Long time reader and first time poster for this thread (I think)
In high school/college I was in a relationship with this girl I went to high school with. One night I get home wasted and she comes over drunk as well. We start hooking up on the side of my house and she starts giving me an old fashioned. Bored, drunk, and starting to get a hurt penis from incorrect handling, I calmly said, "It's easier if you put your mouth on it." With little hesitation she starts going down on me. This being her first time, I was kind of blown away at how willing she was. Time passes and she is blowing me on my back patio in the middle of the night. I start getting bored AGAIN because she is awful at this as well. In result, I rub one out and she rubs my back. Looking back now it is really weird that it resulted in this but oh well.
Fast forward a few years and I have still not gotten a successful BJ. After seeing several other girls through out the years, many have claimed they're, "..really good at giving head." All of which were failures.. till recently. I started seeing this girl I met through a friend. We hook up twice and I got freaked out when she went down on me. Close to explosion and nervous about ruining her sheets/reputation with me, I went to the bathroom. After explaining my history with BJs she understands and expresses sympathy for me being lets say.. genetically different. Progressively we start boning and mid-way through she says she has to stop because I'm hurting her.