real confessions

[Early Hokus Pokus]

Would love to see Dylan skate to Ariel Pink.

[Greg Road]

My situation is making me depressed. The winters are too long. I just sit inside all day and work (I work from home). No vitamin D. No moving around. I'm eating like shit and drinking all the time. I'm in rough shape and my stomach hurts all the time. I still love my ex and don't see us getting back together in this life time. I was really sad after we split. 6 years is a long time, and I'm not getting any younger. It was hard and I lost basically everything. I never got depressed about it, just really fucking sad but am starting to feel it now. There's nothing to do where I live. Literally, nothing. All my friends have kids and families and shit now. I need my own place. I have so much credit card debt and can't pay it down. I have my own business with a friend and any money I have goes into that, and it's already hard to really do what I want cause I'm broke. We're so close to it taking off and starting to earn a living from it. I can be patient, I just feel like life is flashing by and I'm stuck in the same place. I don't have the time or energy to feel like this.

I really wanted to turn it around in the new year. I know it's lame but it's a pretty good excuse to at least try and make changes. I always read that February is the real new years for resolutions because people always mess up through January.

[pinche gringo]

My situation is making me depressed. The winters are too long. I just sit inside all day and work (I work from home). No vitamin D. No moving around. I'm eating like shit and drinking all the time. I'm in rough shape and my stomach hurts all the time. I still love my ex and don't see us getting back together in this life time. I was really sad after we split. 6 years is a long time, and I'm not getting any younger. It was hard and I lost basically everything. I never got depressed about it, just really fucking sad but am starting to feel it now. There's nothing to do where I live. Literally, nothing. All my friends have kids and families and shit now. I need my own place. I have so much credit card debt and can't pay it down. I have my own business with a friend and any money I have goes into that, and it's already hard to really do what I want cause I'm broke. We're so close to it taking off and starting to earn a living from it. I can be patient, I just feel like life is flashing by and I'm stuck in the same place. I don't have the time or energy to feel like this.

I really wanted to turn it around in the new year. I know it's lame but it's a pretty good excuse to at least try and make changes. I always read that February is the real new years for resolutions because people always mess up through January.

That sounds pretty heavy. Stay focussed on the things you can control and do your best. It sounds like your business is going in a positive direction, keep that going and hopefully everything else falls in place. Take care.

[abudabi]

yo greg, you should look into cheap healthy replacements for whatever you've been eating. it's a bitch to keep up, but you'll feel better just because your body is running on better fuel. i go through patches of pure misery, and eating better never fails to help me out. if you arent sure about what to eat, the internet has tons of shit. just keep it simple. buy a bunch of apples and force yourself to eat them instead of your usual snack.
smile when you can. shit's hard. keep your head up man.

[Prince Nelson]

yo greg, you should look into cheap healthy replacements for whatever you've been eating. it's a bitch to keep up, but you'll feel better just because your body is running on better fuel. i go through patches of pure misery, and eating better never fails to help me out. if you arent sure about what to eat, the internet has tons of shit. just keep it simple. buy a bunch of apples and force yourself to eat them instead of your usual snack.
smile when you can. shit's hard. keep your head up man.

an apple a day keeps the doctor away. throw in some good peanut butter and you've got a happy, healthy snack.

[straight]

yo greg, you should look into cheap healthy replacements for whatever you've been eating. it's a bitch to keep up, but you'll feel better just because your body is running on better fuel. i go through patches of pure misery, and eating better never fails to help me out. if you arent sure about what to eat, the internet has tons of shit. just keep it simple. buy a bunch of apples and force yourself to eat them instead of your usual snack.
smile when you can. shit's hard. keep your head up man.

Abudabi leetgeek and Tobey should have a threesome

[abudabi]

i like how you keep making posts bitching at me but ive never said anything to you. pretty cool.

[tobey]

Abudabi leetgeek and Tobey should have a threesome

You act like that wouldn't be fun

[Greg Road]

Thanks for the input dudes. I've been trying to eat better and did some push ups today haha - I'm feeling a bit better already.

[abudabi]

good call on the pushups, physical activity makes people feel good. even it's just walking around or something.
i havent been doing much physical activity because of bad weather and ive been feeling shittier just from a week or so of not skating. it's kinda crazy how dramatically it effects people.

[straight]

good call on the pushups, physical activity makes people feel good. even it's just walking around or something.
i havent been doing much physical activity because of bad weather and ive been feeling shittier just from a week or so of not skating. it's kinda crazy how dramatically it affects people.

ur welcome

[abudabi]

cool man. i dont understand why youre following me around on here but im not going to aknowledge you any more because you seem like a shitty person.

[straight]

cool man. i dont understand why youre following me around on here but im not going to aknowledge you any more because you seem like a shitty person.

also this...

[shark tits]

that 2nd clip was great. what a fuck were they both doin there?

[JB]

What movie is that second clip from?

[straight]

Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels. You've seen Snatch right? Guy Ritchie... This one is even better!

[L33Tg33k]

Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything. 

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people. 

[fulltechnicalskizzy]

I can't believe that I might be semi-addicted to something or other.

[Rusty_Berrings]

I can't believe that I might be semi-addicted to something or other.

Cigarettes? Alcohol? Cigarettes and alcohol? Crack? SLAP forums?



I joined some schizophrenia support groups on Facebook to learn more about my disorder, but I just ended up making friends with all the psychos instead. Pretty excited to have some new and eccentric friends.

[ben shraider]

I think I can talk about sex on this forum because I don't see you guys in real life. I want to talk about it with my therapist/psychiatrist/group, but I can't because it's embarrassing and uncomfortable. Not embarrassing because I'm a virgin, but because the idea of sex bothers me so much. Uncomfortable because talking about sex with platonic relationships is weird. I constantly think to myself why am I so caught up on such a petty thing? It's just another stupid urge I can't get away from. I desperately don't want to be preoccupied by it and that in turn probably moves it to the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I think if I had it just once I would care about it much less. I know libido doesn't work that way though. I get so depressed when I see porn because it's an experience I'll never have. Jealous when I think about other people being active because I'll never be that intimate with another person. This triggers other thoughts of failure which throw me into a further depression. Thoughts like, "I deserve to be lonely", and "I'll never not be a loser". It just fucking hurts and I'm so embarrassed and disgusted with myself that it effects me so. There are far more important things in life for me to be concerned with. I'm embarrassed of this post.

Go fuck a hooker. That could make you less afraid of having sex

[Wizard Fight]

Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything. 

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people. 

I think you gotta just take care of yourself and sex or romance will come when you're not focused on it or not specifically looking for it. It's aggravating to hear but it's usually how it works out for me. Scared money don't make no money. Skate more! Fuck shit up burn shit down.

[Prince Nelson]

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Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything. 

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people. 

[close]

I think you gotta just take care of yourself and sex or romance will come when you're not focused on it or not specifically looking for it. It's aggravating to hear but it's usually how it works out for me. Scared money don't make no money. Skate more! Fuck shit up burn shit down.

That's how it's worked out for me. Relationships find you.

[JB]

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Just wrote a novel of a post. Deleted the whole thing. Fuck everything. 

Thanks for caring everyone. Most of you are very good people. 

[close]

I think you gotta just take care of yourself and sex or romance will come when you're not focused on it or not specifically looking for it. It's aggravating to hear but it's usually how it works out for me. Scared money don't make no money. Skate more! Fuck shit up burn shit down.

[close]

That's how it's worked out for me. Relationships find you.

and if they dont:

Fuck shit up burn shit down.

[dillanharp]

Last night I got hammered, ordered a pair of DC Lynx and a copy of mosiac off ebay. I also downloaded 2 Migos mixtapes.

[JB]

Last night I got hammered, ordered a pair of DC Lynx and a copy of mosiac off ebay. I also downloaded 2 Migos mixtapes.

this cracked me up. thats like one of those purchases you tell yourself you regret making, but still obsessively check the tracking every day.

[paraquat]

Air gnar to whoever said relationships find you. Do your thing and you will meet someone eventually. You gotta just follow a path and make positive decisions on a daily basis. The wise Bill Burr says that positivity attracts woman. He's right.

[Tufty]

 My girlfriend of 3 years wants to marry me probably. She pretends that she dislikes even the idea of marriage and kids but she obviously lies.
I love her but I dont want to get married and I dont want a family. �This is merely because I come from an unhappy family, I really dont get along with my parents and my sister. And merely because I am a depressed fuck that believes that I would better not bring a child in such a corrupted world. I dont like responsibilities and I dont want neither a wife nor a kid too. However if I would like some it would be with this girl.

 Last night we had a dinner with her boss and her colleagues. It was the first time I had a dinner with serious people around their forties and they sucked bigtime, except maybe a couple who were cool and kinda crazy. People were talking about their jobs and marriages and about going to the gym. Man I dont wanna be like them for sure. We were the younger (me 26 my girl 24). I felt bad for my girl because she wasnt herself trying to impress her boss. On the other hand I was myself, something she was fearing, and it all went well. Actually her boss and colleagues seemed impressed, they were laughing with my jokes and they were impressed with my opinions. They were even impressed when I told them that I skate and I supervise the local skatepark which is almost over. I think that dinner made the things more serious between me and her, just because I impressed her boss and some forty year olds, and made me anxious.

 I cant explain it but in that table I felt like I was the most ripe person. I felt like I was the only one that had his shit together �even though I was the person with the most unstable life with clearly no career plan there. My girl seems to go past the line were "maturity" lies. I havent crossed that line and I dont want to but I dont want to lose her either.


 

[ice nine]

show us a photo of her tits

[Prince Nelson]

My girlfriend of 3 years wants to marry me probably. She pretends that she dislikes even the idea of marriage and kids but she obviously lies.
I love her but I dont want to get married and I dont want a family. �This is merely because I come from an unhappy family, I really dont get along with my parents and my sister. And merely because I am a depressed fuck that believes that I would better not bring a child in such a corrupted world. I dont like responsibilities and I dont want neither a wife nor a kid too. However if I would like some it would be with this girl.

 Last night we had a dinner with her boss and her colleagues. It was the first time I had a dinner with serious people around their forties and they sucked bigtime, except maybe a couple who were cool and kinda crazy. People were talking about their jobs and marriages and about going to the gym. Man I dont wanna be like them for sure. We were the younger (me 26 my girl 24). I felt bad for my girl because she wasnt herself trying to impress her boss. On the other hand I was myself, something she was fearing, and it all went well. Actually her boss and colleagues seemed impressed, they were laughing with my jokes and they were impressed with my opinions. They were even impressed when I told them that I skate and I supervise the local skatepark which is almost over. I think that dinner made the things more serious between me and her, just because I impressed her boss and some forty year olds, and made me anxious.

 I cant explain it but in that table I felt like I was the most ripe person. I felt like I was the only one that had his shit together �even though I was the person with the most unstable life with clearly no career plan there. My girl seems to go past the line were "maturity" lies. I havent crossed that line and I dont want to but I dont want to lose her either.


 

I have this problem regularly.

[abudabi]

i miss the girl i used to hang out with. i dont hang out with people very much any more and i think it's making me kinda crazy.