i've been missing my ex a lot lately. what makes it odd is that i broke up with her about 3 years ago or so and got completely over her and was for most of those 3 years, but lately, i've been thinking of her a lot more, especially after she broke up with her boyfriend for a couple of months not too long ago. granted, i could have said something there, but our schools are like 6 hours apart and she goes to college with him. earlier today, i found out they got back together and it kind of bothered me. and i understand a lot of the underlying/psychological reasons, like i want the relationship back because when we were going out, my schoolwork/life was a lot simpler so i think if we go back out i might recapture that, or i've just been really lonely lately, or the person i am now would not have caused the same problems which led us to break up before, etc., but realizing that doesn't make it easier. sorry for the long winded, whiny post, but i just had to put these thoughts out there, you know?