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[WeirdBeach]

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

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I hear people always associating meth with sex, what exactly makes it such a good combination?

it just makes some people horny as shit I guess.if its really good stuff, then the body high is insane.Your inhibitions are down which is really fucking dangerous. For me it's the  combo of xanax,speed,booze and porn or boning or both that would probably end up killing me somehow.

[ChewyPoo]

whyd you fight your parents

I was still just fucking drunk and had a lingering resentment for my father, pretty lame

[BraveUlysses]

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My manager asked me if I go to church and I told him I did just because I knew he would view me differently if I told him about how I feel about religion. I thought it was pretty lame of him to bring that shit up tho.

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What country do you live in? That's pretty damn illegal in the US.

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only if you make decisions about their job based solely on that reasoning

I'm in America and I wouldn't be surprised if he made a decision about my job based on my views on religion. He is definitely the type that would get offended if I told him I don't really believe in anything.

[pencil]

yall motherfuckers need to let Lil B into your heart then your life wouldnt suck so bad

[brycickle]

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

You could have also just said "The United States of America."

[ROCKxADIO420]

meth barely exists on the east coast

[SEAN PABLO]

meth barely exists on the east coast

where do you live babe?

[L33Tg33k]

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

[pencil]

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

ive had that id do it if i werent such a pussy mentality and it sucks man.  I wish there were something i could do to help but there really isnt much, you pretty much have to do it on your own, which you CAN do

[doomstation55]

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

If you don't mind me asking, what's the real difference between your psychiatrist and therapist? My only advice that's worthwhile for you is to keep doing what makes you happy, I know skating will always put me in a good mood and in my darkest times I didn't skate for long periods of time. Emphasize the little good things that happen to you in life. It's all you can do on a day to day basis to make it feel right.

[ROCKxADIO420]

leetgeek if you kill yourself ill kook you so hard

[BRIX SKWIKZ]

HAPPINESS CANT BE BOUGHT OR SOLD
BUT THEIR JOBS DEPEND ON YOUR SICKNESS

OF COURSE THIS IS NOT WORKING

MOST PILLS ARE PLACEBOS

CHANGE MEAT FOR FRUIT
STOP JERKIN OFF

YOU LL NOTICE THE CHANGE DAY BY DAY, WEEK TO WEEK, MONTH TO MONTH
PAIN IS WEAKNESS LEAVING YOU

THANK GOD IN ADVANCE
YOU RE HEALED BRO
BELIEVE IT

[SEAN PABLO]

nah you just need those antipsychotics bruh

[tobey]

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

oh m g im on 80 prozac to, it aint doing shit for me i have been on it for like 2-3 months now and the past month i just felt more anxious and more depressed. I never was really depressed just really anxious but i hate my psychiatrist too, dudes a douche

[paraquat]

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

I know things are hard for you, but you should start working out or re start if you quit. Start slow and use those beautiful chicks as motivation while you are doing 30 burpees.

[Merked]

I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

Prozac can contribute to the weight gain as well.  Kind of a double edged sword in the sense that the meds might make your mental well-being better, yet cause your physical well-being to suffer.  If the meds aren't helping try talking to your psychiatrist about getting another form of medication?  Also, shop around for a different psychiatrist/therapist?  If they aren't helping then they ain't doing there job.

I had a bout of weight gain/anxiety myself and exercise really helped my mental well-being.  I don't know if you have tried this, but just going for a run, or a walk, or a push could help.  Lifting weights also relieves stress IMO. 

Stay up dude.

[Laban Fetus]

Since my last post I got a job as a dishwasher, got fired after 1 day and fucked something up with a girl whom I cared about deeply. Went crazy and lost all hope in myself and the world for about 4 months (whole summer and spring pretty much). Woke up after a night of drinking and my thyroid had swollen up or something and I had tendonitis in my arms. That started in May. Never felt that awful in my life and I can look back on it now as the absolute lowest in my life so far. I've got some well earned confidence from it now though instead of the fake confidence I had before. Reality is a cold slap in the face sometimes but full of lessons. Keep on chooglin' depressed PALS

[WeirdBeach]

Since my last post I got a job as a dishwasher, got fired after 1 day and fucked something up with a girl whom I cared about deeply. Went crazy and lost all hope in myself and the world for about 4 months (whole summer and spring pretty much). Woke up after a night of drinking and my thyroid had swollen up or something and I had tendonitis in my arms. That started in May. Never felt that awful in my life and I can look back on it now as the absolute lowest in my life so far. I've got some well earned confidence from it now though instead of the fake confidence I had before. Reality is a cold slap in the face sometimes but full of lessons. Keep on chooglin' depressed PALS

Fuck. i really don't know the right thing to say to a lot of these.

[Monty Burns]

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I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

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Prozac can contribute to the weight gain as well.  Kind of a double edged sword in the sense that the meds might make your mental well-being better, yet cause your physical well-being to suffer.  If the meds aren't helping try talking to your psychiatrist about getting another form of medication?  Also, shop around for a different psychiatrist/therapist?  If they aren't helping then they ain't doing there job.

I had a bout of weight gain/anxiety myself and exercise really helped my mental well-being.  I don't know if you have tried this, but just going for a run, or a walk, or a push could help.  Lifting weights also relieves stress IMO. 

Stay up dude.

Not working , exercising or getting laid is part of the problems . If you have a job and make money you get a sense of self worth . You wake up every day with something to do , a purpose . You get to meet alot of people at work , talk and have fun . Do a full days work and then you get money to do fun things with .

Exercising tires you out , makes you feel better and makes you look better . And if you look good / healthy and have a job  you can go out and meet girls or date online . That will get you laid .  All of these things will make you feel alot better .

Im not saying it will cure your depression . But it will make it alot easier to deal with

Have you thought about joining the military ? They will break you down and build you up . Its a job with healthcare and pension , education programs . You would get paid , get in shape , have a home , you can learn a trade that you can use in civilian life . And it would prob make you belive alot more in yourself that you finished boot camp and that you accomplished something

Or maybe join the red cross . Go help people in south america , africa or somewhere ells . Work with kids and help out . Seeing that much shit while helping people might make you notice that life isnt that bad after all

[pizzarules]

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I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

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Prozac can contribute to the weight gain as well.  Kind of a double edged sword in the sense that the meds might make your mental well-being better, yet cause your physical well-being to suffer.  If the meds aren't helping try talking to your psychiatrist about getting another form of medication?  Also, shop around for a different psychiatrist/therapist?  If they aren't helping then they ain't doing there job.

I had a bout of weight gain/anxiety myself and exercise really helped my mental well-being.  I don't know if you have tried this, but just going for a run, or a walk, or a push could help.  Lifting weights also relieves stress IMO.  

Stay up dude.

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Not working , exercising or getting laid is part of the problems . If you have a job and make money you get a sense of self worth . You wake up every day with something to do , a purpose . You get to meet alot of people at work , talk and have fun . Do a full days work and then you get money to do fun things with .

Exercising tires you out , makes you feel better and makes you look better . And if you look good / healthy and have a job  you can go out and meet girls or date online . That will get you laid .  All of these things will make you feel alot better .

Im not saying it will cure your depression . But it will make it alot easier to deal with

Have you thought about joining the military ? They will break you down and build you up . Its a job with healthcare and pension , education programs . You would get paid , get in shape , have a home , you can learn a trade that you can use in civilian life . And it would prob make you belive alot more in yourself that you finished boot camp and that you accomplished something

Or maybe join the red cross . Go help people in south america , africa or somewhere ells . Work with kids and help out . Seeing that much shit while helping people might make you notice that life isnt that bad after all

damn monty, that was tight. leet if you join the military and rock your drabs in public, i will have nothing but even more respect for you. if i see you in public with the drabs i will go out of my way to say thank you for your service and sacrifice and then shake your hand. although, dont take it personally because i do that with every schmuck in full gear.........given that you are AMERICAN.

[SEAN PABLO]

DO NOT JOIN THE ARMY SEX IS COMPLICATED MAYBE YOU SHOULD WAIT A BIT LONGER

[MuchasGracias]

dude you're always in this fucking thread

[SodaJerk]

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

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I hear people always associating meth with sex, what exactly makes it such a good combination?

Serotonin and dopamine flooding the feel good and reward sections of your brain.

[nino brown]

dude you're always in this every fucking thread

[WeirdBeach]

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im just now developing what i think is a healthy sex life. my body and mind automatically connected sex with meth use for a LONG time.
since i first started having sex at 16 i was on meth or drunk. it's also a little disheartening not being able to fuck for 2 hours with no problem. also, if i try to watch porn my heart starts POUNDING just like when i was on drugs. because if i didn't  have a girl around it was porn for hours and hours and hours and HOURS. i just associate the act of searching for porn with meth use. so as a result i dont really watch much porn anymore.

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Damn where do you live that meth is that prevalent?

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Los Angeles.

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I hear people always associating meth with sex, what exactly makes it such a good combination?

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Serotonin and dopamine flooding the feel good and reward sections of your brain.

thank you for the succinct and scientific explanation and thank you for the "AVE bowling pins" sig.kudos good sir.

[Blue Fescue]

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I put on a lot of weight recently because eating food is my main coping mechanism and my skating has suffered severely. I'm on the highest dosage of Prozac allowed (80mg), but I don't feel like it does anything. Seeing attractive women makes me want to suicide. Pretty much everything does that to me though. If I wasn't such a coward I would have done it already. I hate both my psychiatrist and my therapist.

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If you don't mind me asking, what's the real difference between your psychiatrist and therapist? My only advice that's worthwhile for you is to keep doing what makes you happy, I know skating will always put me in a good mood and in my darkest times I didn't skate for long periods of time. Emphasize the little good things that happen to you in life. It's all you can do on a day to day basis to make it feel right.

Psychiatrists figure out drug doses and combinations and are medical doctors. Therapists do the talking through and dealing with problems part.

[SEAN PABLO]

PSYCHIATRISTS CAN DO THAT DO, THEY CAN DO IT ALL! THEY HAVE MORE SWAG THAN THERAPISTS

[The Human Condom]

Went for a fart, totally just got a shart.

Stomach keeps muttering. 
I'm afraid to open the blast doors.

[SEAN PABLO]

Went for a fart, totally just got a shart.

Stomach keeps muttering.? 
I'm afraid to open the blast doors.

YUCK

[Bronson]

I still struggle with a porn addiction. Also, i can?t rememember the last time I slept the whole night without waking up at least twice.