ever since i saw cardiels sight unseen part i wanted to be a professional skater just like him. even told my parents and shit. then as i grew up i started realizing that i didnt have the skill or energy, and realized i would have to get a job just like everyone else if i wanted to eat and live. i got depressed for about a year and stopped skating but then finally came to the conclusion that its something that has grown on me, and i love it. it isnt about being pro, its just about going out there and skating and shit. now i skate everyday again and its my favorite thing to do. im still scared as fuck about getting a job and all though.
i cant get girls. i cant even try. if they come to me it ends in less than a week because they think im "not interested". i guess im ok with it though, because the bitches ive talked to arent very fun to talk to. im sure there are cool girls, but im just too lazy to search.
weed makes me worry less about things, so im pretty much addicted to it.