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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4380 on: January 27, 2014, 03:20:01 PM »
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4381 on: January 27, 2014, 08:50:04 PM »
would you rather read an abudabi post or have a screwdriver shoved up your ass?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4382 on: January 27, 2014, 09:46:00 PM »
That dude's not even black. Do you think that's me in my avatar?
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Before you say the music sucked, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4383 on: January 28, 2014, 07:34:26 AM »
Just don't ever say that I never posted a fit for you.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4384 on: January 28, 2014, 07:19:56 PM »
wait that guys not black? i guess he looks maybe kind of hispanic but idk l##tg##t idk

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4385 on: January 28, 2014, 07:36:40 PM »
That dude's not even black. Do you think that's me in my avatar?
I think of everyone as their avatar. I'm weird though

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4386 on: January 29, 2014, 12:11:29 AM »
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That dude's not even black. Do you think that's me in my avatar?
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I think of everyone as their avatar. I'm weird though

Same.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4387 on: February 01, 2014, 11:37:39 AM »
Got rejected by 2 chicks this week, thought i might have a chance with one, then the other was like a backup plan. Turns out they both don't want shit to do with me. That's always a good feeling, isn't it?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4388 on: February 02, 2014, 01:50:05 AM »
i dont actually somke weed everyday

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4389 on: February 02, 2014, 10:04:01 AM »
i dont actually somke weed everyday

my world just got turned upside down, next thing we know youre gonna say you arent actually kobe
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4390 on: February 02, 2014, 11:18:00 AM »

Got rejected by 2 chicks this week, thought i might have a chance with one, then the other was like a backup plan. Turns out they both don't want shit to do with me. That's always a good feeling, isn't it?
Yup.

I met this beautiful introverted girl at a party yesterday and it took me about 5 minutes of talking with her to become infatuated. We spent the evening discussing things we had in common, such as watching british detective shows with our mothers. A couple of my friends told me that she  is obviously into me, so as  she was leaving I asked if she would want to maybe hang around sometime. She told me she had a boyfriend. I was actually pretty surprised I asked her. Glad I did, anyway.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4391 on: February 02, 2014, 12:03:27 PM »
My girlfriend, whose i'm with for 14 years and is the mother of my 3 years old daughter, is in a psychiatric clinic since a month and don't express the need to go back home with us...hard times

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4392 on: February 02, 2014, 12:07:04 PM »
My girlfriend, whose i'm with for 14 years and is the mother of my 3 years old daughter, is in a psychiatric clinic since a month and don't express the need to go back home with us...hard times

damn that sounds harsh but shit man its probably not you she might just be having to work through some things...just gotta ride it out ya know? 14 years is no small feat i don't know the situation but obviously y'all are pretty close and i wouldn't think she'd be staying there without good reason. keep ya head up!

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4393 on: February 02, 2014, 12:16:47 PM »
i hear you dude, but the more she stays there, the more she's stoned and lost...gotta find a way to get her out when i'll meet her therapist next week

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4394 on: February 02, 2014, 12:45:23 PM »
i hear you dude, but the more she stays there, the more she's stoned and lost...gotta find a way to get her out when i'll meet her therapist next week

stay strong man, the d00d is the d00d when it comes to positive vibes.  If he blesses you with his condolences, things are gonna work out okay
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4395 on: February 02, 2014, 12:55:52 PM »
Thanks for the good vibes, pals, i really hope things will get better, i don't want to loose my little family

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4396 on: February 02, 2014, 09:04:42 PM »
She just called this morning and wants to come home !!! positive vibrations worked !!! thanks dudes
edit : one more week and she'll be back home
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« Reply #4397 on: February 02, 2014, 10:27:42 PM »
She just called this morning and wants to come home !!! positive vibrations worked !!! thanks dudes

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4398 on: February 03, 2014, 09:53:57 AM »
I hit an artery last year and almost lost my arm.

I hit a c-ringer to deal with the anxiety of possibly loosing my arm.

That's so fucked up when I read it back.

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« Reply #4399 on: February 03, 2014, 10:00:33 AM »
I hit an artery last year and almost lost my arm.

I hit a c-ringer to deal with the anxiety of possibly loosing my arm.

That's so fucked up when I read it back.

Better living is not always through chemistry...
i did a shot in this weird viaduct full of street kids smoking speed and other sketchiness in Juarez one time. i missed which might've saved my life but my arm went half ass dead for like 6 wks. i could move it certain directions but not straight up and down. i just kinda dealt w/ it and eventually it returned to normal. oh, but i hit another shot in my hand and nodded out on a sidewalk, them 3rd world motherfuckers got me for my wallet and my Bic lighter.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4400 on: February 03, 2014, 09:09:44 PM »
i sometimes scare my girlfriend when i tell her how i feel about people
i seriously hope the worst of alot of people...i cant help it.
any that has ever came encounter with me i have alwayz keep it 100 wit'em. im a loyal ass dude.
maybe its cuz people dont keep it real enough for me, i basically think everyone is fake.

i dont have a heart anymore :'(

i have serious trust issues... only ppl i trust is my down ass bitch, my granny and brother.

i dont even trust my fuckin mom
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4401 on: February 03, 2014, 10:22:52 PM »
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I hit an artery last year and almost lost my arm.

I hit a c-ringer to deal with the anxiety of possibly loosing my arm.

That's so fucked up when I read it back.

Better living is not always through chemistry...
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i did a shot in this weird viaduct full of street kids smoking speed and other sketchiness in Juarez one time. i missed which might've saved my life but my arm went half ass dead for like 6 wks. i could move it certain directions but not straight up and down. i just kinda dealt w/ it and eventually it returned to normal. oh, but i hit another shot in my hand and nodded out on a sidewalk, them 3rd world motherfuckers got me for my wallet and my Bic lighter.

sharktits is easily one of the best posters out there at the moment...

One the judges side-bar, that sounds like something out of a Burroughs Mexican tale ala Junky .

I think I may have caught myself singing a Maroon 5 song like 6 years ago; definitely going to Christian hell-fire eternity for that one.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4402 on: February 04, 2014, 09:12:04 AM »
I get on slap just to see Will's Cam'ron gif.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4403 on: February 04, 2014, 02:26:52 PM »
I get on slap just to see Will's Cam'ron gif.

HAHA. I imagine every post he makes in Cam'ron's voice. And in speaking of Will, I'm listening to 'Just do it" Right now. That Psychadelics track is fire

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4404 on: February 05, 2014, 05:10:42 AM »
I'm suffering crazy bouts of anxiety at the moment. We have to move because the landlord wants the place back and finding a place you can afford and actually want to live in in London is hard work. We have a dog and that rules out about 75% of property just because landlords don't think you know how to keep the place clean and take care of a dog. My girl is a graduate but her pay doesn't reflect her skill level meaning I pay most of the rent and expenses. Neither of us have family here and if we don't find a place before the contract is up we are homeless. I've been getting maybe one to two hours sleep a night, working full time and having to try and view apartments after work with shitty real estate agents bullshitting me. Things could always be worse but being in housing limbo is fucking with me.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4405 on: February 05, 2014, 10:36:19 AM »
The mass production and purchasing of sildenafil citrate allowed me to fund the most unhealthy lifestyle I could have possibly lived.
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« Reply #4406 on: February 05, 2014, 06:22:50 PM »
I'm suffering crazy bouts of anxiety at the moment. We have to move because the landlord wants the place back and finding a place you can afford and actually want to live in in London is hard work. We have a dog and that rules out about 75% of property just because landlords don't think you know how to keep the place clean and take care of a dog. My girl is a graduate but her pay doesn't reflect her skill level meaning I pay most of the rent and expenses. Neither of us have family here and if we don't find a place before the contract is up we are homeless. I've been getting maybe one to two hours sleep a night, working full time and having to try and view apartments after work with shitty real estate agents bullshitting me. Things could always be worse but being in housing limbo is fucking with me.

This is a serious situation. How long do you have before the lease is up/Landlord repossession? What part of London are you trying to find apartments in? Are you both originally from london?  I'm sorry for what you are going through. The anxiety seems like hell.  The options I would be thinking of would be 1. Send the dog to move with a relative until you can get on your feet....2. Both of you go to a rental house, where you can have just a room until you can find an apartment....3. You both move out of london to where your relatives are, and suck it up and keep the search going, 4.  negotiate with your landlord,  5. Move to a shelter For a Short While (This is a last resort obviously)

And I don't know if you are religious or not, Atheist etc, but don't underestimate the power of Prayer.  Just reaching out in that way will at least relieve your anxiety.  You also may find meditation helpful, even if its for 10 minutes at home.  Stay Focused.  We skateboarders are persistent bunch, we always overcome.  Good luck and Keep hope, in the end you and your girl will be ok.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #4407 on: February 06, 2014, 07:39:21 AM »
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I'm suffering crazy bouts of anxiety at the moment. We have to move because the landlord wants the place back and finding a place you can afford and actually want to live in in London is hard work. We have a dog and that rules out about 75% of property just because landlords don't think you know how to keep the place clean and take care of a dog. My girl is a graduate but her pay doesn't reflect her skill level meaning I pay most of the rent and expenses. Neither of us have family here and if we don't find a place before the contract is up we are homeless. I've been getting maybe one to two hours sleep a night, working full time and having to try and view apartments after work with shitty real estate agents bullshitting me. Things could always be worse but being in housing limbo is fucking with me.
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This is a serious situation. How long do you have before the lease is up/Landlord repossession? What part of London are you trying to find apartments in? Are you both originally from london?  I'm sorry for what you are going through. The anxiety seems like hell.  The options I would be thinking of would be 1. Send the dog to move with a relative until you can get on your feet....2. Both of you go to a rental house, where you can have just a room until you can find an apartment....3. You both move out of london to where your relatives are, and suck it up and keep the search going, 4.  negotiate with your landlord,  5. Move to a shelter For a Short While (This is a last resort obviously)

And I don't know if you are religious or not, Atheist etc, but don't underestimate the power of Prayer.  Just reaching out in that way will at least relieve your anxiety.  You also may find meditation helpful, even if its for 10 minutes at home.  Stay Focused.  We skateboarders are persistent bunch, we always overcome.  Good luck and Keep hope, in the end you and your girl will be ok.
We've got another 2 weeks before our contract is up but the landlord is being cool about it and said we could stay for a few more weeks if we absolutely need to. She is from Sweden and my family live in Australia so help from relatives is out of the question. We will find somewhere, its just we are going to have to compromise pretty heavily either on cost or living standards. The hardest part is looking when you both work full time, agents here really don't give a fuck about renters but they'll bend over backwards if your buying. The anxiety comes from feeling like I'm letting my girl and my dog down. I'm going to keep at it and prayer and meditation are sort of the same thing for me but I don't pray with the expectation that "God" is going to help its just a form of positive reinforcement for my psyche. Thanks for the words man.

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« Reply #4408 on: February 06, 2014, 10:37:13 AM »
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I'm suffering crazy bouts of anxiety at the moment. We have to move because the landlord wants the place back and finding a place you can afford and actually want to live in in London is hard work. We have a dog and that rules out about 75% of property just because landlords don't think you know how to keep the place clean and take care of a dog. My girl is a graduate but her pay doesn't reflect her skill level meaning I pay most of the rent and expenses. Neither of us have family here and if we don't find a place before the contract is up we are homeless. I've been getting maybe one to two hours sleep a night, working full time and having to try and view apartments after work with shitty real estate agents bullshitting me. Things could always be worse but being in housing limbo is fucking with me.
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This is a serious situation. How long do you have before the lease is up/Landlord repossession? What part of London are you trying to find apartments in? Are you both originally from london?  I'm sorry for what you are going through. The anxiety seems like hell.  The options I would be thinking of would be 1. Send the dog to move with a relative until you can get on your feet....2. Both of you go to a rental house, where you can have just a room until you can find an apartment....3. You both move out of london to where your relatives are, and suck it up and keep the search going, 4.  negotiate with your landlord,  5. Move to a shelter For a Short While (This is a last resort obviously)

And I don't know if you are religious or not, Atheist etc, but don't underestimate the power of Prayer.  Just reaching out in that way will at least relieve your anxiety.  You also may find meditation helpful, even if its for 10 minutes at home.  Stay Focused.  We skateboarders are persistent bunch, we always overcome.  Good luck and Keep hope, in the end you and your girl will be ok.
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We've got another 2 weeks before our contract is up but the landlord is being cool about it and said we could stay for a few more weeks if we absolutely need to. She is from Sweden and my family live in Australia so help from relatives is out of the question. We will find somewhere, its just we are going to have to compromise pretty heavily either on cost or living standards. The hardest part is looking when you both work full time, agents here really don't give a fuck about renters but they'll bend over backwards if your buying. The anxiety comes from feeling like I'm letting my girl and my dog down. I'm going to keep at it and prayer and meditation are sort of the same thing for me but I don't pray with the expectation that "God" is going to help its just a form of positive reinforcement for my psyche. Thanks for the words man.

yo, check out airbnb.com  its people who put their rooms up for rent, normally for people on vacation, but there are plenty of stories about how people move to the city and the owner of the place lets them stay there for an extended period of time til they can get on their feet.  its a viable option if there are places in london
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« Reply #4409 on: February 06, 2014, 12:48:59 PM »
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I'm suffering crazy bouts of anxiety at the moment. We have to move because the landlord wants the place back and finding a place you can afford and actually want to live in in London is hard work. We have a dog and that rules out about 75% of property just because landlords don't think you know how to keep the place clean and take care of a dog. My girl is a graduate but her pay doesn't reflect her skill level meaning I pay most of the rent and expenses. Neither of us have family here and if we don't find a place before the contract is up we are homeless. I've been getting maybe one to two hours sleep a night, working full time and having to try and view apartments after work with shitty real estate agents bullshitting me. Things could always be worse but being in housing limbo is fucking with me.
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This is a serious situation. How long do you have before the lease is up/Landlord repossession? What part of London are you trying to find apartments in? Are you both originally from london?  I'm sorry for what you are going through. The anxiety seems like hell.  The options I would be thinking of would be 1. Send the dog to move with a relative until you can get on your feet....2. Both of you go to a rental house, where you can have just a room until you can find an apartment....3. You both move out of london to where your relatives are, and suck it up and keep the search going, 4.  negotiate with your landlord,  5. Move to a shelter For a Short While (This is a last resort obviously)

And I don't know if you are religious or not, Atheist etc, but don't underestimate the power of Prayer.  Just reaching out in that way will at least relieve your anxiety.  You also may find meditation helpful, even if its for 10 minutes at home.  Stay Focused.  We skateboarders are persistent bunch, we always overcome.  Good luck and Keep hope, in the end you and your girl will be ok.
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We've got another 2 weeks before our contract is up but the landlord is being cool about it and said we could stay for a few more weeks if we absolutely need to. She is from Sweden and my family live in Australia so help from relatives is out of the question. We will find somewhere, its just we are going to have to compromise pretty heavily either on cost or living standards. The hardest part is looking when you both work full time, agents here really don't give a fuck about renters but they'll bend over backwards if your buying. The anxiety comes from feeling like I'm letting my girl and my dog down. I'm going to keep at it and prayer and meditation are sort of the same thing for me but I don't pray with the expectation that "God" is going to help its just a form of positive reinforcement for my psyche. Thanks for the words man.
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yo, check out airbnb.com  its people who put their rooms up for rent, normally for people on vacation, but there are plenty of stories about how people move to the city and the owner of the place lets them stay there for an extended period of time til they can get on their feet.  its a viable option if there are places in london
Thanks man, will check it out.