real confessions

[shit_for_brains]

Nobody does but it is weird to think that he might be dead by his own hand yet to be found in a Walmart parking lot at this very moment.

Walmart security is good about policing their parking lots.

[Mongoloid]

He strikes me as more of a “behind the 7-11” kind of guy, rather than a Walmart parking lot type.

[bawtawd5]

Probably a gun to the head in his house. Maybe shotgun.

[bawtawd5]

Was lookin at guns today actually just didn't have 400, nigga in the south they got some wild shut. Was gonna dope a pearl handle siver .38 for thrpocketbut I wanna cop thus for 399 except it longer barrel and different make.. Hitting niggas wit 22s

[shit_for_brains]

Realistically how long do you think it would take you to get $400

[Pigeon]

Realistically how long do you think it would take you to get $400

He probably can’t save more than $40, before spending it on dog drugs.

[Grind King Rims]

I'm really dreading heading home for Christmas.

[bawtawd5]

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Realistically how long do you think it would take you to get $400

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He probably can’t save more than $40, before spending it on dog drugs.

I get it in one day if I need to, I stack cash sotimes,walkin witta couple G's. But yes I'm poor now.

[shit_for_brains]

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Realistically how long do you think it would take you to get $400

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He probably can’t save more than $40, before spending it on dog drugs.

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I get it in one day if I need to, I stack cash sotimes,walkin witta couple G's. But yes I'm poor now.

That's what people asking for money at gas stations say. Honestly how long would it take you to get $400?

[shit_for_brains]

My guess is 18 months

[bawtawd5]

My guess is 18 months

[bawtawd5]

Ran out of PG. ABC store closed next to days. Pops got tangerine Bacardi cause I need a solvent and I injectect half a mil. Taste cool. Don't hurt, sometimes, I hit it 3 already.

[lickcakes]

Last night, I cut off a friend who has used me for emotional support for 3 years. I feel bad about the timing, but it couldn't wait until tomorrow. I don't hate him, but I can't deal with it anymore.

[Wizard Fight]

Last night, I cut off a friend who has used me for emotional support for 3 years. I feel bad about the timing, but it couldn't wait until tomorrow. I don't hate him, but I can't deal with it anymore.

That's a good health move. Setting boundaries is hard.

[doublesteveburger]

I avoided going to a family member's white elephant party today so that I could jerk off, eat cheese cake and mend what's left of my withdrawal symptoms.

[Grind King Rims]

I avoided going to a family member's white elephant party today so that I could jerk off, eat cheese cake and mend what's left of my withdrawal symptoms.

Was it a good day?

[JB]

Ran out of PG. ABC store closed next to days. Pops got tangerine Bacardi cause I need a solvent and I injectect half a mil. Taste cool. Don't hurt, sometimes, I hit it 3 already.

You shot up Bacardi?

[bawtawd5]

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Ran out of PG. ABC store closed next to days. Pops got tangerine Bacardi cause I need a solvent and I injectect half a mil. Taste cool. Don't hurt, sometimes, I hit it 3 already.

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You shot up Bacardi?

Tangerine.

Shoot grey goose before , wit drugs in it duh, but I like this tangerine in my throat. Preferred.

[childhood]

 

I avoided going to a family member's white elephant party today so that I could jerk off, eat cheese cake and mend what's left of my withdrawal symptoms.

  Get well soon DubSteve!
It was good to see you posting in the "Post you skating" thread.


When I was in detox, the first girl I talked to, told me a wild story about her shooting up whiskey, when she had no dope.
She said she was able to taste it still, it got her wasted immediately, but the feeling went away really quick.

[Mongoloid]

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I avoided going to a family member's white elephant party today so that I could jerk off, eat cheese cake and mend what's left of my withdrawal symptoms.

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  Get well soon DubSteve!
It was good to see you posting in the "Post you skating" thread.


When I was in detox, the first girl I talked to, told me a wild story about her shooting up whiskey, when she had no dope.
She said she was able to taste it still, it got her wasted immediately, but the feeling went away really quick.

From what I understand this has to do with the resulting vapor leaving the body through exhaling.

I don’t know how accurate that is, but I seem to remember reading about it somewhere.

[shark tits]

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I avoided going to a family member's white elephant party today so that I could jerk off, eat cheese cake and mend what's left of my withdrawal symptoms.

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  Get well soon DubSteve!
It was good to see you posting in the "Post you skating" thread.


When I was in detox, the first girl I talked to, told me a wild story about her shooting up whiskey, when she had no dope.
She said she was able to taste it still, it got her wasted immediately, but the feeling went away really quick.

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From what I understand this has to do with the resulting vapor leaving the body through exhaling.

I don’t know how accurate that is, but I seem to remember reading about it somewhere.

nah, it inundates your cells. you shoot dope you taste it. you shoot cocaine, you taste that. it comes from inside.
i've shot liquor, goes in cold like saline and then your body gets a chill and you wrap up and take a nap.
unless you're at the bar or out, you keep it moving.
[teenage suicide] don't do it!

[Mongoloid]

Is it weird that I like needles as far as tattoos, and giving blood, but I could never imagine poking my own veins?

I have little interest in drugs outside psychedelics, but shooting anything up is a terrifying thought to me. I’d not make a very good diabetic.

[the snake]

I love beer too much, with small joints, every fucking nights, help me !

[tobey]

Is it weird that I like needles as far as tattoos, and giving blood, but I could never imagine poking my own veins?

I have little interest in drugs outside psychedelics, but shooting anything up is a terrifying thought to me. I’d not make a very good diabetic.

Nah I'm like that. I have tattoos and they weren't scary except for the first one I got, don't mind getting shots at the doctors or giving blood either. I would have panic attacks just by smoking weed so that definitely scared me away from doing actual drugs. I only fucked with drinking but when I did drink it was raging till you literally run out of alcohol

[doomstation55]

I had to take daily shots for my MS for like 3 years and I hated it every time and still hate all types of needles. Thank jebus they made an oral medication for this shit even though I have to eat a buttload every twelve hours so it's not painful.

But for some reason getting a tattoo didn't freak  me out. It did hurt tho.

[bawtawd5]

Ya know how they say they can feel the withdrawal in their bones, shoot and you feel that in your veins,

Thinking about making blood spray art. Fancy,edgy,expensive.

[straight]

if you steal famous paintings and spray them with your blood you can make a lot of money .. it’s a niche

[Jim and Dan]

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Is it weird that I like needles as far as tattoos, and giving blood, but I could never imagine poking my own veins?

I have little interest in drugs outside psychedelics, but shooting anything up is a terrifying thought to me. I’d not make a very good diabetic.

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Nah I'm like that. I have tattoos and they weren't scary except for the first one I got, don't mind getting shots at the doctors or giving blood either. I would have panic attacks just by smoking weed so that definitely scared me away from doing actual drugs. I only fucked with drinking but when I did drink it was raging till you literally run out of alcohol

Welcome do the world of opposites...

Never had an issue poking myself hundreds of times with a dull railroad spike, have massive anxiety when giving blood...

Been clean off the spike for almost a year now though, although I care very little about "sobriety dates".

[Grind King Rims]

Hell yeah, Jim and Dan, a year sobriety is no small feat. Fair play.

Speaking of anxiety about blood donations, I went to donate blood a year or so ago because I thought it was an ethical thing to do, but at the time it was illegal to give blood in my country if you've ever had gay sex (now only if you've had gay sex in the past 6 months) so I freaked out and left. I don't have an STI or anything, but I felt mad shameful.

[lickcakes]

Speaking of anxiety about blood donations, I went to donate blood a year or so ago because I thought it was an ethical thing to do, but at the time it was illegal to give blood in my country if you've ever had gay sex (now only if you've had gay sex in the past 6 months) so I freaked out and left. I don't have an STI or anything, but I felt mad shameful.

I tried to donate plasma knowing they were probably going to have the no men who have sex with men (MSM) rule. I am on PrEP which is an HIV-prevention med, and despite that, they wouldn't accept me because I'm MSM. I used that opportunity to sort of be a voice to the person who was running the tests... like I think it's super important to take a stand in ways like that. I wasn't blaming that guy, but we discussed how fucked up the system is, basically. He was a straight white male, of course! I learned it was FDA who enforces the law, and Talecris or whatever who was running the clinic has no choice to enforce it.


So sometimes I get this pimple, usually a whitehead right under my lip. It's a huge cause of anxiety because I'm sure it's super noticeable since it moves whenever my lips move. I don't really care when I get pimples in other places, but this one drives me so crazy because it's so noticeable. I usually only have one pimple at a time, so anytime I get one, that really makes it stand out more. So sometimes that means I cancel plans or avoid social events because of this goddamn stupid pimple. Like today, when I was thinking of organizing a breakfast with some extended family on my last day visiting California for probably a year. Fuck.