real confessions

[Prince Nelson]

yo greg, you should look into cheap healthy replacements for whatever you've been eating. it's a bitch to keep up, but you'll feel better just because your body is running on better fuel. i go through patches of pure misery, and eating better never fails to help me out. if you arent sure about what to eat, the internet has tons of shit. just keep it simple. buy a bunch of apples and force yourself to eat them instead of your usual snack.
smile when you can. shit's hard. keep your head up man.

an apple a day keeps the doctor away. throw in some good peanut butter and you've got a happy, healthy snack.

[straight]

yo greg, you should look into cheap healthy replacements for whatever you've been eating. it's a bitch to keep up, but you'll feel better just because your body is running on better fuel. i go through patches of pure misery, and eating better never fails to help me out. if you arent sure about what to eat, the internet has tons of shit. just keep it simple. buy a bunch of apples and force yourself to eat them instead of your usual snack.
smile when you can. shit's hard. keep your head up man.

Abudabi leetgeek and Tobey should have a threesome

[abudabi]

i like how you keep making posts bitching at me but ive never said anything to you. pretty cool.

[tobey]

Abudabi leetgeek and Tobey should have a threesome

You act like that wouldn't be fun

[Greg Road]

Thanks for the input dudes. I've been trying to eat better and did some push ups today haha - I'm feeling a bit better already.

[abudabi]

good call on the pushups, physical activity makes people feel good. even it's just walking around or something.
i havent been doing much physical activity because of bad weather and ive been feeling shittier just from a week or so of not skating. it's kinda crazy how dramatically it effects people.

[straight]

good call on the pushups, physical activity makes people feel good. even it's just walking around or something.
i havent been doing much physical activity because of bad weather and ive been feeling shittier just from a week or so of not skating. it's kinda crazy how dramatically it affects people.

ur welcome

[abudabi]

cool man. i dont understand why youre following me around on here but im not going to aknowledge you any more because you seem like a shitty person.

[straight]

cool man. i dont understand why youre following me around on here but im not going to aknowledge you any more because you seem like a shitty person.

also this...

[shark tits]

that 2nd clip was great. what a fuck were they both doin there?

[JB]

What movie is that second clip from?

[straight]

Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels. You've seen Snatch right? Guy Ritchie... This one is even better!

[L33Tg33k]

Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything. 

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people. 

[fulltechnicalskizzy]

I can't believe that I might be semi-addicted to something or other.

[Rusty_Berrings]

I can't believe that I might be semi-addicted to something or other.

Cigarettes? Alcohol? Cigarettes and alcohol? Crack? SLAP forums?



I joined some schizophrenia support groups on Facebook to learn more about my disorder, but I just ended up making friends with all the psychos instead. Pretty excited to have some new and eccentric friends.

[ben shraider]

I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

Go fuck a hooker. That could make you less afraid of having sex

[Wizard Fight]

Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything. 

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people. 

I think you gotta just take care of yourself and sex or romance will come when you're not focused on it or not specifically looking for it. It's aggravating to hear but it's usually how it works out for me. Scared money don't make no money. Skate more! Fuck shit up burn shit down.

[Prince Nelson]

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Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything. 

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people. 

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I think you gotta just take care of yourself and sex or romance will come when you're not focused on it or not specifically looking for it. It's aggravating to hear but it's usually how it works out for me. Scared money don't make no money. Skate more! Fuck shit up burn shit down.

That's how it's worked out for me. Relationships find you.

[JB]

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Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything. 

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people. 

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I think you gotta just take care of yourself and sex or romance will come when you're not focused on it or not specifically looking for it. It's aggravating to hear but it's usually how it works out for me. Scared money don't make no money. Skate more! Fuck shit up burn shit down.

[close]

That's how it's worked out for me. Relationships find you.

and if they dont:

Fuck shit up burn shit down.

[dillanharp]

Last night I got hammered, ordered a pair of DC Lynx and a copy of mosiac off ebay. I also downloaded 2 Migos mixtapes.

[JB]

Last night I got hammered, ordered a pair of DC Lynx and a copy of mosiac off ebay. I also downloaded 2 Migos mixtapes.

this cracked me up. thats like one of those purchases you tell yourself you regret making, but still obsessively check the tracking every day.

[paraquat]

Air gnar to whoever said relationships find you. Do your thing and you will meet someone eventually. You gotta just follow a path and make positive decisions on a daily basis. The wise Bill Burr says that positivity attracts woman. He's right.

[Tufty]

 My girlfriend of 3 years wants to marry me probably. She pretends that she dislikes even the idea of marriage and kids but she obviously lies.
I love her but I dont want to get married and I dont want a family. �This is merely because I come from an unhappy family, I really dont get along with my parents and my sister. And merely because I am a depressed fuck that believes that I would better not bring a child in such a corrupted world. I dont like responsibilities and I dont want neither a wife nor a kid too. However if I would like some it would be with this girl.

 Last night we had a dinner with her boss and her colleagues. It was the first time I had a dinner with serious people around their forties and they sucked bigtime, except maybe a couple who were cool and kinda crazy. People were talking about their jobs and marriages and about going to the gym. Man I dont wanna be like them for sure. We were the younger (me 26 my girl 24). I felt bad for my girl because she wasnt herself trying to impress her boss. On the other hand I was myself, something she was fearing, and it all went well. Actually her boss and colleagues seemed impressed, they were laughing with my jokes and they were impressed with my opinions. They were even impressed when I told them that I skate and I supervise the local skatepark which is almost over. I think that dinner made the things more serious between me and her, just because I impressed her boss and some forty year olds, and made me anxious.

 I cant explain it but in that table I felt like I was the most ripe person. I felt like I was the only one that had his shit together �even though I was the person with the most unstable life with clearly no career plan there. My girl seems to go past the line were "maturity" lies. I havent crossed that line and I dont want to but I dont want to lose her either.


 

[ice nine]

show us a photo of her tits

[Prince Nelson]

My girlfriend of 3 years wants to marry me probably. She pretends that she dislikes even the idea of marriage and kids but she obviously lies.
I love her but I dont want to get married and I dont want a family. �This is merely because I come from an unhappy family, I really dont get along with my parents and my sister. And merely because I am a depressed fuck that believes that I would better not bring a child in such a corrupted world. I dont like responsibilities and I dont want neither a wife nor a kid too. However if I would like some it would be with this girl.

 Last night we had a dinner with her boss and her colleagues. It was the first time I had a dinner with serious people around their forties and they sucked bigtime, except maybe a couple who were cool and kinda crazy. People were talking about their jobs and marriages and about going to the gym. Man I dont wanna be like them for sure. We were the younger (me 26 my girl 24). I felt bad for my girl because she wasnt herself trying to impress her boss. On the other hand I was myself, something she was fearing, and it all went well. Actually her boss and colleagues seemed impressed, they were laughing with my jokes and they were impressed with my opinions. They were even impressed when I told them that I skate and I supervise the local skatepark which is almost over. I think that dinner made the things more serious between me and her, just because I impressed her boss and some forty year olds, and made me anxious.

 I cant explain it but in that table I felt like I was the most ripe person. I felt like I was the only one that had his shit together �even though I was the person with the most unstable life with clearly no career plan there. My girl seems to go past the line were "maturity" lies. I havent crossed that line and I dont want to but I dont want to lose her either.


 

I have this problem regularly.

[abudabi]

i miss the girl i used to hang out with. i dont hang out with people very much any more and i think it's making me kinda crazy.

[Jim and Dan]

Ugh, I'm still reeling from my last serious relationship of almost 2 years . . . (Yeah I know, cry me a rivvvah)   

The past two years have been some, if not, my most self-abusive period; I obviously did not handle it well . . .

Has anyone else had a situation where two people are so similar that it brings them together but also pulls them apart?

Here 2 years later, same place, full circle; Sometimes I wonder if she feels the same way? Probably not, she was stronger than I.

I'm also curious as to the impetus of many's depression, is it something that always took over your world-view or was their a specific moment?

Personally, it's always been a part of me since I was 9-10 years old, but wasn't full blown until I was maybe 14 or 15 (I'm 26 now).

[paraquat]

All these 26 year olds with the mid-twenties crisis in full effect. Hang tight boys, it gets better. This is the time to get your
Game tight. Start to get your health in order. Start to get your career in order. Just do it gradually. You got
Time.

[Jim and Dan]

All these 26 year olds with the mid-twenties crisis in full effect. Hang tight boys, it gets better. This is the time to get your
Game tight. Start to get your health in order. Start to get your career in order. Just do it gradually. You got
Time.

Thanks Para.

Funny, I wasn't trying to convey a sense of crisis, the age was just a coincidence [I had that crisis at like 20/21 & came through a bit stronger].

Really, I'm a 26 year old with the mind of disillusioned 56 year old; which I really resent sometimes.

But alas this is a really confusing age/period, but like you & my aforementioned ex noted (who was 2-3 years older than me), it does get better.

[paraquat]

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All these 26 year olds with the mid-twenties crisis in full effect. Hang tight boys, it gets better. This is the time to get your
Game tight. Start to get your health in order. Start to get your career in order. Just do it gradually. You got
Time.

[close]

Thanks Para.

Funny, I wasn't trying to convey a sense of crisis, the age was just a coincidence [I had that crisis at like 20/21 & came through a bit stronger].

Really, I'm a 26 year old with the mind of disillusioned 56 year old; which I really resent sometimes.

But alas this is a really confusing age/period, but like you & my aforementioned ex noted (who was 2-3 years older than me), it does get better.

I was a wreak at 26. I had my first real job, but struggled with other things. During a dark period, I was staying in my deceased grandmothers apartment with nothing but a bed, all her books, and her personal recipes. Her books were all over the place..like Italian romance novels, poetry, and some self help shit. Out of boredom I read a Dr. Phil book. It was all about you being the cause of your problems, not other people. A lot of housewife fluff, but still I had never thought about my life in that way. I started to make better decisions on a small scale, which has taken me to a more positive place. Now jokingly, when the chips are down, I say to myself in dr Phil's voice "the only personal you can control is you"