Career opportunities that sound like a good possible next step, but would require an original investment all the while coming with new relationships that would possibly ruin the whole point of whatever it is that I'm trying to do, to me. Right now I mostly enjoy engaging with artists on the human level and helping spread the word around their existence when I really believe in them and in what they're doing, leading to sincere and authentic interactions; the possible new position would allow a lot less time for that and require commercial communication to be prioritized since I'd basically be running the whole thing, but purely commercial relationships are something I've had to handle - for way too long - in past jobs before, and everything I currently want to avoid. I'm not the one to enjoy missing trains in life so I might run with it eventually, as I appreciate and trust what the people that are offering are seeing in me, but not before I've secured my interests and made sure things really aren't going that way. Otherwise I'll just keep doing my thing as a freelancer and develop that aspect of the activity, as the simplicity (in comparison, to me) resonates and well, apparently I can do this shit.