I take care of my mom, she has late stage parkinsons/msa. I help her with going to the bathroom,bathing,food, everything,she needs 24 hour care. I love my mom but goddamnit, its not easy. I miss out on alot of shit these days, no girlfriend no weekends and i dont see my friends or skate as much as i would like. I feel like a first world little bitch posting about my problems though. It sucks watching loved ones get sick. Be thankful if your parents are still healthy and capable of annoying the fuck out of you.
Yeah it sucks watching a persons mind deteriorate and body frail away. my dad passed right around my bday Nov. 2015. I had been there when his health was taking a shit we were long since estranged but do to my somewhat success in certain aspects I had friends and monetary means to help with bills.
When it came down to it it was his sons and daughters that saw him last, yet when he did pass it was peaceful but drama shortly came in the form of stepfamilies. As I was going through paperwork and other stuff to secure our families legacy by family history and albums and my dad's train collection which btw was at least worth a small fortune. step family came over with hands out asking for shit. I dead stared them un the face told em to fuck the fuck off like Ricky from TPB.
Well long story short I ended up punching my step brother in the face as he mentioned my shitty past and tried to shame me of what I do and have done in the form of christian judgement. Thankfully my older bros are ATF and CIA that have plenty of pull when talking to cops, as my stepfamily called the cops as I was trying to beat up anyone of my stepfamily for looking at me funny.
Death has a profound way of following me and I try to be stoic in that capacity, but ask something of me or try to get under my skin when I am in mourning I will rip your face off and shit down your neck.
Long story short after suckerpunching that dipshit cops got called my brothers held me back and sorted out the cops so I wouldn't go to jail. They said for me to cool off and comeback later, so when the time came to collect my dad's stuff they somehow bamboozled the cops to issue a restraining order plus somehow they swooped everything within the 30 minutes of me and my brothers when we were gone. Also somehow the house was given to my step families nieces?! Lets just say this I trashed the fuck outta their cars their homes blasted them on social media procured my dad's stuff through B&E made it well known via throw away phones look who got my stuff back? Do I feel bad? Nope......... would I do the same now yup my family is MINE and blended families aren't that compatible. So if Jake Josh Pat Henry Cindy Kathy or any other of my step family ever knew about this FUCK YOU HOPE YOU ROT AND YOU ARE ALL FUCKED!!!!!