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You've had a heroin addiction, yet you're scared of girls?! WOW man... You got it ass backwards.
Maybe I developed a heroin addiction because I'm afraid of girls... well not just because of that, but it definitely had *something* to do with it - heroin made me feel comfortable around them. Of course, looking back on it, it was all an illusion. Anyway, tomorrow's 20 days and I'm pretty fucking stoked about it. Hopefully I can get a few hours of skating in.
By the way, I didn't mean to derail this thread, I hate feeling like an attention whore or some shit. Sorry =/
here i go.....
hey brother, i'm not trying to be a dick at all. i've lost a lot of friends to drugs and/or their allowing their mind to take control of their lives. No one ever wants to hear "hey man, everyones life sucks, you just gotta make the right choices!" but it is the truth, an absolute.
Good luck on staying clean. My best friend developed a horrible problem over the course of the past 5 years. dude got hurt, got some pills from the doc, got with a girl who had a problem, got fucked up with her and got hooked on the OCs. you know how it goes, from pills, to fentanyl, to sniffin dope, to needles and crack to liven things up. I've watched him go through cycles of trying to be cool, to saying fuck it, to od'ing, again and again and again. It kills you, the user, but, man, it kills the folks who love you. Frankies been clean for a while now. No methadone or suboxones either. It's a good thing, i pray for ya, man. keep ya head up and keep trying to do the right thing. as he said, sounding the sage "those little pills ruin your life, man, stay away." i know how it goes. be well