i have an open opportunity to move in with my oldest friend who lives in a small mountain town. I want to do it, fuck, i've wanted to do it for a long ass time, but i find a reason to avoid moving every time that i return invigorated after spending a week in the hills. other than living at my parents house again, not skating, being sober, exercising, working 4 days a week, disparaging people my age who are 60 years old and 13 at the same time, and dreaming of living somewhere else, i'm doing a whole lot of nothing special.