not really a sexual experience, but when i was camping this summer, one night i was feeling a bit restless, so decided, to my unwavering shame, to head to the toilet block to... 'get to know myself better'. Anyway, there I was, sat on a dirty toilet seat, in an empty, boxed cubicle, jerking it, already feeling degraded, and with a roof window reflecting my fervent wrist-work back to my ashamed eyes - when after a few minutes of spanking it to no avail (hey im only human), the fucking toilet block lights all turned off, darkness, like properly black darkness, was my new environment. Now i faced a pretty tough decision; do i degrade myself by unlocking the cubicle, john wayne walking it to the light switch, to re-illuminate my wank-nest, and risk losing my preciously earnt boner.... or do i degrade myself by remaing here in blindness, to try to finish myself off into an invisible tissue? Well the latter possibility proved most simple, and so I was blindly jerking it there for about 5 minutes, full aware of the utter patheticness of my situation, and to a certain extent, my life, hoping, hoping all the while that i'd be able to hit the tissue target when my cannon fired its rocket. In the end my johnson did reach its tissue friend, but the sad thing is, that I buckled my belt, and left the block feeling accomplished for having overcome this summit , when in reality all my sad, awkward endeavour amounted to was lonely desire lust being satisfied in the literal, and moral, darkness of an effective shit-deposit factory. oh well....