real confessions

[Rusty_Berrings]

i guess it's same difference as far as the getting/giving number thing goes. as far as the whole rural thing goes, i live in a pretty big college town so it's not too nuts.

[Everett425]

I'm absolutely terrified of death. That is all.

[nice_guy_2]

i just wanna be free

[Numeral]

I'm broke, I can't seem to manage my income at all, I've been deep in debt for 2 years now. every time I feel I'm about to come out I find myself having to spend money I don't have.

some aspects of my life have been complete shit for a while now....

[ill_Murray]

I'm broke, I can't seem to manage my income at all, I've been deep in debt for 2 years now. every time I feel I'm about to come out I find myself having to spend money I don't have.

some aspects of my life have been complete shit for a while now....

I've been in this same boat for a while.  I seem to just keep cruising along getting lucky with continuous incomes but I can't get to that spot where I can actually start putting money away.  The biggest detriment to my savings are my student loans.  Fuck you Sallie Mae, you janky bitch.   

[Uncle Guss]

Out of all the good friends I've made last year in college, I'm pretty much the only one that's actually returning, whether it's due to shit grades or getting kicked out for weed or drugs or whatnot. I'm pretty much starting from square one and it's really bumming me out. Don't feel like hitting up all the half friends I met at the beginning of freshman year so I've just been chilling by myself and working mad hours at my shitty work study job. Life feels kinda beat right now

[shark tits]

i haven't eaten ass in like a yr and a half

[hufs calve muscles]

i haven't eaten ass in like a yr and a half

Damn bruh that's cold.  Are we talking no sex at all or just ass chewin?

[shark tits]

fucking both! i sorta had a broad to horseplay w/ last winter but before that, like a girlfriend, that ended around february 2013. maybe cause i'm old it doesn't bother me so much. oh, when i was w/ my last girlfriend i would go a month w/out fucking her. she was caustic! i think my libido is lower than most people, i'm more into skating or when i'm doing opiates, them. sex is rad but now i'm bumming around my hometown so i don't feel super hot about that. if i had a iphone i'd try that tindr shit.

[L33Tg33k]

I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

[Jackie Joyner Kersee]

I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

Do it. Good luck

[hufs calve muscles]

I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

Why??

I just used my first gnar on you L33T.

[Rusty_Berrings]

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I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

[close]

Do it. Good luck

I've met women in lockups. You might just be lucky enough to get some n00dz when you're both in halfway houses.

[skateskateskate]

I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

how does that work? like what do you say

[shark tits]

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I'm very seriously considering hospitalizing myself today. I may be gone for some time.

[close]

how does that work? like what do you say

tell em you're suicidal and you've earned a bed for 3 days at least. i only go in and tell em i've got wicked bad anxiety w/ a touch of suicidal ideation so's i can get emergency benzos but not hafta stay. wish i would've spent a little time last yr, i'd prolly win my ssi case this yr. oh well, i will reap just what i sew.

[Prince Nelson]

I'm making a conscious decision to not drink alcohol anymore. It seems like every time I do drink, it just makes me feel terrible. And that's not really working out right now. So, sober living begins today.

[dillanharp]

I'm making a conscious decision to not drink alcohol anymore. It seems like every time I do drink, it just makes me feel terrible. And that's not really working out right now. So, sober living begins today.

Good luck with that. I've been trying (and failing) to remain sober for the last year.

[Jackie Joyner Kersee]

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I'm making a conscious decision to not drink alcohol anymore. It seems like every time I do drink, it just makes me feel terrible. And that's not really working out right now. So, sober living begins today.

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Good luck with that. I've been trying (and failing) to remain sober for the last year.

do or do not

[Prince Nelson]

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I'm making a conscious decision to not drink alcohol anymore. It seems like every time I do drink, it just makes me feel terrible. And that's not really working out right now. So, sober living begins today.

[close]

Good luck with that. I've been trying (and failing) to remain sober for the last year.

Thank you. It's a change that I need to make, along with my general attitude towards life and people.

Good luck in your own journey towards sobriety.

[pinche gringo]

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I'm making a conscious decision to not drink alcohol anymore. It seems like every time I do drink, it just makes me feel terrible. And that's not really working out right now. So, sober living begins today.

[close]

Good luck with that. I've been trying (and failing) to remain sober for the last year.

[close]

Thank you. It's a change that I need to make, along with my general attitude towards life and people.

Good luck in your own journey towards sobriety.

Good luck to both of you. Try to stay positive even if you slip up, you can do anything you want to do.

[Candygirl]

Dear SLAP,

I've been together with my girlfriend for almost 8 years now(I am 26 now). We lived together for 6 of them. Now she's living in Berlin and I live in CPH, which hasn't been big of a problem for the past year. We saw each other at least every 4 weeks and got the whole thing figured out. Went to NYC on summer vacation and so on. I was planning to move to Berlin as well.
All of a sudden she tells me that she doesn't know what to thin about us... I really want a genuine answer but she can't. She needs time to think she says, which makes the situation even worse.

Since I've never been in a situation like that I don't really know how to cope with it.
SLAP always knows the answer.
Anyone been in a situation like that? Breaking up would be the worst. We share all of our good friends with each other... How will life even go on...

[the snake]

seems like you gonna have to be strong in the next weeks or months...sorry dude

[Candygirl]

That's what I already thought. Skateboarding will always be there.

[nice_guy_2]

Dear SLAP,

I've been together with my girlfriend for almost 8 years now(I am 26 now). We lived together for 6 of them. Now she's living in Berlin and I live in CPH, which hasn't been big of a problem for the past year. We saw each other at least every 4 weeks and got the whole thing figured out. Went to NYC on summer vacation and so on. I was planning to move to Berlin as well.
All of a sudden she tells me that she doesn't know what to thin about us... I really want a genuine answer but she can't. She needs time to think she says, which makes the situation even worse.

Since I've never been in a situation like that I don't really know how to cope with it.
SLAP always knows the answer.
Anyone been in a situation like that? Breaking up would be the worst. We share all of our good friends with each other... How will life even go on...

oh my GOODNESS dood buckle up, you're in store for one seriously emotional rollercoaster and you'll probably sink into feelings you've never experienced before.

Soon all those sappy love songs on the radio are about to make a whole lot of sense.

BUT!!!!

i think this kind of thing needs to happen to everybody at least once in their lifetime.
prepare to feel extremely alive as you enter one of the hardest experiences a human can go through

[Candygirl]

I never felt pain like that before.
While we were talking I told her how I think about it, in a good manner.
But the sentence "I need time to think" is already a death sentence for a relationship.
Even if things pan out, how can you trust the person again.

I'll keep you updated. Suggestions for the waiting time would be nice.

[Turtle Boy]

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Dear SLAP,

I've been together with my girlfriend for almost 8 years now(I am 26 now). We lived together for 6 of them. Now she's living in Berlin and I live in CPH, which hasn't been big of a problem for the past year. We saw each other at least every 4 weeks and got the whole thing figured out. Went to NYC on summer vacation and so on. I was planning to move to Berlin as well.
All of a sudden she tells me that she doesn't know what to thin about us... I really want a genuine answer but she can't. She needs time to think she says, which makes the situation even worse.

Since I've never been in a situation like that I don't really know how to cope with it.
SLAP always knows the answer.
Anyone been in a situation like that? Breaking up would be the worst. We share all of our good friends with each other... How will life even go on...

[close]

oh my GOODNESS dood buckle up, you're in store for one seriously emotional rollercoaster and you'll probably sink into feelings you've never experienced before.

Soon all those sappy love songs on the radio are about to make a whole lot of sense.

BUT!!!!

i think this kind of thing needs to happen to everybody at least once in their lifetime.
prepare to feel extremely alive as you enter one of the hardest experiences a human can go through

This.

[jezus]

I'm kinda new here, but I just had to do this.

Here I go:

The last year or so when I was still in high school I had really found the way of living that works out for me, I stopped drinking (here in belgium you're allowed to drink at 16, but It's normal to start earlier), eating meat, masturbating,eating chocolate and unnatural products, basicly was (and still am) living a kind of buddhist live within our western society, not letting myself be distracted by sex or envy or other foolish emotions. I was really happy this way, with drawing, skating and making videos as my only 'earthly' outlets.
But now I am going to college, and I live in a student room (in a 'kot' as we say here, don't really know how to say it in english.) during the week days and go back home in the weekends. For some reason, the time while I'm here I really can't seem to find happiness anymore, the campus is really big, and I can't handle the extreme amount of people there, especially when they all talk to eachother in an aula and the sound echos against the walls, I'm close to getting some sort of panic attack every time that happens.
But most of all, I really miss my best friend from high school. not like, I feel alone and miss my friends, but like in the way you miss a girlfriend. And the more I think about it, the more I realise that I'm in love with him. I've been in love with another guy in the past, but that did not end up well, and I've been in love with girls as well, so what does that make me, like, a bisexual? I'm a bit confused, and only seem to be happy when I go home to go skating with my friends in the weekend, and when I'm here I'm just scrolling the slap forums killing time.

I'll probably delete this if I get this all figured out, but it's just kind of for a therapeutic purpose that I'm posting this.

[Candygirl]

I'm kinda new here, but I just had to do this.

Here I go:

The last year or so when I was still in high school I had really found the way of living that works out for me, I stopped drinking (here in belgium you're allowed to drink at 16, but It's normal to start earlier), eating meat, masturbating,eating chocolate and unnatural products, basicly was (and still am) living a kind of buddhist live within our western society, not letting myself be distracted by sex or envy or other foolish emotions. I was really happy this way, with drawing, skating and making videos as my only 'earthly' outlets.
But now I am going to college, and I live in a student room (in a 'kot' as we say here, don't really know how to say it in english.) during the week days and go back home in the weekends. For some reason, the time while I'm here I really can't seem to find happiness anymore, the campus is really big, and I can't handle the extreme amount of people there, especially when they all talk to eachother in an aula and the sound echos against the walls, I'm close to getting some sort of panic attack every time that happens.
But most of all, I really miss my best friend from high school. not like, I feel alone and miss my friends, but like in the way you miss a girlfriend. And the more I think about it, the more I realise that I'm in love with him. I've been in love with another guy in the past, but that did not end up well, and I've been in love with girls as well, so what does that make me, like, a bisexual? I'm a bit confused, and only seem to be happy when I go home to go skating with my friends in the weekend, and when I'm here I'm just scrolling the slap forums killing time.

I'll probably delete this if I get this all figured out, but it's just kind of for a therapeutic purpose that I'm posting this.

Coming from a small Village near a small Town I am used to a quiet life.
I moved to Copenhagen and met a lot of cool people, skaters and fellow students. But somehow the city doesn't get quiet enough for my taste. It was still better in my hometown.
Even though I met cool people (skaters) it isn't the same for me. The spots are better, the scene is bigger but life and studying sucks.
Most of my close friends moved to Berlin, as my ex girlfriend (since now). We broke up but I still intent to go there, because all my good friends are there and I only feel happyness around them.
I don't want to say you should do the same thing. This is what works for me. I enjoy CPH even more after deciding to go to Berlin. 4 months left.

I can't help with the other situation thoug.
I hope you find what you are searching for.
Take care. 

[Candygirl]

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Dear SLAP,

I've been together with my girlfriend for almost 8 years now(I am 26 now). We lived together for 6 of them. Now she's living in Berlin and I live in CPH, which hasn't been big of a problem for the past year. We saw each other at least every 4 weeks and got the whole thing figured out. Went to NYC on summer vacation and so on. I was planning to move to Berlin as well.
All of a sudden she tells me that she doesn't know what to thin about us... I really want a genuine answer but she can't. She needs time to think she says, which makes the situation even worse.

Since I've never been in a situation like that I don't really know how to cope with it.
SLAP always knows the answer.
Anyone been in a situation like that? Breaking up would be the worst. We share all of our good friends with each other... How will life even go on...

[close]

oh my GOODNESS dood buckle up, you're in store for one seriously emotional rollercoaster and you'll probably sink into feelings you've never experienced before.

Soon all those sappy love songs on the radio are about to make a whole lot of sense.

BUT!!!!

i think this kind of thing needs to happen to everybody at least once in their lifetime.
prepare to feel extremely alive as you enter one of the hardest experiences a human can go through

[close]

This.

We just broke up. And now I know what talked about.
Even thoug it hurts, I feel better now than before. Now I know where I stand and will have to move on.

[jezus]

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I'm kinda new here, but I just had to do this.

Here I go:

The last year or so when I was still in high school I had really found the way of living that works out for me, I stopped drinking (here in belgium you're allowed to drink at 16, but It's normal to start earlier), eating meat, masturbating,eating chocolate and unnatural products, basicly was (and still am) living a kind of buddhist live within our western society, not letting myself be distracted by sex or envy or other foolish emotions. I was really happy this way, with drawing, skating and making videos as my only 'earthly' outlets.
But now I am going to college, and I live in a student room (in a 'kot' as we say here, don't really know how to say it in english.) during the week days and go back home in the weekends. For some reason, the time while I'm here I really can't seem to find happiness anymore, the campus is really big, and I can't handle the extreme amount of people there, especially when they all talk to eachother in an aula and the sound echos against the walls, I'm close to getting some sort of panic attack every time that happens.
But most of all, I really miss my best friend from high school. not like, I feel alone and miss my friends, but like in the way you miss a girlfriend. And the more I think about it, the more I realise that I'm in love with him. I've been in love with another guy in the past, but that did not end up well, and I've been in love with girls as well, so what does that make me, like, a bisexual? I'm a bit confused, and only seem to be happy when I go home to go skating with my friends in the weekend, and when I'm here I'm just scrolling the slap forums killing time.

I'll probably delete this if I get this all figured out, but it's just kind of for a therapeutic purpose that I'm posting this.

[close]

Coming from a small Village near a small Town I am used to a quiet life.
I moved to Copenhagen and met a lot of cool people, skaters and fellow students. But somehow the city doesn't get quiet enough for my taste. It was still better in my hometown.
Even though I met cool people (skaters) it isn't the same for me. The spots are better, the scene is bigger but life and studying sucks.
Most of my close friends moved to Berlin, as my ex girlfriend (since now). We broke up but I still intent to go there, because all my good friends are there and I only feel happyness around them.
I don't want to say you should do the same thing. This is what works for me. I enjoy CPH even more after deciding to go to Berlin. 4 months left.

I can't help with the other situation thoug.
I hope you find what you are searching for.
Take care. 

maybe I should try that, I'll think about it for a while first. thanks for the advice, I appreciate it! good luck in Berlin!