real confessions

[SodaJerk]

Sometimes when I'm home by myself I'll put on some Depeche Mode, sing and dance, pretending I'm Dave Gahan. I never do it near a mirror because that would be weird.

[L33Tg33k]

There's something wrong with you if you don't dance to Depeche Mode.

[captainfalcon69]

as i get older my social anxiety is getting worse 

[SodaJerk]

as i get older my social anxiety is getting worse 

Seek help ASAP. Last thing you want is to be a shut in or forever avoiding social interaction because as you said, it will get worse the longer it goes on.

[shitsandwich]

as i get older my social anxiety is getting worse 

Me too dude

[captainfalcon69]

damn thanks for the quick response sodajerk, i very well may need to get help soon. ill be heading out to an out of state university in a couple of weeks kinda pysched on meeting new people, hopefully this semester will help. 

[SodaJerk]

damn thanks for the quick response sodajerk, i very well may need to get help soon. ill be heading out to an out of state university in a couple of weeks kinda pysched on meeting new people, hopefully this semester will help. 

It's just that I suffer from general anxiety and social anxiety and moved a long way away and let it go on because I didn't realise what was happening. Once I sought help it got better and has been getting better.

[shitsandwich]

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damn thanks for the quick response sodajerk, i very well may need to get help soon. ill be heading out to an out of state university in a couple of weeks kinda pysched on meeting new people, hopefully this semester will help. 

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It's just that I suffer from general anxiety and social anxiety and moved a long way away and let it go on because I didn't realise what was happening. Once I sought help it got better and has been getting better.

How did you seek help? Did you just go to the doctors?

[SEAN PABLO]

book an appointment with a pscyhiarttisrt, very important to smoke pot beforehand so you'll be diagnosed as person with skitzophrenia.

pharmaceuticals is the answer my kooks

[Numeral]

I hate the fact that getting married is like throwing money away, it's a huge expense with no return and it's pissing me off, I wanted to save enough to get some other stuff I really wanted and I'm feeling like I'm working for somebody else's fucking party.
shit's regular.

[L33Tg33k]

Cum on guys, social anxiety ain't so bad. Look at me, I may still be a virgin and not have any close friends, but I've got a lot of internet points.

[ROCKxADIO420]

not realy -1 lol

[SodaJerk]

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damn thanks for the quick response sodajerk, i very well may need to get help soon. ill be heading out to an out of state university in a couple of weeks kinda pysched on meeting new people, hopefully this semester will help. 

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It's just that I suffer from general anxiety and social anxiety and moved a long way away and let it go on because I didn't realise what was happening. Once I sought help it got better and has been getting better.

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How did you seek help? Did you just go to the doctors?

Yeah, just told the doctor what was happening, they refered me to Cognative Behavioural Therapy and showed me some places to find out more information and took it from there. If they want to give you drugs straight off the bat then make that decision yourself.

[L33Tg33k]

not realy -1 lol

Ow, my self-esteem.

[SodaJerk]

There's something wrong with you if you don't dance to Depeche Mode.

I know this is the Internet and all, but, I can tell we would be great friends.

[SEAN PABLO]

LOLING @ U ^^^_^

[iSk84thechicas]

not realy -1 lol

hahaha

[iSk84thechicas]

I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

No, no, stay thirsty my friend. Don't feel guilty.  Its your right, because none of them are serious, I'm assuming.  I know your post is old, but just a heads up, I've been in your shoes.  Stay thirsty my friend. lol

[ROCKxADIO420]

jared posted that like 2 years before that ad campaign existed.

[The Human Condom]

I usually only watch footage in the "post you skating" thread if it's less than a couple minutes long.

[SqueezeThePulp]

I'm 20 years old, and today I had a chocolate milkshake from wendys for lunch.

[ice nine]

when i was 26 i bought two large wendys caramel milkshakes for myself and drank em back to back. and lied to the people i was skating with, saying it was just one.

[kamltoe]

shoulda gone for the nutter butter shake from krystals. shits the truth.

k

[BALT]

I usually only watch footage in the "post you skating" thread if it's less than a couple minutes long.

For me its less than a minute...

[Dirtymac]

the banana pudding shake from Cookout is the shit actually...

[SqueezeThePulp]

the banana pudding shake from Cookout is the shit actually...

my nigga (never had that particular shake from there, will have to try it,but cookout is the shit)

[L33Tg33k]

Since my brother has been back from prison I haven't been able to jerk off at home any time I want like I used to. It's especially bad because I need a lot of time in order to finish if I can finish at all because of the meds I'm on. A man shouldn't have to schedule his jerk times. I need to move out.

[chockfullofthat]

The first time I saw a movie by myself was Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1.  I thought since it had been a few weeks that I could sneak in a beer and drink that shit in the back aisle and watch Harry and Voldemort try to merk each other.  I showed up 10 minutes late and it was absolutely packed with children.  I sat in the theatre next to a 12 year old girl and her mom and sat there for a solid 30 minutes before I finally decided to crack open the Coors Light I had in my pocket.  It had got shook up on the way and started to hiss and foam and slightly spill on my lap.  I got up quickly and brought it to the bathroom and drank the warm beer as fast as possible and watched the rest of the children's movie slightly smelling like shitty beer and acted like nothing had happened and drove home with my pride still intact.

[iSk84thechicas]

Feeling really low. After being off drugs for over a year now, my girlfriend tells me that she doesn't trust me to stay sober. She says I'm not the same person I used to be, that I'm overly self-centered, I think I'm better than everyone else, etc. She doesn't support me skateboarding or any endeavors that I have. It's getting to the point that I don't want to be around her, but I really don't have anywhere to go. I don't have a single friend in this state. The only friends I have are 1500 miles away. It's not fun being lonely.

I believe in you man, don't worry it will get better.  Remember you have tomorrow. And skateboardings your life, so why do you need someone around you who doesnt support that, I 'v had to learn the hard way, and trust me its not worth it.

[iSk84thechicas]

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If I don't have a few drinks every day I get the shakes.  I've gained 30 pounds in the last year and a half from drinking.  I haven't been skating, other than to the bar or liquor store. I have my first kid on the way and I need to get this shit under control before he pops out and my wife leaves my ass. I've been looking for groups in my area, something without the church element, but nothing seems legit.

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go to AA dude....I was a shitbag heroin addict for like 5 years, only skated to my dealers house or to the store or whatever, life was completely in shambles. I got to a point where I had to make some changes or die/go to prison forever and started going to meetings. I've got just under 7 months sober now and life is fucking awesome, and my skating is better today than it's ever been

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^^
word up, homie. one of my oldest homies has been clean for about a month now, after another one od'd about a month and a half ago. He was in the same situation and skating seems to be working. stay clean.

I haven't drank in 2 weeks. This is the longest I've got in about 10 years. No greens either. Just mad yoga, raw fruit/veggie smoothies, lentils, beans, and running. I feel like a champ. And I am almost fearful to start drinking again. It's not like i don't hold down a job and take decent care of myself but i spend most of the cash i make on drinking beers and shit. If i start at 1pm it's on until bedtime, if i start at 8pm it's on til 1am. Like i said i feel great, like a fucking champ. Clean and it's a weird place to be in because I started doing this as a cleanse/28th birthday gift to myself and didn't really want to drink until today, but I'm pushing for the end of June anyways, and don't know if i want to start up again because of how i feel clean and sober.

AA is they way man. NO MATTER WHAT IT MAY FEEL STRANGE...BUT DO WHAT THEY TELL YOU TO DO AND KEEP AN OPEN MIND. God bless you man.  Your situation will get better. I sincerely feel for you and if I could I would give you a hug man. For real  keep your head up.