I know you're being supportive, Tobey, but I'll say this again. I don't give a fuck about virgin social stigma. Sex is an experience that I want. Sex is biological imperative that I have. Sex is part of forming intimate relationships. If most people didn't feel these urges the porn and sex industries wouldn't be worth billions of dollars, prostitution wouldn't be the world's oldest profession, and all of the entertainment industry would be entirely different. I am not embarrassed to be a virgin. I am not embarrassed to talk about sex. What I am is lonely, sexual starved, and major depressive. Something tells me fucking my hand has got nothing on fucking a vagina, nor is it very satisfying, and I don't think ol' lefty is relationship material anyway (we ran out of stuff to talk about years ago). I don't watch porn of people shaking hands. No, I watch porn of the penis penetrating vagina variety. Is it going to make me happy? Fuck no. But hopefully it will make me happy for the 30 seconds it's going to take me and I'll have the experience. I will instantly be able to relate to people on a dimension that I never have before.
Thanks for caring, though. Seriously.
Also this is nitpicking, but it's not really a trip. I'm from San Diego. TJ is a 15 minute drive south, 5 of those minutes it's just getting to the freeway, I can see it from my house, and I couldn't really get lost there.
And don't worry, Rusty. I'm not going to fall in love with someone whose only interaction with me is to do her job.