i'm secretly terrified right now. i've basically lived in florida my whole life, first in stuart and now in gainesville (for college). well, i graduate in a few weeks, and this summer i'm moving to NYC for grad school. so the problem--i've always had a lot of friends, and i've never had a hard time getting girls or anything, but suddenly i feel like i'm moving way out of my comfort zone. i've never lived in anything but a small/midsized florida town, and suddenly i'm going to be in a giant city with only a few people i know. i have this irrational fear i won't make any friends. i feel totally lost already.
i know that i'll find some skate spots and make friends with people skating, and plus there's all the people i'll have school with, but i'm completely weirded out. maybe i need people a lot.
add to this, i have a horrible sense of direction, i get lost in my hometown somehow, so i think i'm going to be totally fucked in new york. as it is now, i basically let my friends do the navigating. i'm always asking, "so how do we get there again?" even though we've been there a thousand times.