Lets start if off:
I woke up with a boner for the past 2 nights, even though I dont remmber my dreams... they were problably good though (awkward to the max)
I dont really even know what being close to family is. Sometimes I feel like it but sometiems I dont, its wierd. Same with me feeling wierd to say I love you to my parents. Just nothing I did when I was a kid so it feels awkward to say now. I guess it will come with maturity
Im the most awkward person ever and I feel like its because I was homeschooled for most of middleschool. So its as if im 5 years younger with my social skills or something like that
I feel like I dont even really know myself as I should be because I go through phases and sometiems adopt other peoples phrases. Dunno if thats wierd or not lol
I am WAY too judgemental of other people, and sometiems say it outloud too often to make a joke. And it annoys me looking back
I make no sence sometiems in real life, sometimes I feel like I never developed my breain right. Its not that bad though.
I look at shoes too much (but I dont buy hellov them)
Im uncircumcized and I feel good/bad about it. Its annoying because sometimes a few years ago when I used to piss in pools (fucking disgusting anyways) and my skin would poofup and id have to squeeze the water out haha... so fuckign wierd is I
I hate how I go through phases in life like one where I wear hats or something and I look back and realize how it gay it was and how much of a poser I looked like
SO MANY girls like me (asians that are ugly haha) but if Im into a girl, I dont really persue it as to asking her out. Not as much because of rejection (but mayeb it is) but also beceuase I dotn wanna ruin teh relationship we already have, and I think im not good enough because I wouldnt always be able to hold up a convorsation or make funny jokes all the time. But I guess only the right ones say yes.
Maybe more later, I have to brainstorm my other downs