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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10140 on: July 13, 2021, 06:30:04 AM »
Crushes suck. Missed connections suck. I feel like I've had a couple of those but I can't be sure. Anyway life sucks. I wanna die.
I have to go back to work tomorrow after a lengthy hiatus. I'm sure I can do it but that doesn't stop me from crying about it. I fucking hate the post office. Staye in skewl kidz.

Real-deal feels. Was getting over one myself. hurts.

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« Reply #10141 on: July 14, 2021, 01:21:26 AM »
Feel you fam. Convinced I'm cursed with finding love  nevertheless better to try than not try

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« Reply #10142 on: July 14, 2021, 03:47:34 AM »
Waddup Slap.

Havent posted shit in a long time, but here it goes..

I have a girlfriend that I live with, but these last couple months, I fell like we are only roommates, there is nothing in there.. Casual kiss in the morning, casual kiss before goodnight, thats all. I started working out and skating like crazy, just so that I dont have to be home, and just return all dead from the physical activites, straight to bed.

I changed my job 3 months ago, and there is this one girl that started with me. We became really close friends, and Im really into her, like heavy. She is a couple years younger, married, but in a similar situtation as me, just living day to day with her husband with nothing really here. She just went on a vacation with him and all she does is text me. They had a fight even before entering the plane, so no bueno.

Im kinda getting courage to end it with my girlfriend, and will probably do it very soon, but Im kinda afraid that Im just really simping this girl, and she just sees me as a friend. From all I can see, its not like that and she is into me too, but if not, that is gonna be one fucked up situation.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off of my chest. Cheers guys, have a great summer.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10143 on: July 14, 2021, 07:58:35 AM »
Waddup Slap.

Havent posted shit in a long time, but here it goes..

I have a girlfriend that I live with, but these last couple months, I fell like we are only roommates, there is nothing in there.. Casual kiss in the morning, casual kiss before goodnight, thats all. I started working out and skating like crazy, just so that I dont have to be home, and just return all dead from the physical activites, straight to bed.

I changed my job 3 months ago, and there is this one girl that started with me. We became really close friends, and Im really into her, like heavy. She is a couple years younger, married, but in a similar situtation as me, just living day to day with her husband with nothing really here. She just went on a vacation with him and all she does is text me. They had a fight even before entering the plane, so no bueno.

Im kinda getting courage to end it with my girlfriend, and will probably do it very soon, but Im kinda afraid that Im just really simping this girl, and she just sees me as a friend. From all I can see, its not like that and she is into me too, but if not, that is gonna be one fucked up situation.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off of my chest. Cheers guys, have a great summer.

You have my sympathy, friend. This kind of thing is really tricky to work through mentally. I’d say, if you’re interested in advice, that if you really end up wanting to work your way up to ending your relationship, do it for your own sake first and foremost, and don’t rely on the “safety net” (big scare quotes here) of the potentially idealized relationship with your married crush. As much as she might like you, even romantically, I wouldn’t assume she’s going to exit her relationship at the same pace as you, or that she’ll ever do it at all.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10144 on: July 14, 2021, 08:22:16 AM »
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Waddup Slap.

Havent posted shit in a long time, but here it goes..

I have a girlfriend that I live with, but these last couple months, I fell like we are only roommates, there is nothing in there.. Casual kiss in the morning, casual kiss before goodnight, thats all. I started working out and skating like crazy, just so that I dont have to be home, and just return all dead from the physical activites, straight to bed.

I changed my job 3 months ago, and there is this one girl that started with me. We became really close friends, and Im really into her, like heavy. She is a couple years younger, married, but in a similar situtation as me, just living day to day with her husband with nothing really here. She just went on a vacation with him and all she does is text me. They had a fight even before entering the plane, so no bueno.

Im kinda getting courage to end it with my girlfriend, and will probably do it very soon, but Im kinda afraid that Im just really simping this girl, and she just sees me as a friend. From all I can see, its not like that and she is into me too, but if not, that is gonna be one fucked up situation.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off of my chest. Cheers guys, have a great summer.
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You have my sympathy, friend. This kind of thing is really tricky to work through mentally. I’d say, if you’re interested in advice, that if you really end up wanting to work your way up to ending your relationship, do it for your own sake first and foremost, and don’t rely on the “safety net” (big scare quotes here) of the potentially idealized relationship with your married crush. As much as she might like you, even romantically, I wouldn’t assume she’s going to exit her relationship at the same pace as you, or that she’ll ever do it at all.

These are some of the wisest words I've read in here

Great GREAT advice

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« Reply #10145 on: July 15, 2021, 05:55:55 AM »
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Waddup Slap.

Havent posted shit in a long time, but here it goes..

I have a girlfriend that I live with, but these last couple months, I fell like we are only roommates, there is nothing in there.. Casual kiss in the morning, casual kiss before goodnight, thats all. I started working out and skating like crazy, just so that I dont have to be home, and just return all dead from the physical activites, straight to bed.

I changed my job 3 months ago, and there is this one girl that started with me. We became really close friends, and Im really into her, like heavy. She is a couple years younger, married, but in a similar situtation as me, just living day to day with her husband with nothing really here. She just went on a vacation with him and all she does is text me. They had a fight even before entering the plane, so no bueno.

Im kinda getting courage to end it with my girlfriend, and will probably do it very soon, but Im kinda afraid that Im just really simping this girl, and she just sees me as a friend. From all I can see, its not like that and she is into me too, but if not, that is gonna be one fucked up situation.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off of my chest. Cheers guys, have a great summer.
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You have my sympathy, friend. This kind of thing is really tricky to work through mentally. I’d say, if you’re interested in advice, that if you really end up wanting to work your way up to ending your relationship, do it for your own sake first and foremost, and don’t rely on the “safety net” (big scare quotes here) of the potentially idealized relationship with your married crush. As much as she might like you, even romantically, I wouldn’t assume she’s going to exit her relationship at the same pace as you, or that she’ll ever do it at all.
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These are some of the wisest words I've read in here

Great GREAT advice

Yeah, also, you really want someone who's real fast with switching partners?

PS: I know next to nothing about these things.

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« Reply #10146 on: July 15, 2021, 07:51:47 AM »
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Waddup Slap.

Havent posted shit in a long time, but here it goes..

I have a girlfriend that I live with, but these last couple months, I fell like we are only roommates, there is nothing in there.. Casual kiss in the morning, casual kiss before goodnight, thats all. I started working out and skating like crazy, just so that I dont have to be home, and just return all dead from the physical activites, straight to bed.

I changed my job 3 months ago, and there is this one girl that started with me. We became really close friends, and Im really into her, like heavy. She is a couple years younger, married, but in a similar situtation as me, just living day to day with her husband with nothing really here. She just went on a vacation with him and all she does is text me. They had a fight even before entering the plane, so no bueno.

Im kinda getting courage to end it with my girlfriend, and will probably do it very soon, but Im kinda afraid that Im just really simping this girl, and she just sees me as a friend. From all I can see, its not like that and she is into me too, but if not, that is gonna be one fucked up situation.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off of my chest. Cheers guys, have a great summer.
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You have my sympathy, friend. This kind of thing is really tricky to work through mentally. I’d say, if you’re interested in advice, that if you really end up wanting to work your way up to ending your relationship, do it for your own sake first and foremost, and don’t rely on the “safety net” (big scare quotes here) of the potentially idealized relationship with your married crush. As much as she might like you, even romantically, I wouldn’t assume she’s going to exit her relationship at the same pace as you, or that she’ll ever do it at all.
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These are some of the wisest words I've read in here

Great GREAT advice
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Yeah, also, you really want someone who's real fast with switching partners?

PS: I know next to nothing about these things.

Thanks for the words guys. For sure, Im not gonna treat it like a safety net. I need to exit this trainwreck of a releationship, and then Ill see what will be next. I may enjoy a single life for a while, and that can be fucking sick too. So far, this is just a major crush, so hopefully, if it does not work out, I will be OK.

There is still Slap to bitch out and cry like a baby, so there's that.  ;D

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10147 on: July 15, 2021, 11:26:08 AM »
Filip, bro... we cry about some dude's belt in a video directed towards children... Don't worry.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10148 on: July 24, 2021, 12:38:35 PM »
If you asked me at any point in the last (at least) 6 years who my favourite skater is, I would tell you Jamal Smith.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10149 on: July 27, 2021, 03:08:19 PM »
Even as a young child, I always resented other kids who would only eat sandwiches "with the crusts cut".
I like my women the same way I like my personified cups of coffee...black...strong...and proud.

No puedo hacer que aplauda, ​​pero puedo hacer que diga: "¡Whoo!"

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10150 on: July 27, 2021, 05:16:18 PM »
Eating crusts builds character.
Before you say the music sucked, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10151 on: July 27, 2021, 05:59:59 PM »
Eating crusts builds character.
And improves your singing voice. Or is that burnt crusts
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10152 on: August 07, 2021, 01:24:49 PM »
I am tripping absolute balls right now pretending to do yoga naked

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« Reply #10153 on: August 09, 2021, 09:03:23 PM »
After a long depressing day I thought I should come to this thread to vent so here I go.

I'm a 21 year old loser with no friends. I cut off the small circle of stoner homies I had in highschool when we graduated cause of that time being a turning point for our lives. It was kinda like that movie Superbad where they all get jealous of each other throughout the movie. My friends always felt superficial to me anyways and didn't always seem like they understood my inner mental struggles. I'm just tired of hanging with fake people that only use me for weed or misery loves company sorta vibes. It always seemed like no one in the group wanted anyone to be better than each other or else they'd become a threat.

I've had no good action on the board these past couple weeks. I always feel burnt out and my legs feel like spaghetti noodles.2020 was my best year on the board , I convinced my self to go to the skatepark multiple days a week the whole year and started skating more down rails and gnarlier obstacles. The time has come where I reached my peak and now its over. I have no motivation anymore to push myself when it comes to skating. Some slappies and a couple flat ground tricks and that's it, that's all I got.

After highschool I continued working as a bus boy at a restaurant where I one day had a mental breakdown. The fakeness of being a customer service employee kills me. I was never socially gifted to begin with and I had to put on a fake smile for two years and walk in there every day. Also a girl i knew from school got a job there one day suprisingly. She had friend zoned me and rejected me many times in public but we were still "friends." I was super weirded out when she got a job at the same place as me because I had told her where I worked before. When we were working together our other co workers noticed that we had a bit of a connection (nothing romantic, but I talked to her more than I ever did to my original co workers) and they all grouped up one day and gave me their advice saying that they thought she liked me and I should shoot my shot for her. I explained that we were just friends but all my co workers were hyping me up to do it. I ended up making a move one night when we decided to meet up and smoke. I told her how I honestly felt about her and she didn't feel the same. Things got awkward real quick,right there, right then. She ended up dating another co worker of mine. A better looking dude and made me look like a total fool and still kept working there during all of this. Everyone else knew I was mentally damaged but no one said anything.

The night after my mental break down at work (which is too embarassing to describe) I told my parents the real truth about how I felt in life and how I was depressed and had felt like I had no self esteem. My parents were clueless on how to even react and now I just regret ever having that job and putting in my final two weeks I should've never showed up the day I fucked up my flirt attempt. I'm unemployed right now just using the money I made from food delivery apps to buy my own food,weed, skate board parts, etc. My folks keep mentioning community college classes or trade school to me when really I just feel like becoming a homeless skateboarder and smoking weed all day while I sit on my ass on the sidewalk eating takeout with the $ I beg for and watching as hot chicks go by.

I really have been thinking about going homeless though. Maybe hitchhike to SF or Santa Cruz cause the scene there might be better. I just love living stress free and not having to worry about security or materialistic things. I feel ashamed of not being able to please my parents by getting a 9 to 5 but I hate the corporate world.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10154 on: August 10, 2021, 12:26:53 PM »
After a long depressing day I thought I should come to this thread to vent so here I go.

I'm a 21 year old loser with no friends. I cut off the small circle of stoner homies I had in highschool when we graduated cause of that time being a turning point for our lives. It was kinda like that movie Superbad where they all get jealous of each other throughout the movie. My friends always felt superficial to me anyways and didn't always seem like they understood my inner mental struggles. I'm just tired of hanging with fake people that only use me for weed or misery loves company sorta vibes. It always seemed like no one in the group wanted anyone to be better than each other or else they'd become a threat.

I've had no good action on the board these past couple weeks. I always feel burnt out and my legs feel like spaghetti noodles.2020 was my best year on the board , I convinced my self to go to the skatepark multiple days a week the whole year and started skating more down rails and gnarlier obstacles. The time has come where I reached my peak and now its over. I have no motivation anymore to push myself when it comes to skating. Some slappies and a couple flat ground tricks and that's it, that's all I got.

After highschool I continued working as a bus boy at a restaurant where I one day had a mental breakdown. The fakeness of being a customer service employee kills me. I was never socially gifted to begin with and I had to put on a fake smile for two years and walk in there every day. Also a girl i knew from school got a job there one day suprisingly. She had friend zoned me and rejected me many times in public but we were still "friends." I was super weirded out when she got a job at the same place as me because I had told her where I worked before. When we were working together our other co workers noticed that we had a bit of a connection (nothing romantic, but I talked to her more than I ever did to my original co workers) and they all grouped up one day and gave me their advice saying that they thought she liked me and I should shoot my shot for her. I explained that we were just friends but all my co workers were hyping me up to do it. I ended up making a move one night when we decided to meet up and smoke. I told her how I honestly felt about her and she didn't feel the same. Things got awkward real quick,right there, right then. She ended up dating another co worker of mine. A better looking dude and made me look like a total fool and still kept working there during all of this. Everyone else knew I was mentally damaged but no one said anything.

The night after my mental break down at work (which is too embarassing to describe) I told my parents the real truth about how I felt in life and how I was depressed and had felt like I had no self esteem. My parents were clueless on how to even react and now I just regret ever having that job and putting in my final two weeks I should've never showed up the day I fucked up my flirt attempt. I'm unemployed right now just using the money I made from food delivery apps to buy my own food,weed, skate board parts, etc. My folks keep mentioning community college classes or trade school to me when really I just feel like becoming a homeless skateboarder and smoking weed all day while I sit on my ass on the sidewalk eating takeout with the $ I beg for and watching as hot chicks go by.

I really have been thinking about going homeless though. Maybe hitchhike to SF or Santa Cruz cause the scene there might be better. I just love living stress free and not having to worry about security or materialistic things. I feel ashamed of not being able to please my parents by getting a 9 to 5 but I hate the corporate world.

There is a wellness and outreach support thread stickied in Whatever if you'd feel you'd like to talk to someone over there. By no means a bunch of therapists, but a lot of people have been where you are before and are maybe a little bit older/have some insight. Couldn't hurt to lay it out there

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10155 on: August 10, 2021, 02:32:13 PM »
After a long depressing day I thought I should come to this thread to vent so here I go.

I'm a 21 year old loser with no friends. I cut off the small circle of stoner homies I had in highschool when we graduated cause of that time being a turning point for our lives. It was kinda like that movie Superbad where they all get jealous of each other throughout the movie. My friends always felt superficial to me anyways and didn't always seem like they understood my inner mental struggles. I'm just tired of hanging with fake people that only use me for weed or misery loves company sorta vibes. It always seemed like no one in the group wanted anyone to be better than each other or else they'd become a threat.

I've had no good action on the board these past couple weeks. I always feel burnt out and my legs feel like spaghetti noodles.2020 was my best year on the board , I convinced my self to go to the skatepark multiple days a week the whole year and started skating more down rails and gnarlier obstacles. The time has come where I reached my peak and now its over. I have no motivation anymore to push myself when it comes to skating. Some slappies and a couple flat ground tricks and that's it, that's all I got.

After highschool I continued working as a bus boy at a restaurant where I one day had a mental breakdown. The fakeness of being a customer service employee kills me. I was never socially gifted to begin with and I had to put on a fake smile for two years and walk in there every day. Also a girl i knew from school got a job there one day suprisingly. She had friend zoned me and rejected me many times in public but we were still "friends." I was super weirded out when she got a job at the same place as me because I had told her where I worked before. When we were working together our other co workers noticed that we had a bit of a connection (nothing romantic, but I talked to her more than I ever did to my original co workers) and they all grouped up one day and gave me their advice saying that they thought she liked me and I should shoot my shot for her. I explained that we were just friends but all my co workers were hyping me up to do it. I ended up making a move one night when we decided to meet up and smoke. I told her how I honestly felt about her and she didn't feel the same. Things got awkward real quick,right there, right then. She ended up dating another co worker of mine. A better looking dude and made me look like a total fool and still kept working there during all of this. Everyone else knew I was mentally damaged but no one said anything.

The night after my mental break down at work (which is too embarassing to describe) I told my parents the real truth about how I felt in life and how I was depressed and had felt like I had no self esteem. My parents were clueless on how to even react and now I just regret ever having that job and putting in my final two weeks I should've never showed up the day I fucked up my flirt attempt. I'm unemployed right now just using the money I made from food delivery apps to buy my own food,weed, skate board parts, etc. My folks keep mentioning community college classes or trade school to me when really I just feel like becoming a homeless skateboarder and smoking weed all day while I sit on my ass on the sidewalk eating takeout with the $ I beg for and watching as hot chicks go by.

I really have been thinking about going homeless though. Maybe hitchhike to SF or Santa Cruz cause the scene there might be better. I just love living stress free and not having to worry about security or materialistic things. I feel ashamed of not being able to please my parents by getting a 9 to 5 but I hate the corporate world.

First, disregard any guilt you may harbor over that mental breakdown. It’s in the past, it happened, you are stronger for it. Rejection sucks, but it’s part of life. It blows that it got so awkward and that there were several cohorts invested in the outcome, but she was upfront and honest to your face no matter how uneasy it was. Plenty of people wouldn’t be and that’s much worse..

Invest in yourself, young one. Learn a skill or trade then try your hitchhiking adventure. What are your interests?
Your folks sound supportive enough, gentle urges in a direction that could set you up with a safe career. As far as their reaction, no parent has all the answers and it can be devastating to hear their child is depressed. I’m sure they would be happy if you got a 9-5 grind, but would be even more stoked if you were doing something that brings you happiness.

Life is never completely free of stressors. The reality is that work is necessary. Either to keep yourself preoccupied or keep yourself safe. You have purpose, you will find it.


P.S. Please don’t try living on the streets without deep preparation for it. It is glamorized in fiction. Learn basic survival skills.
For most it isn’t a choice and a lot don’t bounce back.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10156 on: August 10, 2021, 09:39:11 PM »
i really like nyjahs new shoe and considering buying a pair .. already thinking about cutting his name off the tongue but still hesitant to pull trigger

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« Reply #10157 on: August 12, 2021, 11:05:05 AM »
Don't be a lame that's concerned with what other people think and cop those Nynjahs.
Before you say the music sucked, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10158 on: August 13, 2021, 01:12:01 PM »
I'm trying really hard to meet women and it's not working. When I look at myself in the mirror I think that I'm a handsome man, but I know I must not be considering I get no play on the apps. I try to meet women in the wild too but no one's interested in what I'm selling. I oscillate between being distraught over it and accepting that I'll be alone forever in stride all the time. Serious mood swings. I wish I could stay indifferent forever.
Before you say the music sucked, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

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« Reply #10159 on: August 13, 2021, 01:47:08 PM »
I'm trying really hard to meet women and it's not working. When I look at myself in the mirror I think that I'm a handsome man, but I know I must not be considering I get no play on the apps. I try to meet women in the wild too but no one's interested in what I'm selling. I oscillate between being distraught over it and accepting that I'll be alone forever in stride all the time. Serious mood swings. I wish I could stay indifferent forever.

maybe you should go to an open mic and try stand up comedy since you’re so self deprecating and im sure you’re funny in real life .. and try and meet a girl that’s into that scene

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10160 on: August 13, 2021, 01:48:09 PM »
Don't be a lame that's concerned with what other people think


this isn’t computing

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« Reply #10161 on: August 13, 2021, 04:45:11 PM »
I'm trying really hard to meet women and it's not working. When I look at myself in the mirror I think that I'm a handsome man, but I know I must not be considering I get no play on the apps. I try to meet women in the wild too but no one's interested in what I'm selling. I oscillate between being distraught over it and accepting that I'll be alone forever in stride all the time. Serious mood swings. I wish I could stay indifferent forever.
I know you're probably tired of unsolicited advice and don't want to hear a "nahh man you're a handsome stud!" line because even though people are well-intentioned, it can get old (at least it did when I was feeling like I'd be single forever). So all i will say is that I truly do hope for you to find happiness in whatever form it will look like for you, and I am looking forward to the day when you find it and post about it on here because I have been reading your posts on SLAP for almost 10 years now and you really seem like a kindhearted soul and a good person, and you deserve happiness.

And you have great flick on your kickflips.
RIP C.J.
RIP Henry


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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10162 on: August 14, 2021, 05:43:24 PM »
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And you have great flick on your kickflips.

Man, you can say that again. That one on the tennis court over the can in the wifebeater (am I misremembering the wardrobe and topography?) was outright studly.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10163 on: August 14, 2021, 06:44:24 PM »
Real talk I do not feel bad for abandoning my poisonous mom at all, my older siblings have told me so and I’m heading their advice.

I’ve tried and wanted to honestly say I tried with little success but I gave it my best.

I find it funny how these boomers from 81-77 age they’ve done waaaaaay too many good drugs and we’re the result.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10164 on: August 15, 2021, 01:57:49 AM »
Real talk I do not feel bad for abandoning my poisonous mom at all, my older siblings have told me so and I’m heading their advice.

I’ve tried and wanted to honestly say I tried with little success but I gave it my best.

I find it funny how these boomers from 81-77 age they’ve done waaaaaay too many good drugs and we’re the result.

Dave Ramsey isn't 100% correct.  That being said, I appreciate his various videos explaining in detail how to deal with family who feel they can bilk their family members/children for cash.

I'm going through that right now with a parent and it sucks, but you know what, I refuse to finance their stupidity.  In my case, it is BIG stupidity.  Inarguable stupidity.  Egregious stupidity.  Take care of YOUR finances, YOUR credit score, and YOUR mental health first and foremost.
I like my women the same way I like my personified cups of coffee...black...strong...and proud.

No puedo hacer que aplauda, ​​pero puedo hacer que diga: "¡Whoo!"

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10165 on: August 15, 2021, 03:38:28 PM »
Just wanna say I love you guys. You've been friends when my irl ones have been less than. I love my irl friends too, but we're not always on the same page.
Before you say the music sucked, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10166 on: August 15, 2021, 04:51:35 PM »
Just wanna say I love you guys. You've been friends when my irl ones have been less than. I love my irl friends too, but we're not always on the same page.
Keep your head up and keep doing those kickflips and you'll be okay.

Seriously. I cannot stress enough how good your kickflip is.
RIP C.J.
RIP Henry


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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10167 on: August 16, 2021, 05:14:53 AM »
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Just wanna say I love you guys. You've been friends when my irl ones have been less than. I love my irl friends too, but we're not always on the same page.
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Keep your head up and keep doing those kickflips and you'll be okay.

Seriously. I cannot stress enough how good your kickflip is.

Now I wanna see THE kickflip

My only advice on meeting women (in case you wanna 'hear' it) is don't go out there ONLY looking to meet women. Go do your daily life and don't force encounters.

Let it happen naturally and you won't be nervous or thinking what you should do next in order to impress the ladies. Easier said than done I know but once things flow naturally you will be more confident and the ladies love confident men. Say your shit like you mean it and don't hesitate in complimenting her, not only her looks but what she's wearing and the way she talks and giggles and shit

Hope this helps somehow

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10168 on: August 31, 2021, 08:42:59 AM »
Nearly a decade ago I went through a Taco Bell drive-thru and attempted to order a Chalupa Supreme. Instead, I ordered a "Chipotle Extreme". The guy on speaker was like "YOU WANT A WHAT?!" and I kept repeating myself. When I pulled up to pay everyone inside was laughing at me.

Still think about that sometimes.  :-\
i’m 80% skateboarder 20% atlantic puffin enthusiast

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10169 on: August 31, 2021, 02:39:13 PM »
After a long depressing day I thought I should come to this thread to vent so here I go.

I'm a 21 year old loser with no friends. I cut off the small circle of stoner homies I had in highschool when we graduated cause of that time being a turning point for our lives. It was kinda like that movie Superbad where they all get jealous of each other throughout the movie. My friends always felt superficial to me anyways and didn't always seem like they understood my inner mental struggles. I'm just tired of hanging with fake people that only use me for weed or misery loves company sorta vibes. It always seemed like no one in the group wanted anyone to be better than each other or else they'd become a threat.

I've had no good action on the board these past couple weeks. I always feel burnt out and my legs feel like spaghetti noodles.2020 was my best year on the board , I convinced my self to go to the skatepark multiple days a week the whole year and started skating more down rails and gnarlier obstacles. The time has come where I reached my peak and now its over. I have no motivation anymore to push myself when it comes to skating. Some slappies and a couple flat ground tricks and that's it, that's all I got.

After highschool I continued working as a bus boy at a restaurant where I one day had a mental breakdown. The fakeness of being a customer service employee kills me. I was never socially gifted to begin with and I had to put on a fake smile for two years and walk in there every day. Also a girl i knew from school got a job there one day suprisingly. She had friend zoned me and rejected me many times in public but we were still "friends." I was super weirded out when she got a job at the same place as me because I had told her where I worked before. When we were working together our other co workers noticed that we had a bit of a connection (nothing romantic, but I talked to her more than I ever did to my original co workers) and they all grouped up one day and gave me their advice saying that they thought she liked me and I should shoot my shot for her. I explained that we were just friends but all my co workers were hyping me up to do it. I ended up making a move one night when we decided to meet up and smoke. I told her how I honestly felt about her and she didn't feel the same. Things got awkward real quick,right there, right then. She ended up dating another co worker of mine. A better looking dude and made me look like a total fool and still kept working there during all of this. Everyone else knew I was mentally damaged but no one said anything.

The night after my mental break down at work (which is too embarassing to describe) I told my parents the real truth about how I felt in life and how I was depressed and had felt like I had no self esteem. My parents were clueless on how to even react and now I just regret ever having that job and putting in my final two weeks I should've never showed up the day I fucked up my flirt attempt. I'm unemployed right now just using the money I made from food delivery apps to buy my own food,weed, skate board parts, etc. My folks keep mentioning community college classes or trade school to me when really I just feel like becoming a homeless skateboarder and smoking weed all day while I sit on my ass on the sidewalk eating takeout with the $ I beg for and watching as hot chicks go by.

I really have been thinking about going homeless though. Maybe hitchhike to SF or Santa Cruz cause the scene there might be better. I just love living stress free and not having to worry about security or materialistic things. I feel ashamed of not being able to please my parents by getting a 9 to 5 but I hate the corporate world.

I started writing an essay for you, but I'll just try to cut right to it.
I was unmotivated as fuck at your age. 33 now.
Shit gets better.
Things that matter now will be trivial in the not so distant future.
Have confidence in yourself. You're more capable than you think.
Don't be homeless. Definitely take a chance and move away if you need a change of scenery or just an adventure while you're young and don't have much responsibility, but make sure you've always got a comfortable place to stay and a way to put food on your table.
Life is stressful, and I've never met a truly stress-free person. Even eliminating material things from your life will not completely remove stress. However, there is absolutely nothing wrong with wanting nice things in life and enough money to do what you want. How you make that happen comes down to the moves you make in life. Try to make the right ones, and learn when it doesn't go your way.


I hope this doesn't come off as me being a "pull yourself up by your bootstraps" dickhead. I honestly wish more people were straight with me earlier on. You've got this man.