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Re: real confessions
« Reply #60 on: December 04, 2006, 05:25:45 PM »
I gave up weed and alcohol because ive seen the worthless shitpiles people i used to know become.
alcohol is a depressant and only locks you into the endless cycle of trying to escape depression, causing you to drink more and more....
weed is just a false sense of reality, you get more and more regular as the years go on, with your grasp on reality being loosened a little more everyday. chemicals arent for me, i learned that a while ago. nothing wrong with the occasional beer.

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« Reply #61 on: December 04, 2006, 05:26:35 PM »
i really dislike chirstians who force there religion on people and think they are better then everyone else because they claim to follow jesus yet are gossiping creatures who have never personally helped anyone who has needed it

Biggest pet peeve of mine.

On the same type of shit, people who call others "good" or "bad" christians. There isn't such a thing as a good or bad christian. Just because you go to church every day you can doesn't make you a good christian and vice versa.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #62 on: December 04, 2006, 05:28:32 PM »
I skate everyday (no matter the weather or any bullshit) and am seriously obsessed. In school i do regular shit like fucking fingerboarding just because i can't stop thinking about skating.

Only drank like 5 times, smoked maybe 15-20. Also thinks cigs are gross although i have tried a few.

Seriously have tried to get with every hot girl in our class and have only got anything like 10 times.
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« Reply #63 on: December 04, 2006, 05:57:59 PM »
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i really dislike chirstians who force there religion on people and think they are better then everyone else because they claim to follow jesus yet are gossiping creatures who have never personally helped anyone who has needed it
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Biggest pet peeve of mine.

On the same type of shit, people who call others "good" or "bad" christians. There isn't such a thing as a good or bad christian. Just because you go to church every day you can doesn't make you a good christian and vice versa.

dont you hate it jehovas witnesses come up and want to talk to you while your skating? I live in a really religous town and happens all the time.

also, I go through a pack of black & milds in a day

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« Reply #64 on: December 04, 2006, 06:03:18 PM »
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i really dislike chirstians who force there religion on people and think they are better then everyone else because they claim to follow jesus yet are gossiping creatures who have never personally helped anyone who has needed it
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Biggest pet peeve of mine.

On the same type of shit, people who call others "good" or "bad" christians. There isn't such a thing as a good or bad christian. Just because you go to church every day you can doesn't make you a good christian and vice versa.
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dont you hate it jehovas witnesses come up and want to talk to you while your skating? I live in a really religous town and happens all the time.

the people who live downstairs(2 family house) are jehova witnesses meaning that jehova witnesses have never tried coming to my door trying to convert me or my mom

i have another confession. i made another myspace so i can be an asshole because i am too nice in person to eb a dick

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #65 on: December 04, 2006, 06:11:53 PM »
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I've never done drugs and have only drank once and didn't like it.  I don't understand why people do either and once I found out that someone does, I lose all respect for them.
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1. experimentation
2. have more fun
3. escape from something
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Thanks, but no thanks.
4. popularity (ive known some people that drink for just that reason)

i dont know what people do with there free time if they dont skate. i know theres some people who do sports just as much, but for those ones that dont have a hobbie, do they just sit around on msn all day or something?
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« Reply #66 on: December 04, 2006, 06:16:56 PM »
       i cried like crazy in a local diner after my breakup with my first girlfriend. it all started when my cousin asked me about her. i couldnt hold back. snot dripping and all. i made a big scene that night. the people eating across from me tried to cheer me up.

i freak myself out sometimes at night. i would wake up in my room and it would feel like the room is shaking. then i'd let out a scream. this has been happening since childhood.

my childhood dream was to become an airplane pilot. civil or military. i didn't care. i just wanted to fly. the closest i came to that was a $35 introductory flight at a cessna learn to fly center in long island. even tried joining the navy with aspirations for something in the aviation field. i failed my physical twice because of my knees. the duck walk has scarred me for life. heh

i did not bust my first nut until after i graduated middle school. i didnt have a clear concept of what masturbation was at that time. no proper sex education (i could thank the strict catholic school for that mess), not something i really talked about with friends. i recieved my first computer, after about a week of checking out free porn on the net. i start rubbing my jeans and that eventually leads to me stroking my dick. i was in awe of the sperm building at the tip.

there was a time where i would lurk constantly around stamford on my skateboard alone. same route, every week. not even skating, just pushing around. that all changed when i brought my first car.

its safe to say ive only smoked weed less than 10 times in my life. never brought drugs or anything. it was more of a social thing. if somebody offered then i was up for it.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #67 on: December 04, 2006, 07:14:47 PM »
my worst nightmares, the only thing that will wake me up at night in sweat, get this, is being in a bathtub with deep sea creatures. those things are so fucking ugly and slimy and sick that i think there 10 times worse dying in dreams
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« Reply #68 on: December 04, 2006, 07:21:25 PM »
my worst nightmares, the only thing that will wake me up at night in sweat, get this, is being in a bathtub with deep sea creatures. those things are so fucking ugly and slimy and sick that i think there 10 times worse dying in dreams
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i have the same dream everynight but it continuously gets longer. that freaks me out and its even worse because it is the only dream i ever remember

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #69 on: December 04, 2006, 07:46:57 PM »
Man every Halloween for at least 10 years when I was a kid I always had a dream where my aunt would come over and would bring some little animal over resembling that rodent type guy they used to use in the ads for Honey Combs (I think that was it). It scared the shit out of me man haha

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« Reply #70 on: December 04, 2006, 08:08:44 PM »
i am petrified of my house because of a whole bunch of shit happening. everything from stuff randomly falling even though they were in a position where they shouldn't normally fall, hearing something whisper while i was taking a dump, the heat either turning itself up or way way way down, to the absolute creepest dolls in the world that are in my attic. if you open the door to where they are and leave it open it is shu the next time you go up and vice versa. if you move the dols they end up in the same spot. and the room where they are is right above my computer room. i thought i was crazy until i brought my friends over for the night a few times-they refuse to stay over my house now. they were the ones that found civil war newspaper clipping stapled to the ceiling in the attic too.

i found out a few hours ago that the girl i was into and i thought was into me is now going out with some other douchebag. it turns out she did/does like me but i took too long to make a move or some other bullshit. naturally i got pissed and thought of fighting the kid then i realized i am not a jock

i leave myself myspace comments through other myspace's i have made

i never really disliked yhmy, i liked john c, and i loved big sexy's posts

i have never tried drugs. i have smoked cigs and cigars and i have drank(not lately though) but drugs just seem too lame

outside of skating i don't think i have any real friends except for the the kids i talk/socialize with in school

i used to have social anxiety disorder really bad and wouldn't talk to anyone outside of a group of five kids

i haven't focused a board in over two years and i love it and think i used to be a douchebag for doing it

i am unussually happy and have been for the past few days for no reason

i haven't cried since the first time i fell skating(few years before i actually skated. slammed dropping in and ripped the skin off of my elbow)

if something isn't on sci-fi, comedy central, cartoon network, or the discovery channel i wont watch it

i used to(from whatever early age until ten) feel bad for bald black dudes in jail because of that second song kareem skated to in trilogy for the reason that they were bald and in jail

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #71 on: December 04, 2006, 08:18:59 PM »
nothing worse than being bald, and in jail...for serious...being black sucks too.

not really.  eating a girls pussy and ass...on my list of favorite things I've ever experienced in life.
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« Reply #72 on: December 04, 2006, 08:36:52 PM »
eating a girls pussy and ass...on my list of favorite things I've ever experienced in life.

spoken like a man, *pats back*

these are great,

ive gone on all sorts of benders and binges for years and only now starting to get back on the wagon.

part of that means ive had to shaft most of my old buddies and start meeting new friends at school

i dont like many people at the shop im sponsored by and am starting to question why im even dealing with it at all.

i treat my girlfriend like shit and i think thats why we ve been together for so long.

i dunno some other wierd shit., and if my friends knew i posted here id be embarrased haha

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« Reply #73 on: December 04, 2006, 09:02:15 PM »
I philosophy way too much about stuff like, what happens after you die, etc....

I don't have any real friends at school but I don't care.

All girls that've I've meet are really shallow and stupid. A reason why I quit dating

I'm pretty sure I've got some loose screws in my head.

I like to learn about everything and I feel angry about some of the stuff that goes on in the World.

I don't want to hate my mom but I do, after she remarried after my dad died.

I feel really lucky that I'am alive and healthy and that I don't live in Darfur.

I feel proud that I slashed my english teacher's tires after she said I was a coon and wasn't going to amount to anything in life.

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« Reply #74 on: December 04, 2006, 09:06:14 PM »
its all good, you sound like a true skater

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« Reply #75 on: December 04, 2006, 09:08:42 PM »
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I feel proud that I slashed my english teacher's tires after she said I was a coon and wasn't going to amount to anything in life.

nothing to regret there, im sure alot of people would do the same. if you dont, you got no concept of revenge.

i constantly think about people getting slimed. where someone will randomly get pulled off the street by the punisher and get a gallon of slime poured on there heads from a bucket. if you never seen the game show Uh Oh!, it goes like this:




since i cant really hate someone before meeting them, i just wish some people with outragoues clothing on would get slimed and get there shit all slimey.
thats my major form of getting happy when im bummed. works good too.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #76 on: December 04, 2006, 09:24:16 PM »
those aren't really 'confessions,' they're more like dumb facts about your life.

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« Reply #77 on: December 04, 2006, 09:32:08 PM »
I hate judgemental people, yet am insanely judgemental myself.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #78 on: December 04, 2006, 10:04:10 PM »
^ that one.

i suck at things i am insanely passionate for, i try my hardeset but still feel like a failure

i care about money and my own health way too much.

i cant kickflip

i get 2 hours of sleep most nights and almost crash my car every day. fall asleep everytime i sit down for more than 5 minutes.

i hate skating in front of people who are better than me, which is anyone over 12 pretty much.

i envy all of my friends skills/assets that i dont possess, always wanna fuck their wives even if i hated them before they went out with my friends

some that are far too common on here:

i drink and blaze occasionally, why is it so hard to not do them both in excess? have some fucking willpower.

get over your stupid social anxieties, you arent better than anyone else, you're probably a creep. there are plenty of dumb bitches but tons of brilliant ones.

i saved 20 grand in my first year working full time, with rent car food etc.

some people are really fucking pathetic, get over yourselves and get outside more. i post here a lot but im outside if im not on here, by the sounds of some people they just work and go on here, or think they are too good to work and put in a decent effort. you are an idiot.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #79 on: December 04, 2006, 10:07:52 PM »
I really like the look of element's stuff.  Their clothes are nice, the team is getting better and better and their art / design department seems pretty on point.  I wish they weren't so lame in so many other aspects....

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #80 on: December 04, 2006, 10:11:26 PM »
- i am a shy / uncomfortable / blahblahblah (what everyone else said about girls)
- i am in serious serious debt all because of some fucking cunt in Lakehurst, NJ. one fucking bitch fucked me over sooooo sooo bad.
- i am currently living in philadelphia with 5 of my best friends and i couldnt be more miserable.
- i usually dont enjoy sex, i think its pretty awkward most of the time.
- i cant do nollie tricks or anything switch and i dont give a fuck.
- i hate 99% of people
- i like wwf / wwe whatever...shit is sick.
- if i see a professional skateboarder anywhere, i will fan the fuck out to the max.
- i cannot skate high. i cant even push after i smoke. but i still do and love it.
- i like painkillers a lot.
- i think im about to be just like kramer and become a racist
- so much more........thats for tomorrow though.....
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #81 on: December 04, 2006, 11:24:03 PM »
I have the worst sleep pattern ever.  I stay up until 5 or 6 every night and sleep until 3 or 4 the next day.  Theres really no reason why I do it either.

haha same, i find it really hard to sleep without smoking weed

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« Reply #82 on: December 04, 2006, 11:46:43 PM »
Reading this thread helped me to to put my own problems in perspective. I have a natural, God-given happiness that comes from within and I feel like I am one of the luckiest people alive in the world.

-I used to have alot of social anxiety but I feel like in the years since I graduated from high school I have completely turned my life around and hardly anyone can intimidate me anymore. Grades 1-12 were a pretty difficult time for me though.

-I suck at skateboarding but I am completely unathletic, and I've always sucked at any kind of physical activity, so I am proud of myself for even being able to do basic tricks and feel stable riding a board.

-I have a beautiful, wonderful girlfriend, however she's got some major issues with men to work out and I'm afraid she might hurt me really badly someday... but that fear would be there with any girl that I would be willing to put my heart on the line for.

-I've been told by a few close but honest friends that I have 'serial killer eyes' and sometimes I can creep people out with them, unintentionally. I have never had any desire to kill myself or anyone else, but I feel like I could just do it no problem if I ever really got the urge. I'm not scary looking, I look like a soft girly nerd but I don't take shit from anyone and I can make bigger and tougher guys back down from fights with me when they see the intensity of the anger that I can display when people fuck with me.

^These aren't so bad. However...

-I have intensely bizarre, bewildering, surreal nightmares almost every night. Usually the dreams revolve around loveless sex, drug abuse and senseless violence in all of their forms. They sometimes frighten me so badly that I wake up but when I fall back to sleep they always resume right where they left off. I have basically gotten used to it and they no longer really bother me or even concern me. I have taken several heavy psychedelic drugs and had frightening experiences in my mind similar to these dreams.

-I did not believe in ghosts for most of my life and for the longest time I had no belief in anything remotely supernatural, I believed that science could explain everything. I declared myself an atheist at age 12, but since I have gotten older I have gone through a sort of spiritual awakening. Now I am starting believe that there is some sort of other side and I have some kind of connection to it. I think now that in my years as a skeptical non-believer I was protecting myself from the idea that the living spirits of the dead seem to take some sort of interest in me and frequently attempt to get me to acknowledge them. Quite a few of my aforementioned nightmares involve ghosts.


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« Reply #83 on: December 05, 2006, 12:13:10 AM »
I got into a HUGE agruement with my old man and almost stabbed him tonight.....yeah,I know...that would have been real smart.....if you have lived your life in my shoes you probably would have thought the same......fuckin' prick.....he might as well be dead to me now anyways.

that's a REAL confession.

I'm down to hear some more positive ones now.....thanks.

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« Reply #84 on: December 05, 2006, 12:16:07 AM »
thanks everyone for keppin it on track and makin it an interstin topic..

i have some more but my keyboard is fucked half of te letters dont work...

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #85 on: December 05, 2006, 12:39:42 AM »
I got into a HUGE agruement with my old man and almost stabbed him tonight.....yeah,I know...that would have been real smart.....if you have lived your life in my shoes you probably would have thought the same......fuckin' prick.....he might as well be dead to me now anyways.

that's a REAL confession.

I'm down to hear some more positive ones now.....thanks.

What did he do?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #86 on: December 05, 2006, 12:47:33 AM »
Reading some of the things in this thread makes me feel like a loser.
"we were going digital, ignoring all but the most core matter from history and focusing on the most complicated structures in order to make our lives more simple, but we could not escape from the cage, the past, and "reality" so we surrendered to short term drug euphoria." - John Albertson (on LSD)

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« Reply #87 on: December 05, 2006, 12:49:53 AM »
My Dad used to beat the shit out me back in my early teens for really no reason at all and tonight we just ended up going out to dinner and for some damn reason he started ripping into me again with that "eye" thing and I'm almost 32.....I won't take that bullshit anymore and when he got up and it looked like he was about take a swing I pulled out my switchblade and just about stuck him with it in public......I would go on but.....cold water runs deep and this really isn't the place to talk about shit like this......but I did answer your question...sort of.

Here is another confession......when I get pissed....the best thing to do is leave.

That's all I have to say for now.

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« Reply #88 on: December 05, 2006, 12:51:29 AM »
I got into a HUGE agruement with my old man and almost stabbed him tonight.....yeah,I know...that would have been real smart.....if you have lived your life in my shoes you probably would have thought the same......fuckin' prick.....he might as well be dead to me now anyways.

that's a REAL confession.

I'm down to hear some more positive ones now.....thanks.

i did an ollie impossible up a bench and then a front foot impossible of just te oter day, i was totally bittin ocean howell circa h-street days, im such a fuckin bitter!

kind of positive. i Guess? sorry about tat run in, some people are just to hard to deal with.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #89 on: December 05, 2006, 12:52:27 AM »
My Dad used to beat the shit out me back in my early teens for really no reason at all and tonight we just ended up going out to dinner and for some damn reason he started ripping into me again with that "eye" thing and I'm almost 32.....I won't take that bullshit anymore and when he got up and it looked like he was about take a swing I pulled out my switchblade and just about stuck him with it in public......I would go on but.....cold water runs deep and this really isn't the place to talk about shit like this......but I did answer your question...sort of.

Here is another confession......when I get pissed....the best thing to do is leave.

That's all I have to say for now.
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