I am enjoying my new gig even though it's a little nasty. It's at a mattress recycling center and we strip them down for the foam, skeletal base, and keep the textile pillow top things if they have them and then toss the rest. Making long perfect cuts down the sides with a serrated box cutter is kind of satisfying and reminds me of gripping a board. Lots of brute force and tearing shit apart helps release a lot of my pent-up rage. Everyone there is really nice and I seem to fit in well enough and get along with them all. One of the dudes bought me lunch today for driving him to the place and one of the girls working there gave me her number. It's certainly a vast improvement over sleeping all day and dwelling on all my problems. I still miss my ex and my children dearly but for the first time in a couple months I feel pretty good.
Fuck yeah - very very stoked for you ❤️. Good things are coming!
On my own tip, I had botched dental work 2 weeks ago that had been a brutal recovery process. Last night was the first night I didn’t have to take pain killers more than once. It still hurt but it wasn’t this unbearable pain I’ve had for the last 12 days.
Got some basic Halloween decorations up today. That was cool. Most I’ve moved in a bit.
I went on a work trip 3 weeks ago and gained some weight. I’ve been on a weight loss journaey so I wasn’t stoked on this. Serendipitously, due to only being able to eat soft foods, I’m back at my weight prior to the trip. I’m dying to eat something more than pudding with protein powder or a smoothie though.