if ive been inside your house, i have masturbated and or stolen from you. when i was in grade 8 some random rich grom, invited my freinds and i to his house, where his mother gave us food and shit, my freind stole like 400 quid from their parents bedroom and a bunch of gold rings and diamond earrings and shit and i stole a gold rolex with diamonds and shit from the dads drawer which i still have, i got it appraised and its worth almost ten grand so i rarely wear it.... thats the stupidest shit i ever did right there, i still cringe to think about it, my friend whom i was with that day is a heroin addict now and lives in an abandoned building with like 20 other squatters whom are addicts, its actually quite nice there, they have a tv and a microwave and electricity. but he looks fucking scary. anyway if i didnt move to america i prolly would be dead already. in high school i stole like 50 cell phones and like 42 ipods and a couple boards from peoples lockers. they were really easy to get open, i didnt have any friends so it didnt matter. i almost dropped out a couple times, im so glad i stuck through it. i used to snort so much cocaine that i pretty much moved in with the dealer, where i spent thousands of dollars on coke, i never bathed and wore the same clothes so i smelled like shit all the time, his house didnt have a shower in it. i got money by stealing from my parents, grandparents and estranged relatives, i also used to wear a ski mask and jump people and take their purses/wallets. i only did that for a bit though. easily the lowest point of my whole life, and im still recovering from it, thankfully my parents supported me, and let me come back home. the worst part about those times that still haunts me is my teeth, they are pretty fucked up from not brushing them for months at a time, thankfully the dentist fixed my chipped and broken front and back teeth and made them white again. i thank my parents for that, because it just changed my whole self perception, it was some real shit! i was working full time in a supermarket making cakes and bread up until a few weeks ago. now im just enjoying being a skate rat again, reading old mags, skating from morning til night. its the best feeling! the lakai video made me stop getting drunk and get a board. i start my new job doing the same shit in a couple weeks so im going to enjoy this time.
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i have a compulsive sneaker hoarding problem, ala bubblegum tate.
i have like over 100 pairs of jordans and nikes laying around my house.
im very shy and introverted and i dont have any friends and speak to on any daily basis.
ive never had a lasting relationship, only one night stands or two week long stints at best. i guess im still looking for that "chill girl"
if i think of other things ill add them.
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