6 months clean today. again. Yes i am aware nobody, myself included, deserves praise for not doing drugs, and i wholeheartedly agree. the only reason I ever used drugs was to combat chronic debilitating pain while trying to live a "normal" productive life. which worked out well enough for 15 years, but that shit can only end one of 2 ways luckily i got myself some help over the summer instead of just waiting to get a bad batch and die.
Had 4 years clean before slipping up 6 months too, but life goes on. Shits not worth it, if anyones going through some shit and you want to get help but dont know where to start shoot me a PM. I know what its like not knowing who to talk to about any of this shit, its not as black and white as most people think. any of your boys still using are just gonna tell you to keep on it and Novak-type sober people are worse than the junkies, trying to drag you by the ear to whichever clinic gives them visa giftcards for bringing them new patients. I have no incentive to do anything but if anyone on slap needs someone to talk about the hellhole that is opiate addiction feel free to hit me up.
PS when i say clean i mean real drugs. ill be on the medical marijuana program until i do eventually die but im fine with that.
cherish your health buddies
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