The WELLNESS OUTREACH & SUPPORT Thread

[lamfordie]

My fiance just got back from Portland and she was raving how much she loved it and showed me a bunch of homes that we could afford. I know she is still riding off that high of the city but the idea of moving out there got me anxious. If we decided to move out there it would be difficult for me cuz I will be leaving my mom and family behind. Also I don't really have friends to hang out with let alone skate with and to move to a new city and state I don't know if I would ever gain new friends.

[in love w/ fs shuvs]

My fiance just got back from Portland and she was raving how much she loved it and showed me a bunch of homes that we could afford. I know she is still riding off that high of the city but the idea of moving out there got me anxious. If we decided to move out there it would be difficult for me cuz I will be leaving my mom and family behind. Also I don't really have friends to hang out with let alone skate with and to move to a new city and state I don't know if I would ever gain new friends.

godspeed sir

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I've been having a rough time lately. It's time for me to transition out of skating super hard/being a skate rat to being a responsible adult. what a drag. i'll miss this part of my life... Sighhhhh

Also i literally bought fucking vitamins the other day smh. this is so fucked up. like my feet and knees actually hurt like 4 whole ass days after skateboarding now. Sighhhhhh

[50mm]

Kook me if you want. Ya'll, know I holds it down on here. But times have been tough as fuck since my engine blew and I've been underwater and desperate for months. Finally sucked it up and made a gofundme at the suggestion of someone on reddit, it was actually getting some donations but then reddit acted like reddit, and said others need help too an deleted my post from a subreddit dedicated to helping others.

It's a lot of money, I know that, you dont have to donate, you can just check out the shit I post from work. I would never do this shit but everyone around me agrees my mental health is suffering and I am now will to suck it up and ask for help. If you can, just share it?

I havent had hot water or gas in 3-4 months. I buy some weed on my payday and that's my only splurge. I had to dump all my money to get my car fixed. One paycheck I withdrew all the cash and gave it to the mechanic to finally get it done and said the bills have to wait. I have negotiated with all my debt and gotten some relief. I have a non-profit assisting me in planning so that I can pay off my debt in 3 years instead of 30.

I have sold/attempted to sell almost everything of value I have even if I didn't want to. Keyboards, film scanners, I even sold the back fucking seats to my car. I am almost out of the hole but not there yet. Someone actually just sent me this camping shower thing that I hope will work when it comes but it will still be me slowly filling a drum with water, one kettle full at a time until I get gas on again.

Filling the propane tank is $350 but it will last a year. For now I fill a storage tub half with cool water, and pour in some kettles of hot water every 5 minutes and then use a bottle or cup to get myself wet enough to shower. Yeah, 3-4 months, I tried to laugh it off but it's fucking depressing and embarassing. Since December I had car troubles, then it got fixed and it was tire troubles. About $10k in money I dont have since then, getting it however I can, payday loans from my own work, I cant even afford to enroll this semester which sucks, It would cost me like $350 for the semester but at the end my work would end up giving me $2k.

Anyways, fuck me and my whining, if you just want to laugh at me check it out.
https://gofund.me/b5b6b862

[Frank]

Kook me if you want. Ya'll, know I holds it down on here. But times have been tough as fuck since my engine blew and I've been underwater and desperate for months. Finally sucked it up and made a gofundme at the suggestion of someone on reddit, it was actually getting some donations but then reddit acted like reddit, and said others need help too an deleted my post from a subreddit dedicated to helping others.

It's a lot of money, I know that, you dont have to donate, you can just check out the shit I post from work. I would never do this shit but everyone around me agrees my mental health is suffering and I am now will to suck it up and ask for help. If you can, just share it?

I havent had hot water or gas in 3-4 months. I buy some weed on my payday and that's my only splurge. I had to dump all my money to get my car fixed. One paycheck I withdrew all the cash and gave it to the mechanic to finally get it done and said the bills have to wait. I have negotiated with all my debt and gotten some relief. I have a non-profit assisting me in planning so that I can pay off my debt in 3 years instead of 30.

I have sold/attempted to sell almost everything of value I have even if I didn't want to. Keyboards, film scanners, I even sold the back fucking seats to my car. I am almost out of the hole but not there yet. Someone actually just sent me this camping shower thing that I hope will work when it comes but it will still be me slowly filling a drum with water, one kettle full at a time until I get gas on again.

Filling the propane tank is $350 but it will last a year. For now I fill a storage tub half with cool water, and pour in some kettles of hot water every 5 minutes and then use a bottle or cup to get myself wet enough to shower. Yeah, 3-4 months, I tried to laugh it off but it's fucking depressing and embarassing. Since December I had car troubles, then it got fixed and it was tire troubles. About $10k in money I dont have since then, getting it however I can, payday loans from my own work, I cant even afford to enroll this semester which sucks, It would cost me like $350 for the semester but at the end my work would end up giving me $2k.

Anyways, fuck me and my whining, if you just want to laugh at me check it out.
https://gofund.me/b5b6b862

this sucks man, fuck.