Damn intrusive thoughts…
I was contemplating how difficult it is to have people REALLY care about you beyond just the topical sympathy/empathy.
Spouse, kids… yeah those are given. Parents? Probably…
But coworkers? “Friends”?
(Friends in parenthesis because I find making real long term friends really difficult. I’m a loner mostly)
(Trying not to make this too morbid
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