real confessions

[ice nine]

u look like a zonked out alternate dimension muska in that one rusty

[tobey]

i guarantee im the hairiest dude on slap. ive been shaving since 14.

i used to be so embarrassed and self conscious about it that i never wore shorts from 8th grade until i was probably 19 unless i was going swimming just because people would see my legs and have to say "oh my god! your legs are so hairy!!" then they would want to touch them. people have pet my arms before because theyre so hairy. now that im older, i dont care about it, but growing up as the hairy guy definitely sucked. once i tried to shave my chest hair in probably junior year because i used to hang out at the lake a lot nobody else my age had a full on hairy chest like i did. then it all started to grow back and get stubbly and i got made fun of for that too.

I was the complete opposite, i wouldn't wear shorts cause i had very little to no hair all through out high school

[Andrew]

l33tgeek, do you have any girls you are just friends with?
I feel like a lot of awkwardness around girls just comes from not really knowing how to talk/relate to them. Having cool girls around that you aren't interested in dating (sexually attracted to) can be really beneficial. I have a good number of girl friends and it definitely makes talking to girls I AM interested in way easier. Talking to girls I am interested in can still be nerve wracking for sure, but i find that initial casual conversation is a lot less stressful if I treat it like a convo with one of my girl friends. from this point, you can see if there is any chemistry in the air and it's easier to make the next logical step. plus, girls (obviously) have other cute friends and if yr cool then you'll probably end up meeting them at some point and them wamamamama
your point about how talking to guys is a lot easier made me think of this.

i don't know if this helps at all but i figured it couldn't hurt

[iSk84thechicas]

Feeling pretty tight, I have been staying at my mothers place for a bit, and unfortunately haven been able to catch jobs. I work in the restaurant industry and haven't had anything stick.  Just a few trials.  No call backs.  I went out for an hour yesterday and My mother went and either left and is home and isnt opening the door. very irritating.  I almost flat broke and all my money and clothes are there.  She tole me yesterday that in 3 days shes moving Is she gone now??? WTF. I know its her place, but god damn, if you say your gonna give me 3 days then dammit give me 3 days, or at least let me talk to you about it. And I think shes just bluffing, nothings packed and she  usually gets cranky all the time about minor issues.  All i have with me is the clothes on my back, my skateboard and some skate shoes. And a motorcycle jacket. I fucking look like slash right now with short hair.  I havent slept since yesterday and Im sitting here typing this in the fucking library, eyes red as hell, and my legs and feet are getting tired from walking around.  My girlfriend is all the way in mexico and I'm thinking of having her wire me some money if my mom is serious. All my friends are broke, or have been ditching me.  And I'm contemplating calling my porn chick friend to help me out. Could call one of my spanish milf fbs to let me stay but this one in particular is all the way in NJ. But im really tight. And dont know what to do next.

[SodaJerk]

Feeling pretty tight, I have been staying at my mothers place for a bit, and unfortunately haven been able to catch jobs. I work in the restaurant industry and haven't had anything stick.  Just a few trials.  No call backs.  I went out for an hour yesterday and My mother went and either left and is home and isnt opening the door. very irritating.  I almost flat broke and all my money and clothes are there.  She tole me yesterday that in 3 days shes moving Is she gone now??? WTF. I know its her place, but god damn, if you say your gonna give me 3 days then dammit give me 3 days, or at least let me talk to you about it. And I think shes just bluffing, nothings packed and she  usually gets cranky all the time about minor issues.  All i have with me is the clothes on my back, my skateboard and some skate shoes. And a motorcycle jacket. I fucking look like slash right now with short hair.  I havent slept since yesterday and Im sitting here typing this in the fucking library, eyes red as hell, and my legs and feet are getting tired from walking around.  My girlfriend is all the way in mexico and I'm thinking of having her wire me some money if my mom is serious. All my friends are broke, or have been ditching me.  And I'm contemplating calling my porn chick friend to help me out. Could call one of my spanish milf fbs to let me stay but this one in particular is all the way in NJ. But im really tight. And dont know what to do next.

Could be worse.

[iSk84thechicas]

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Feeling pretty tight, I have been staying at my mothers place for a bit, and unfortunately haven been able to catch jobs. I work in the restaurant industry and haven't had anything stick.  Just a few trials.  No call backs.  I went out for an hour yesterday and My mother went and either left and is home and isnt opening the door. very irritating.  I almost flat broke and all my money and clothes are there.  She tole me yesterday that in 3 days shes moving Is she gone now??? WTF. I know its her place, but god damn, if you say your gonna give me 3 days then dammit give me 3 days, or at least let me talk to you about it. And I think shes just bluffing, nothings packed and she  usually gets cranky all the time about minor issues.  All i have with me is the clothes on my back, my skateboard and some skate shoes. And a motorcycle jacket. I fucking look like slash right now with short hair.  I havent slept since yesterday and Im sitting here typing this in the fucking library, eyes red as hell, and my legs and feet are getting tired from walking around.  My girlfriend is all the way in mexico and I'm thinking of having her wire me some money if my mom is serious. All my friends are broke, or have been ditching me.  And I'm contemplating calling my porn chick friend to help me out. Could call one of my spanish milf fbs to let me stay but this one in particular is all the way in NJ. But im really tight. And dont know what to do next.

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Could be worse.

3 words just made my experience 100 times better. your right.  Now lets hope she answers the phone and isnt in LA.

[ROCKxADIO420]

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Feeling pretty tight, I have been staying at my mothers place for a bit, and unfortunately haven been able to catch jobs. I work in the restaurant industry and haven't had anything stick.  Just a few trials.  No call backs.  I went out for an hour yesterday and My mother went and either left and is home and isnt opening the door. very irritating.  I almost flat broke and all my money and clothes are there.  She tole me yesterday that in 3 days shes moving Is she gone now??? WTF. I know its her place, but god damn, if you say your gonna give me 3 days then dammit give me 3 days, or at least let me talk to you about it. And I think shes just bluffing, nothings packed and she  usually gets cranky all the time about minor issues.  All i have with me is the clothes on my back, my skateboard and some skate shoes. And a motorcycle jacket. I fucking look like slash right now with short hair.  I havent slept since yesterday and Im sitting here typing this in the fucking library, eyes red as hell, and my legs and feet are getting tired from walking around.  My girlfriend is all the way in mexico and I'm thinking of having her wire me some money if my mom is serious. All my friends are broke, or have been ditching me.  And I'm contemplating calling my porn chick friend to help me out. Could call one of my spanish milf fbs to let me stay but this one in particular is all the way in NJ. But im really tight. And dont know what to do next.

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Could be worse.

sounds pretty tight.

[Peter Zagreus]

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spanish milf fbs

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Could be worse.

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sounds pretty tight.

[L33Tg33k]

I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

[ill_Murray]

I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

You seriously need to move man.  Just pick a new city.

[L33Tg33k]

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

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You seriously need to move man.  Just pick a new city.

I probably will once my SSI starts coming in. Maybe Portland, maybe Seattle.

[ill_Murray]

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

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You seriously need to move man.  Just pick a new city.

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I probably will once my SSI starts coming in. Maybe Portland, maybe Seattle.

I hear good things about the people but the weather seems too intense.

[tobey]

I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

legit the same thing happens to me, i asked my friends if they wanted to do anything for new years (this was last year) and all of them said no. I found out later they all went to a bar and had a great time with out me, and when i confronted them all they said was "lol".

[L33Tg33k]

Yeah, but I'm way cooler than you.

[tobey]

can you do a nightmare flip? didn't think so

[Mr. Lono]

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

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legit the same thing happens to me, i asked my friends if they wanted to do anything for new years (this was last year) and all of them said no. I found out later they all went to a bar and had a great time with out me, and when i confronted them all they said was "lol".

listen to hurt feelings by the flight of the conchords

[L33Tg33k]

Some days are just so fucking hard to get through. I didn't get out of bed until about 2:30. I just couldn't fucking move. When I finally got up and made myself do some chores I started to feel like I could turn my life around. That lasted about an hour or two. I guess I could put a positive spin on that though as I've been feeling that way more often than I ever have before. But it's so goddamn fleeting and the crash is crushing. I immediately start thinking of all my failures again. All the fucking jobs I've applied to and didn't get. The few jobs I did get and wanted to kill myself at as soon as I came in. The jobs I applied for that I tried my hardest to get, cared about immensely, and could have sworn I was going to get hired for that never led to anything. Those ones still hurt a lot. That fact that I make virtually no money. I just don't know how long I can last or how long my fear will keep me around. I'm so sorry for this post. I'm sorry for everything. I don't want to feel like this any more. I don't even know if depression is a real thing. Some people are good and others just suck. Ignore this.

[brycickle]

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

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You seriously need to move man.  Just pick a new city.

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I probably will once my SSI starts coming in. Maybe Portland, maybe Seattle.

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I hear good things about the people but the weather seems too intense.

There is nothing intense about a trickling rain.

[ill_Murray]

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I can't get my "friends" to do anything with me. I tell them about something a good deal in advance and they say it'll be super cool, then they go do something else without me. Shit happens all the time. I guess I'll drink this 12 pack and rum by myself.

[close]

You seriously need to move man.  Just pick a new city.

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I probably will once my SSI starts coming in. Maybe Portland, maybe Seattle.

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I hear good things about the people but the weather seems too intense.

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There is nothing intense about a trickling rain.

Excuse my adjective choice, but as I've recently been living in Southern California, anything other than 70 and sunny is "intense."

[Tarela]

Some days are just so fucking hard to get through. I didn't get out of bed until about 2:30. I just couldn't fucking move. When I finally got up and made myself do some chores I started to feel like I could turn my life around. That lasted about an hour or two. I guess I could put a positive spin on that though as I've been feeling that way more often than I ever have before. But it's so goddamn fleeting and the crash is crushing. I immediately start thinking of all my failures again. All the fucking jobs I've applied to and didn't get. The few jobs I did get and wanted to kill myself at as soon as I came in. The jobs I applied for that I tried my hardest to get, cared about immensely, and could have sworn I was going to get hired for that never led to anything. Those ones still hurt a lot. That fact that I make virtually no money. I just don't know how long I can last or how long my fear will keep me around. I'm so sorry for this post. I'm sorry for everything. I don't want to feel like this any more. I don't even know if depression is a real thing. Some people are good and others just suck. Ignore this.

I definitely know the feeling of being bummed on missing the target on a job interview but you cant take it too hard, you gotta remember how many people are probably also applying some might look better on paper some might not..Also you gotta remember not everyone has an eye for talent and will miss opportunity. Take it as a minor set back...That Malto epicly later'd is a good example JT passed him up for zero as amazing and talented as he clearly is/was...and even after that he was girl flow forever before they took a chance on him....


I guess this is where people come to vent...ive had this weird on and off thing with this chick for well over a year, kinda trippin on it cause even though i know i care about her a lot, i dunno what i should do. She claims we should be "friends" but it really feels like a relationship, she gets really mad if i go ghost for a few days, she gives me space but it comes off as shes not happy doing it but she does..last time we hung out she was kinda being weird and kinda bothered when another friend and i somehow would talk about me and other girls or my love life...anyway we got into an argument tonight because i havent said anything in a week i was being quiet since she has a tendency to not reply to texts/calls sometimes and she wants to be alone for reasons sometimes unknown to me, but yea shes saying all kinds of shit like dont hit me up ever and stuff, i know deep down that could crush her but at the same time, i dont know if this can go any further and i dont know if shes being honest with me about how she feels or if she wants this to go any further (or even if it can)..Should i just dip and do my own thing as much as it may suck, i dont think ive ever put so much effort and energy in another human being before and its stressful, if i knew the feeling was mutual it would be easier to stick it out..at this moment i dunno what to say or even if i wanna or should say anything today or in the coming days..some input may help.

[pinche gringo]

Tarela, you probably need to talk to her about all of that stuff. Figure out where she's at, and what she expects of you. Be honest about what you're willing to put into the relationship. Good luck.

[Tarela]

Tarela, you probably need to talk to her about all of that stuff. Figure out where she's at, and what she expects of you. Be honest about what you're willing to put into the relationship. Good luck.

tried it already last night, she holds back, and puts up walls. Im gettin kinda tired of trying at this point

[paraquat]

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Tarela, you probably need to talk to her about all of that stuff. Figure out where she's at, and what she expects of you. Be honest about what you're willing to put into the relationship. Good luck.

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tried it already last night, she holds back, and puts up walls. Im gettin kinda tired of trying at this point

Yo if you are under 25 just bang it once more and move on.

[ill_Murray]

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Tarela, you probably need to talk to her about all of that stuff. Figure out where she's at, and what she expects of you. Be honest about what you're willing to put into the relationship. Good luck.

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tried it already last night, she holds back, and puts up walls. Im gettin kinda tired of trying at this point

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Yo if you are under 25 just bang it once more and move on.

It's hard for sure man, nothing makes you feel better like the next one though.

[Tarela]

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Tarela, you probably need to talk to her about all of that stuff. Figure out where she's at, and what she expects of you. Be honest about what you're willing to put into the relationship. Good luck.

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tried it already last night, she holds back, and puts up walls. Im gettin kinda tired of trying at this point

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Yo if you are under 25 just bang it once more and move on.

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It's hard for sure man, nothing makes you feel better like the next one though.

@Paraquat haha why im pretty close to 25 but why is that the cutoff?
@ill_Murray your probably right on this one

I should probably just take the L on this one and keep it pushin..i cant tell whats her end game and even if what i suspected it was is right... isnt any good if they cant be upfront about it.

[paraquat]

I guess depending on where you are in life, relationships with women come and go quickly sometimes in your 20's. Just pointing out that if you want it to be serious and she is not showing the same enthusiasm towards it, then I suggest you smash that ass and dash bro.

[Rusty_Berrings]

just woke up from a dream where michael jordan moved in on my street and put up a billboard that would tell what TV shows he was watching that night/inviting people to watch them with him in a private movie theatre at his house. pretty rad.

[ill_Murray]

just woke up from a dream where michael jordan moved in on my street and put up a billboard that would tell what TV shows he was watching that night/inviting people to watch them with him in a private movie theatre at his house. pretty rad.

I wish I still had/could remember dreams. 

[@thewilleasley]

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just woke up from a dream where michael jordan moved in on my street and put up a billboard that would tell what TV shows he was watching that night/inviting people to watch them with him in a private movie theatre at his house. pretty rad.

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I wish I still had/could remember dreams. 

most likely you just can't remember them. the average person dreams like 3-4 a night & only remembers 1 or 2 a week. if this has gone on for a long time and you just literally don't dream when you sleep then it could mean that you're sleep deprived and just aren't going thru enough REM cycles every night, and/or have built up a "sleep debt"

[shark tits]

my buddy got drunk last night so his wife took the car from him today/made him sleep at his mother's. so we didn't work on the pyramid. or saw the lightpole. i texted him that i put my new setup together and wanted to film some stuff. he wrote back he was tired so i told him 'it's casual, i'm gonna be too tired/broke when it's time to cement that pyramid' then i bought a bag. didn't get as high as i would've liked to but i don't have rusty here to save my life right now either. [thanks rusty!]
if i'm the only one taking it serious, fuck it. as much as i enjoy building, i have more fun skating the honey farms plaza down my hill than anywhere else.