I realized that the dudes I spent a lot of my life looking up to, are total scumbags. Once I started to look up to positive role models, and diversifying my friend group with people that have goals and aspirations outside of skating, I watched my life become extremely more productive and rewarding. Even though this feeling makes me feel like I am starting to fall out of love with skateboarding, I will forever grateful for skating and all the amazing memories in my life that have come with it. I will always skate, but I am at the time in my life where I need to start looking out for my future self and go make shit happen. In the end I know I wouldnt be me without skating. Shalom