real confessions

[iSk84thechicas]

Mix of Good and Bad?
My ex/on and off girlfriend moved to kentucky from nj, last week. I live in newyork so it was lready long distance. We werent really dating at all, because things had gone sour but we still talked from time to time

I love romance, but haven't found a girl that I can actually be that way with. Just flings and Fuck buddies

The only chicks I've ever dated kissed or slept with have been from some latin American Country.(I'm not, but I've never really admitted that its a pattern in my life until recently, I LOVE LATINAS AND I CAN SAY THAT SHIT PROUDLY)

I had been messing around with this spanish milf from central america for half of last year when she broke it off with me. We'd have like hour long fuck sessions in her crib at like 1 am. 36d and big ass Im gonna miss her.

I chatted up this bolivian chick 10 years my senior, and totally fell in fucking love with her, I'd meet her after skating in queens, come to her job and she would take me to dinner, and give me money to boot. We would go shopping and to the movies.  She moved back to her country 2 weeks ago because of immigration issues. Broke my fucking heart.

Fell in love with my best friend of four years who was mex, she fucking played my ass so bad.  I stilL think about her though even though im over feeling like shit. Kissing her and making love to her in my room, years ago still is in my mind.

I fractured my right hand in 9th grade playing bloody knuckles and to this day the hand hasnt healed right. But i can still write well.

No matter how much money i have in my pocket whether its a nickel or a wad of hundreds I am frugal and cheap when i buy things.(I'm still missing a tooth because i wont buy the gold one)

I keep my bills in their correct order and in clips.  My coins are organized too.

My Good friend is a mex pornstar and I'm trying to smash the next time she rolls through nyc more on this later.

I have social anxiety

Im a big Punk fan, and heavy metal fan, and I saw Cheetah chrome live a few years back, I was so excited a yelled all the lyrics to every single dead boys song he played, Dude gave me the eye contact while he was palying, I was psyched s fuck but i still think he was slightly annoyed lol. (I was in the front row of the club right in front of him hahaha)

The My friend and I always chill with the pros whenever they come to Nyc, and a few years back baker, emerica and dvs came to the back to the banks (07 or 06 ish) and when we spotted Torey pudwell and daniel castillo, the first thing my friend did was yell "HEY ARENT YOU THE DUDE THAT GOT SHOT" I was hella embarrased but daniel was cool as shit and just chilled with us.  Torey was shocked as hell though. My friend almost got into a fight with Nick Dompierre in front of his brother. We dubbed him "Nick Dick" ever since

The first time and one of the last times i tried weed was a few years back.... All i remember was that i was calling to god, and i couldnt feel shit( a newbies reaction) But drugs arent my thing.

I have cried to every single rocky movie.  That shit is powerful and motivating. "...I JUST WANNA GO THE DISTANCE..."

I sang the thong song in the 7th grade accapella for my entire student body of 600 students...at the end was a standing ovtion lol

I like taking long walks and smoking cigars and listening to music

My favorite author is F scott fitzgerald and i personally like to think that through some sort of weird multi dimensional black hole that in the 1920's he wrote his short stories and books for me. 

I am ambidextrous when writing and can fight south paw as well as right handed

Right now I'm broke as fuck and I'm trying to save money to feed into some ventures I'm working on

Just relearned backside shove-its at 1 am on tuesday

Im in the process of rehauling all my so-called friends and re-evaluating relationships in my life.

I'm 25

[L33Tg33k]

If you really had social anxiety then you wouldn't have had all those friends/girlfriends. Get on my level!

[iSk84thechicas]

If you really had social anxiety then you wouldn't have had all those friends/girlfriends. Get on my level!

Yea True but it comes around at weird times though, like i'm social and everything, but it hits me from time to time, and ive gotten therapy for it too.

[iSk84thechicas]

AND I SERIOUSLY HAVE A HUGE FUCKING FANTASY WITH Carrie Browstein...I just wanna lick yogurt off of her nose and totally make out with her, tooth cleaning and tongue licking you have no idea man,  god, i dont know where this is coming from but Damn she just does it for me....

[malcyvelli]

I tore my ACL in April and it's been about 3 months since the surgery and although it's healing, I'm scared it will never quite be the same as it was therefor crippling me to a degree. I've always been a pretty athletically gifted person and have questioned what would I do if I was unable to use my legs. Getting more acquainted with the grown up side of life within the last couple of years (late teens/early 20s) I haven't had much time for skating and it's ended up distancing me from it and my passion for it has substantially diminished. I've gotten into basketball as another outlet and it's actually how I tore my ACL to begin with. Even though I haven't really progressed in almost years I miss skating a lot but I'm not sure I'll ever really enjoy it again.

I've been floundering with my life direction for the last 5 years in a community college while at the same time trying to somewhat pursue some type of career in music. I now have a much better vision of what I'm after than when I had first embarked upon higher education but the drive just keeps getting lower and lower which isn't helpful at all. I've moved out then moved back in while this whole leg rehab process has been happening all while looking for work to get back on my feet. My dad has been having to cover pretty much all the medical expenses and throw me a few bucks on the side here and there. I feel like a piece of shit because I haven't been pulling my weight and I'm just over this whole situation entirely. I can't turn to the opposite sex for a stress reliever since I'm penniless at this point and I can barely scrap together gas money to get to physical let alone take hoes out.

The music is going alright. It's me and a homey and we've gotten some local attention but nothing too major. We're opening for Mickey Avalon next weekend and even though I'm not really a fan of his stuff, I'm kinda hyped on the opportunity to reach a mildly larger crowd. I've always been the stronger writer of the 2 us and have also preferred writing things for the group rather than myself while my accomplice has been more prone to work on solo endeavors. I feel like his ambition is dying as time passes by and we're still in the same place, performing the same venues. I have thoughts of moving to Atlanta where I have family and delving into the music scene out there because my current city as well as state really doesn't have much to offer as far as music careers go. Maybe we'll head out there, but we probably won't.

[iSk84thechicas]

I tore my ACL in April and it's been about 3 months since the surgery and although it's healing, I'm scared it will never quite be the same as it was therefor crippling me to a degree. I've always been a pretty athletically gifted person and have questioned what would I do if I was unable to use my legs. Getting more acquainted with the grown up side of life within the last couple of years (late teens/early 20s) I haven't had much time for skating and it's ended up distancing me from it and my passion for it has substantially diminished. I've gotten into basketball as another outlet and it's actually how I tore my ACL to begin with. Even though I haven't really progressed in almost years I miss skating a lot but I'm not sure I'll ever really enjoy it again.

I've been floundering with my life direction for the last 5 years in a community college while at the same time trying to somewhat pursue some type of career in music. I now have a much better vision of what I'm after than when I had first embarked upon higher education but the drive just keeps getting lower and lower which isn't helpful at all. I've moved out then moved back in while this whole leg rehab process has been happening all while looking for work to get back on my feet. My dad has been having to cover pretty much all the medical expenses and throw me a few bucks on the side here and there. I feel like a piece of shit because I haven't been pulling my weight and I'm just over this whole situation entirely. I can't turn to the opposite sex for a stress reliever since I'm penniless at this point and I can barely scrap together gas money to get to physical let alone take hoes out.

The music is going alright. It's me and a homey and we've gotten some local attention but nothing too major. We're opening for Mickey Avalon next weekend and even though I'm not really a fan of his stuff, I'm kinda hyped on the opportunity to reach a mildly larger crowd. I've always been the stronger writer of the 2 us and have also preferred writing things for the group rather than myself while my accomplice has been more prone to work on solo endeavors. I feel like his ambition is dying as time passes by and we're still in the same place, performing the same venues. I have thoughts of moving to Atlanta where I have family and delving into the music scene out there because my current city as well as state really doesn't have much to offer as far as music careers go. Maybe we'll head out there, but we probably won't.

This too shall pass.

[William Jefferson Clinton]

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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

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No, no, stay thirsty my friend. Don't feel guilty.  Its your right, because none of them are serious, I'm assuming.  I know your post is old, but just a heads up, I've been in your shoes.  Stay thirsty my friend. lol

Haha, I actually know Jared personally and he's totally different now then when he posted here.

[BraveUlysses]

AND I SERIOUSLY HAVE A HUGE FUCKING FANTASY WITH Carrie Browstein...I just wanna lick yogurt off of her nose and totally make out with her, tooth cleaning and tongue licking you have no idea man,  god, i dont know where this is coming from but Damn she just does it for me....

I like her on that show Portlandia.

[iSk84thechicas]

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I'm currently dating 4 girls at once.  I feel really guilty about it, they all know eachother and have no idea.  it's fucked up.

last night I learned front board nollie backside 270 thingies out on boxes at the park.  it's the funnest trick I've ever done in my life.

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No, no, stay thirsty my friend. Don't feel guilty.  Its your right, because none of them are serious, I'm assuming.  I know your post is old, but just a heads up, I've been in your shoes.  Stay thirsty my friend. lol

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Haha, I actually know Jared personally and he's totally different now then when he posted here.

I guess he finally learned that he has to get his regardless of anyone's feelings.  Bros before hoes haha

[BRIX SKWIKZ]

I FOLLOW A MAGICAL PATH OF LIGHT WHEN IM SKATING

[dirtyweemidden]

i stuck screwdrivers up kids asses..it was funny as shit

[nino brown]

Since my brother has been back from prison I haven't been able to jerk off at home any time I want like I used to. It's especially bad because I need a lot of time in order to finish if I can finish at all because of the meds I'm on. A man shouldn't have to schedule his jerk times. I need to move out.

why dont u to try scrap up sum girls man

[L33Tg33k]

I don't know how to and I'm not attracted to most the people I meet. Basically I want a rare girl and even if I meet her, I'm probably not gonna do anything about it. In fact, I'm fairly certain that I've met two girls that were interested in me, but I didn't do anything. Social anxiety, low self-esteem, and major depression aren't fun but they're convenient excuses to hold myself back. I've never been a social person and I have a hard time getting along with people. I've never had a close friend so meeting a girl that is close enough to fuck seems way outside any possible reality for me. I know you don't have to be close to fuck, but I'm just not wired that way. I crave intimacy.

I've got a concert to go to tonight. I'm going alone, of course. Maybe I'll come out of my shell when I get a few drinks in me and talk to some hipster girls.

[BRIX SKWIKZ]

GEE MAN YOU RE A FUCKING AWESOME SKATER, GET OVER YOURSELF AND PRAISE THE LORD YO !

[Will Easley]

I don't know how to and I'm not attracted to most the people I meet. Basically I want a rare girl and even if I meet her, I'm probably not gonna do anything about it. In fact, I'm fairly certain that I've met two girls that were interested in me, but I didn't do anything. Social anxiety, low self-esteem, and major depression aren't fun but they're convenient excuses to hold myself back. I've never been a social person and I have a hard time getting along with people. I've never had a close friend so meeting a girl that is close enough to fuck seems way outside any possible reality for me. I know you don't have to be close to fuck, but I'm just not wired that way. I crave intimacy.

I've got a concert to go to tonight. I'm going alone, of course. Maybe I'll come out of my shell when I get a few drinks in me and talk to some hipster girls.

obviously its gonna be hard while dealing with shit like social anxiety n whatnot, and im sure youve probably heard this a bunch of times but just really try to make an effort to get out of your comfort zone. nothing too serious, just lil baby steps to get your confidence up. you seem like a cool guy you just gotta be yourself and be more open-minded about meeting/talking to people. im sure a few drinks should help, but really its all in your head dude. sometimes the "fake it til you make it" mentality really works with confidence. dont act like an arrogant prick of course, but if you can sorta "trick" yourself into thinking more highly of yourself, im sure youll end up with better results. like i said im sure youve probably heard all that shit before and im no mental health expert, but you dont deserve to live a life a loneliness. go out there and do all the things you convince yourself not to do out of fear and just go for it. trying and failing is always worse than not trying at all ya know? fuck it, just go for it!

[nino brown]

I don't know how to and I'm not attracted to most the people I meet. Basically I want a rare girl and even if I meet her, I'm probably not gonna do anything about it. In fact, I'm fairly certain that I've met two girls that were interested in me, but I didn't do anything. Social anxiety, low self-esteem, and major depression aren't fun but they're convenient excuses to hold myself back. I've never been a social person and I have a hard time getting along with people. I've never had a close friend so meeting a girl that is close enough to fuck seems way outside any possible reality for me. I know you don't have to be close to fuck, but I'm just not wired that way. I crave intimacy.

I've got a concert to go to tonight. I'm going alone, of course. Maybe I'll come out of my shell when I get a few drinks in me and talk to some hipster girls.

I dont even know how to reply to this.

pop a xan, po a drank and stop holding your self back

like will said its all in your head mane

you cant go forever without pussy

[L33Tg33k]

Oh, Nino, you really know how to turn my frown upside down.

[HeadInLionsMouth]

I just realized I still have feelings for a girl who dumped me two years ago.

I'm mad at myself for not being over her.

And it doesn't help that these days I'm very, very lonely.

[SqueezeThePulp]

dont be mad at yourself for that shit man, but two years? damn she must've been ur dream girl or somethin

[SEAN PABLO]

im sick of this fuking shit life is gay and boring

[Powdered Toast Man!]

AND I SERIOUSLY HAVE A HUGE FUCKING FANTASY WITH Carrie Browstein...I just wanna lick yogurt off of her nose and totally make out with her, tooth cleaning and tongue licking you have no idea man,  god, i dont know where this is coming from but Damn she just does it for me....

i've always thought of her as an non-asian version of deanna templeton

im a 24 year old college student and my libido's been waning these past months and i don't know why
its not like i jack off 24/7 or been depressed or stressed out
that lust isn't constant like it used to be
funny enough, this is also the first time i've been promiscuous and had several sexual partners, i only get super aroused during foreplay and intercourse. one time i didnt even feel like doing it, i just did it because of the opportunity and for the sake of just doing it.
i also struggle to bust a nut, but thats not much of a concern.
thing is, i don't feel like doing stuff i enjoyed like watching porn or check out babes that pass by or daydream about sex or simply perv out like a regular man would
shit i dont wank anymore and rarely get a boner on command like i used to, and i terribly miss all that.
i haven't shared this with anybody. any feedback will be much appreciated
thanks
<3

[J.R.]

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AND I SERIOUSLY HAVE A HUGE FUCKING FANTASY WITH Carrie Browstein...I just wanna lick yogurt off of her nose and totally make out with her, tooth cleaning and tongue licking you have no idea man,  god, i dont know where this is coming from but Damn she just does it for me....

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i've always thought of her as an non-asian version of deanna templeton

im a 24 year old college student and my libido's been waning these past months and i don't know why
its not like i jack off 24/7 or been depressed or stressed out
that lust isn't constant like it used to be
funny enough, this is also the first time i've been promiscuous and had several sexual partners, i only get super aroused during foreplay and intercourse. one time i didnt even feel like doing it, i just did it because of the opportunity and for the sake of just doing it.
i also struggle to bust a nut, but thats not much of a concern.
thing is, i don't feel like doing stuff i enjoyed like watching porn or check out babes that pass by or daydream about sex or simply perv out like a regular man would
shit i dont wank anymore and rarely get a boner on command like i used to, and i terribly miss all that.
i haven't shared this with anybody. any feedback will be much appreciated
thanks
<3

I usually never talk about this kind of shit, but since I'm anonymous on the internet then it is fine for me hah. I've gone through the same thing, maybe it is part of getting out of your late teens/early 20's that does it. Me & everyone of my friends all agreed that when we were basically college age, that was the point where our sex drive was the craziest and we would be down to fuck stupid amounts of girls at any point in time. You're close to my age and doing the same thing as me, although this isn't the first time I've been promiscuous I have been fucking more girls lately. Same shit, getting bored, not even bothering to bust, not jerking off anytime the day I know I'm having sex, just not giving a fuck. I think sometimes girls are attracted to the attitude of not giving a fuck, it makes them work for it more. Either that or I am spoiled and have fucked some crazier girls that weren't as boring in bed lol.

[HeadInLionsMouth]

dont be mad at yourself for that shit man, but two years? damn she must've been ur dream girl or somethin

I thought it was done.  I moved on, dated other girls, practically forgot about her. I even saw her in social situations and it was like we were never together, just friends, no awkwardness. Then out of nowhere, it comes flooding back.

I don't even know what it is I'm feeling but I know I'm feeling like shit.

[malcyvelli]

I just realized I still have feelings for a girl who dumped me two years ago.

I'm mad at myself for not being over her.

And it doesn't help that these days I'm very, very lonely.

I feel you man,I was in a similar situation

I dated a girl that I though was perfect but I just wasn't ready like I didn't have the dating experience and it ended shortly and I just couldn't let it go for years mentally, even after I gradually went through other relationships since then, I felt the other girls just never compared to her, we got back in touch and after much pursuit on my end we eventually started dating again, it ended kinda fast once more but this time I wasn't even mad or hurt about it, I was fine and I realized I just needed closure, I had such a good feeling from the first time we were together, despite my inexperience with relationships, that I needed to see what could've been and the results were the same which led me to come to the conclusion that we just weren't right for each other, shit still trips me out

[shitsandwich]

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dont be mad at yourself for that shit man, but two years? damn she must've been ur dream girl or somethin

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I thought it was done.  I moved on, dated other girls, practically forgot about her. I even saw her in social situations and it was like we were never together, just friends, no awkwardness. Then out of nowhere, it comes flooding back.

I don't even know what it is I'm feeling but I know I'm feeling like shit.

Why don't you try and go for it?

[HeadInLionsMouth]

I feel you man,I was in a similar situation

I dated a girl that I though was perfect but I just wasn't ready like I didn't have the dating experience and it ended shortly and I just couldn't let it go for years mentally, even after I gradually went through other relationships since then, I felt the other girls just never compared to her, we got back in touch and after much pursuit on my end we eventually started dating again, it ended kinda fast once more but this time I wasn't even mad or hurt about it, I was fine and I realized I just needed closure, I had such a good feeling from the first time we were together, despite my inexperience with relationships, that I needed to see what could've been and the results were the same which led me to come to the conclusion that we just weren't right for each other, shit still trips me out

I kind of feel like that's the case - that we aren't right for each other, but something sticks with me and I can't seem to shake it.

Why don't you try and go for it?

Afraid of getting hurt or worse, wasting my time. I just get the vibe that I'm the only one of the two of us who would want to try again. I don't know, maybe I'm just being a wuss

[SEAN PABLO]

do NOT go for it

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I constantly type long paragraphs in this thread, then hit back because they all read like I am a whiny pussy.

[L33Tg33k]

Hasn't stopped me. Post your deepest and darkest in here, you can't possibly come off worse than I already have.

[EPetrov]

Confession: I want somebody to send me some anti depressant or anxiety pills to see if they work.