marines so that's where hes stationed. It just sucks but my sister's puppy is over and im having a little fun just hanging out with him. Dogs just put a smile on my face no matter how shitty i feel

[@thewilleasley]

It's all good tobey it ain't like Halloween is THAT big of a deal. besides you shouldnt have to feel like you have to "prove" anything to people you consider friends, especially if they ignore you. You might want to start meeting & only dealing with people who seem to truly appreciate you for who you are, without all that extra pressure. As for tonight tho Take to tinder and make it happen man. I'm sure there's some chick out there on the same shit just hoping someone comes along and gives her something to do. Go jump on that!

[tobey]

It's all good tobey it ain't like Halloween is THAT big of a deal. besides you shouldnt have to feel like you have to "prove" anything to people you consider friends, especially if they ignore you. You might want to start meeting & only dealing with people who seem to truly appreciate you for who you are, without all that extra pressure. As for tonight tho Take to tinder and make it happen man. I'm sure there's some chick out there on the same shit just hoping someone comes along and gives her something to do. Go jump on that!

thats what i have been doing all night lol i have been talking to this 18 year old that goes to school around here but its already 1 am so im not going to ask her to hang out tonight but i will probably ask her to do something in the future. But it just sucks about the friends situation. like you said halloween isnt a big deal but still i would like a text back or an invite, i havent been to a party in 3 years actually i think its been about 4 but the last 2-3 years i only went out if it was to the bar down the street from my house cause that was the only place i felt alright about my anxiety, i even convinced a friend to hang out with me earlier this year. We went to a bar in another town and went bowling and then i texted like the week after saying "wanna do something again" and he responds with "you don't go out". He wasn't joking either cause he never responded to any of my texts saying "what you doing tonight"

so yea i really don't have any friends, L33T wanna meet up?

[castillo's curls]

not a confession, but it still cracks me up that this thread was started by Jayme Fortune.

[L33Tg33k]

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It's all good tobey it ain't like Halloween is THAT big of a deal. besides you shouldnt have to feel like you have to "prove" anything to people you consider friends, especially if they ignore you. You might want to start meeting & only dealing with people who seem to truly appreciate you for who you are, without all that extra pressure. As for tonight tho Take to tinder and make it happen man. I'm sure there's some chick out there on the same shit just hoping someone comes along and gives her something to do. Go jump on that!

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thats what i have been doing all night lol i have been talking to this 18 year old that goes to school around here but its already 1 am so im not going to ask her to hang out tonight but i will probably ask her to do something in the future. But it just sucks about the friends situation. like you said halloween isnt a big deal but still i would like a text back or an invite, i havent been to a party in 3 years actually i think its been about 4 but the last 2-3 years i only went out if it was to the bar down the street from my house cause that was the only place i felt alright about my anxiety, i even convinced a friend to hang out with me earlier this year. We went to a bar in another town and went bowling and then i texted like the week after saying "wanna do something again" and he responds with "you don't go out". He wasn't joking either cause he never responded to any of my texts saying "what you doing tonight"

so yea i really don't have any friends, L33T wanna meet up?

Down. If you're on the west coast we could actually make it happen.

[nice_guy_2]

Hmmm so l33tg33k plans on losing his viriginity to tobey. I for one support his decision

[nice_guy_2]

also make sure theres a camera rolling when you first meet

[nice_guy_2]

also tobey i'm looking for you, you better be ready

[posguy]

so i didn't get invited anywhere for halloween. Even the girl i have been seeing didnt invite me to her thing, i said what you up to tonight and she just said "bar". so i basically stopped texting her and if i text people asking what there doing they will just ignore it. Like they still think im the same person as last year, not going out at all, how am i suppose to prove them wrong when they ignore my texts and don't invite me anywhere. That's why i mainly hang out with tinder girls, they don't know about my past so i have nothing to prove to them except that im a good guy. The only person that always answers my text lives in California, im in PA, we went to high school together but after high school he went in to the Marines so that's where hes stationed. It just sucks but my sister's puppy is over and im having a little fun just hanging out with him. Dogs just put a smile on my face no matter how shitty i feel

Damn man that sucks, I have been in the same place you are though. If it's nice or you have a good undercover spot that's lit, I suggest parking garages if you haven't checked, why don't you go skate? Perfect way to spend your time and maybe something awesome will happen. Heck maybe you will see a cute girl who is tired of her shitty drunk friends and would rather hang out with the interesting skater instead of their drunk asses... Best part about drunk people? Their Designated Driver friends... also they all seem to think they're amazing at skateboarding so there is a chance for hilarity and broken spirits. Hope you're night got better no matter what happened. Don't feel to bad about being all alone, it happens to all of us at one point or another. I skated on St. Patty's day and got to watch all the drunk bastards have a ball and ask to use my skateboard and shout out ridiculous tricks as they walked away when I said no.

[tobey]

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so i didn't get invited anywhere for halloween. Even the girl i have been seeing didnt invite me to her thing, i said what you up to tonight and she just said "bar". so i basically stopped texting her and if i text people asking what there doing they will just ignore it. Like they still think im the same person as last year, not going out at all, how am i suppose to prove them wrong when they ignore my texts and don't invite me anywhere. That's why i mainly hang out with tinder girls, they don't know about my past so i have nothing to prove to them except that im a good guy. The only person that always answers my text lives in California, im in PA, we went to high school together but after high school he went in to the Marines so that's where hes stationed. It just sucks but my sister's puppy is over and im having a little fun just hanging out with him. Dogs just put a smile on my face no matter how shitty i feel

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Damn man that sucks, I have been in the same place you are though. If it's nice or you have a good undercover spot that's lit, I suggest parking garages if you haven't checked, why don't you go skate? Perfect way to spend your time and maybe something awesome will happen. Heck maybe you will see a cute girl who is tired of her shitty drunk friends and would rather hang out with the interesting skater instead of their drunk asses... Best part about drunk people? Their Designated Driver friends... also they all seem to think they're amazing at skateboarding so there is a chance for hilarity and broken spirits. Hope you're night got better no matter what happened. Don't feel to bad about being all alone, it happens to all of us at one point or another. I skated on St. Patty's day and got to watch all the drunk bastards have a ball and ask to use my skateboard and shout out ridiculous tricks as they walked away when I said no.

good advice about going out and skating but i did that one night. I went to the park and no one was there i skated for maybe 5 minutes than just realized im already alone i might as well be alone at home, warm, and watch netflix (if you haven't already known cause i post in the netflix thread the most, i love netflix)

[posguy]

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so i didn't get invited anywhere for halloween. Even the girl i have been seeing didnt invite me to her thing, i said what you up to tonight and she just said "bar". so i basically stopped texting her and if i text people asking what there doing they will just ignore it. Like they still think im the same person as last year, not going out at all, how am i suppose to prove them wrong when they ignore my texts and don't invite me anywhere. That's why i mainly hang out with tinder girls, they don't know about my past so i have nothing to prove to them except that im a good guy. The only person that always answers my text lives in California, im in PA, we went to high school together but after high school he went in to the Marines so that's where hes stationed. It just sucks but my sister's puppy is over and im having a little fun just hanging out with him. Dogs just put a smile on my face no matter how shitty i feel

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Damn man that sucks, I have been in the same place you are though. If it's nice or you have a good undercover spot that's lit, I suggest parking garages if you haven't checked, why don't you go skate? Perfect way to spend your time and maybe something awesome will happen. Heck maybe you will see a cute girl who is tired of her shitty drunk friends and would rather hang out with the interesting skater instead of their drunk asses... Best part about drunk people? Their Designated Driver friends... also they all seem to think they're amazing at skateboarding so there is a chance for hilarity and broken spirits. Hope you're night got better no matter what happened. Don't feel to bad about being all alone, it happens to all of us at one point or another. I skated on St. Patty's day and got to watch all the drunk bastards have a ball and ask to use my skateboard and shout out ridiculous tricks as they walked away when I said no.

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good advice about going out and skating but i did that one night. I went to the park and no one was there i skated for maybe 5 minutes than just realized im already alone i might as well be alone at home, warm, and watch netflix (if you haven't already known cause i post in the netflix thread the most, i love netflix)

Yah if it's not the right night for night skating then it sucks. Being downtown Portland is a big help for finding lit spots on a warm summers night. Sounds kinda romantic... just you and your skateboard haha

[abudabi]

i just want to do drugs and travel around
i dont deal with stress well

[posguy]

i just want to do drugs and travel around
i dont deal with stress well

Grab a skateboard and there ya go!

[abudabi]

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i just want to do drugs and travel around
i dont deal with stress well

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Grab a skateboard and there ya go!

pretty much man haha
i havent skated in more than a week cause my back has been fucked up tho
my life is hella strange these days

[paraquat]

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i just want to do drugs and travel around
i dont deal with stress well

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Grab a skateboard and there ya go!

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pretty much man haha
i havent skated in more than a week cause my back has been fucked up tho
my life is hella strange these days

How old are you? Just curious.

[abudabi]

younger than l33t, older than that kid people think is tracer

edit: why? and dont you have me on ignore?

[paraquat]

younger than l33t, older than that kid people think is tracer

edit: why? and dont you have me on ignore?

No.  Was just going to say if you are young your should just dip to Europe and burn your passport.

[abudabi]

my bad. ive been thinking about going somewhere tho. gonna keep the passport tho

[Bronson]

Trouble staying hard with a new girlfriend, even when taking viagra while having not masturbated in two weeks. Most likely related to anxiety.

[Tay]

I spend my 26th birthday alone. My only real friend since I've moved to Baltimore didn't want to hangout, and my man worked late. It was a month ago, but it still makes me feel unworthy of real human connection. I guess I'm awkward, most people make me nervous. Social anxiety sucks.

[posguy]

Trouble staying hard with a new girlfriend, even when taking viagra while having not masturbated in two weeks. Most likely related to anxiety.

Anxiety about what? Maybe talk to her about it?

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I spend my 26th birthday alone. My only real friend since I've moved to Baltimore didn't want to hangout, and my man worked late. It was a month ago, but it still makes me feel unworthy of real human connection. I guess I'm awkward, most people make me nervous. Social anxiety sucks.

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Happy Birthday!

Happy birthday man(my apologies)! I've spent 3 out of my last 5 birthdays alone in my apartment opening presents from my parents and then going out to skate if it's nice, it's usually not in January, or playing video games and jackin it. People suck, they take your time for themselves and they ask for help when they need it but neglect to help you or give you their time. I find most "friends" I have are friends of convenience. Friends when you're around. Nowhere to be found when you're not. I was discussing this last night with my girlfriend, I only have 5 friends that I would invite to my wedding if I were to get married tomorrow. Sometimes we're destined to only have a few select friends but it's not a bad thing. At least you're not wasting your time with bullshit people. Hope this helps man!

[JB]

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Trouble staying hard with a new girlfriend, even when taking viagra while having not masturbated in two weeks. Most likely related to anxiety.

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Anxiety about what? Maybe talk to her about it?

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I spend my 26th birthday alone. My only real friend since I've moved to Baltimore didn't want to hangout, and my man worked late. It was a month ago, but it still makes me feel unworthy of real human connection. I guess I'm awkward, most people make me nervous. Social anxiety sucks.

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Happy Birthday!

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Happy birthday man! I've spent 3 out of my last 5 birthdays alone in my apartment opening presents from my parents and then going out to skate if it's nice, it's usually not in January, or playing video games and jackin it. People suck, they take your time for themselves and they ask for help when they need it but neglect to help you or give you their time. I find most "friends" I have are friends of convenience. Friends when you're around. Nowhere to be found when you're not. I was discussing this last night with my girlfriend, I only have 5 friends that I would invite to my wedding if I were to get married tomorrow. Sometimes we're destined to only have a few select friends but it's not a bad thing. At least you're not wasting your time with bullshit people. Hope this helps man!

Happy birthday Tay! hey, after around 22 or 23, friends stop coming around to birthdays. its sucks being alone for one, but its just one of those things that happens as you get older. i think i ate sushi alone on my 24th. and i wouldn't just to saying that your awkward if most people make you nervous. im pretty quiet and i dont usually speak up in groups of people i dont know very well, or if i have to spend time with one or two people who i dont know well, i usually am really quiet which makes things a bit awkward. i just know that i dont like bullshit conversations and its hard for me to pretend to be interested in small talk among people, but i dont think that makes me an awkward person at all. I wouldn't get too down on yourself if you dont like being around strangers.

and natek, Tay is a girl. 

[JB]

Trouble staying hard with a new girlfriend, even when taking viagra while having not masturbated in two weeks. Most likely related to anxiety.

you'll get over it dude. i was like that for a while. it would always feel like my heart was about to pound out of my chest; id be that nervous. if i couldnt get hard, id always spend more time eating her out. it feels good for her and it turned me on enough for me to get it up. just find something that you like to do and spend a little more time with that instead of rushing it. and you should be fine with letting her know youre a little nervous. girls get nervous too, so dont worry about her getting offended or upset. if anything, that should be her que to try a little harder to make you feel relaxed so that you both can enjoy it.

[shark tits]

i've got a bunch of friends scattered across the country but in my hometown i've demoted everyone to acquaintances. i got one buddy but he's a letdown all the time but i'll take responsibility and say if i were a better person i'd have a better quality of friends. not projecting on anyone else, maybe you just live around shitty people and not to say that i don't but part of it is on me.
doesn't drag me down too much, i've got my health, a skate and obstacles. everyone can get fucked.