To semi pacify madness, I've decided to have 3 setups, each with different trucks.
Nostalgia setup: Blind Lotti football with Indys
Trying something different setup: business and company 8.12 with thunder 147.
Safety net setup: deck TBD, Venture lo 5.2
Not sure what deck with the venture trucks yet. To add to the crazy, I have different shoes for each. In theory that will keep that "same feel" to each situation.
I also learned that my ankle is still weak af from tearing tendons in December so I can't really do any tricks currently anyway, just roll in my driveway
I also feel like when my job is pissing me off, it comes out in my personal life via truck madness. Like my mind is trying to find some place to put the inner quarrel, coupled with me watching old skate vids daily and having mot skated since before Xmas