real confessions

[Grind King Rims]

Ah lads, what are you doing, going to the gym and going jogging in jeans 
It's not a big deal to switch to some sweatpants or shorts when you're exercising, and you'll thank yourself when you do it.
Stop working out in jeans, hahaha.

[hufs calve muscles]

I work right next to a gym and it's been winter here so going in my jeans at lunch hasn't been a big deal to me. We have tradies over here who go in their straight up tradie clothes, mud and all hahaha.
I'd never get on the bike or runner in jeans though.

Anyone else on suboxone absolutely lose their sex drive? Shit is bumming me out.

About 4 months ago this 18yo chick from work blew me in the car and everything worked fine. But apart from that I haven't even been jacking off or anything. When I was loaded all the time it killed my sex drive but I'd at least Jack it once or twice a week. Now nothing at all!

[shark tits]

SBW, my mom gave me some kratom when i was dopesick, didn't do me any justice.
HCM, i think i'm sorta getting mine back. on dope it's pretty nonexistent but right now i'm getting spontaneous big pink boners like when i was younger. i attribute it to excercise increasing circulation. yo, it's those headstands, instant viagra!

[lickcakes]

I just need to make a selfish venting post, sorry in advance.

i. I'm visiting my family right now, and my boyfriend is back at home, and he has pretty much just been asking what I'm doing constantly. He even found a guy I'm chatting with down here and started talking to him. I'm a rather private person and in need of space, and I'm just not getting it whatsoever.

Earlier, I let him know about how I feel, in a way that he would have understood. However, since a couple friends let him down today, his mood took a sharp decline when I talked to him about what I wanted. He started talking about suicide, and I helped him get through it. It fucking sucks to have to worry about this shit while I'm on holiday.

Fortunately, this happens pretty rarely. The few shitty nights have been totally worth it. 99% of the time it's great, but I need to vent about the bad.

ii. So many people in California are fucking flakes. I've set up so many potential meetings here, but 1/5 (if that) actually come through. Even guys I've met before flake out. Fucking hell.

iii. I'll probably never be comfortable on coping (or any obstacle, really), I still freak out about STIs even though I'm ridiculously careful, my body gets way too cold way too easily, I haven't cuddled at all with guys on my holiday, I don't want to be told what to do, I don't want to have to find a job, I don't want to be wrongly denied for insurance again, gdsiunfdsbhjkahkbj fadsui hfldusafludsakj fjhiuh ye8qyfshdfg.

I feel a lot better now.

[shit_for_brains]

Whenever I start feeling a little selfish, I remember that there's no such thing as "fair" and that the universe doesn't care if any of us live or die.

[straight]

i am 480 days sober. it really feels great. i used to be a very shitty person during my drinking years. i lied and was secretly drinking every night without my wife knowing. i did some really fucked up stuff that i don't even want to admit to anonymous message board users. the day my son was born i drank when i should have been absolutely thrilled. alcohol had me by my balls. it's all i ever thought about. i was technically a functioning alcoholic because i woke up every morning and never drank until i got off work. but it was the first and last thing on my mind every day.

anyways, during the years of 23-27 i skated a total of probably 10 times, gained 30 pounds and looked like a bloated, red faced drunk.

just wanted to get off my chest that im back to my normal self, in a good place mentally and physically and having been skating almost every day

[mynameisnotjeff]

i am 480 days sober. it really feels great. i used to be a very shitty person during my drinking years. i lied and was secretly drinking every night without my wife knowing. i did some really fucked up stuff that i don't even want to admit to anonymous message board users. the day my son was born i drank when i should have been absolutely thrilled. alcohol had me by my balls. it's all i ever thought about. i was technically a functioning alcoholic because i woke up every morning and never drank until i got off work. but it was the first and last thing on my mind every day.

anyways, during the years of 23-27 i skated a total of probably 10 times, gained 30 pounds and looked like a bloated, red faced drunk.

just wanted to get off my chest that im back to my normal self, in a good place mentally and physically and having been skating almost every day

Congrats, everyday is an achievement.

Plus, while Slap can be filled with angry older guys it is honestly a pretty supportive group.

[Mongoloid]

I jerk off too much.

It consumes entirely too much of my alone time, to the point of not being productive in any other capacity. I have skills and talents that all get pushed by the wayside because I'm too busy getting my porn fix. I was a late comer to computers/internet, and I feel like my life has become drastically shittier since I've discovered the abyss that is the world wide web. I guess even before the internet I've always had issues even with magazines/whatever else provided any sort of stimulus, but the internet pushes it over the edge. I self medicate myself via jerking off. Stressful day, or needing to get my mind off of the woman I am involved with I jerk off. It's just numbing myself to the real issues, and it stems from obsessive compulsive behaviors. I do the same exact thing with blowing my money on things I don't need. I spend excessively to distract myself from other issues, and often time's it's buying something skate related, or skate shoes. I'm stuck in perpetual motion, and the only thing that ever stops this is the stability of a woman in my life. I used to believe I had a sense of self control, but I lately I think I'm too far gone.

[perverted super otaku!]

Well as Nietzsche said, "wanking in the opiate of the assless"

[shitsandwich]

I jerk off too much.

It consumes entirely too much of my alone time, to the point of not being productive in any other capacity. I have skills and talents that all get pushed by the wayside because I'm too busy getting my porn fix. I was a late comer to computers/internet, and I feel like my life has become drastically shittier since I've discovered the abyss that is the world wide web. I guess even before the internet I've always had issues even with magazines/whatever else provided any sort of stimulus, but the internet pushes it over the edge. I self medicate myself via jerking off. Stressful day, or needing to get my mind off of the woman I am involved with I jerk off. It's just numbing myself to the real issues, and it stems from obsessive compulsive behaviors. I do the same exact thing with blowing my money on things I don't need. I spend excessively to distract myself from other issues, and often time's it's buying something skate related, or skate shoes. I'm stuck in perpetual motion, and the only thing that ever stops this is the stability of a woman in my life. I used to believe I had a sense of self control, but I lately I think I'm too far gone.

You should be careful with that. A lot of people have been getting porn induced erectile dysfunction. But I completely feel you on both those things. Sometimes when I'm online shopping I get so obsessed with things until I purchase it and then I'll feel like shit because I know I shouldn't have spent the money

[Mongoloid]

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I jerk off too much.

It consumes entirely too much of my alone time, to the point of not being productive in any other capacity. I have skills and talents that all get pushed by the wayside because I'm too busy getting my porn fix. I was a late comer to computers/internet, and I feel like my life has become drastically shittier since I've discovered the abyss that is the world wide web. I guess even before the internet I've always had issues even with magazines/whatever else provided any sort of stimulus, but the internet pushes it over the edge. I self medicate myself via jerking off. Stressful day, or needing to get my mind off of the woman I am involved with I jerk off. It's just numbing myself to the real issues, and it stems from obsessive compulsive behaviors. I do the same exact thing with blowing my money on things I don't need. I spend excessively to distract myself from other issues, and often time's it's buying something skate related, or skate shoes. I'm stuck in perpetual motion, and the only thing that ever stops this is the stability of a woman in my life. I used to believe I had a sense of self control, but I lately I think I'm too far gone.

[close]

You should be careful with that. A lot of people have been getting porn induced erectile dysfunction. But I completely feel you on both those things. Sometimes when I'm online shopping I get so obsessed with things until I purchase it and then I'll feel like shit because I know I shouldn't have spent the money

I'm pretty sure it's what played a large factor in my broke dick encounter with the squirter chick I spent I night with. I'm gonna try my best to abstain for a month, and see what happens.

[stabbedbywiggers]

I'm gonna try my best to abstain for a month, and see what happens.

[Gray Imp Sausage Metal]

i am 480 days sober... just wanted to get off my chest that im back to my normal self, in a good place mentally and physically and having been skating almost every day

Awesome mate, glad to hear it!

[mynameisnotjeff]

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I'm gonna try my best to abstain for a month, and see what happens.

[close]

Tried doing this and ended up watching something, skipped the video a bit and nutted to a less than appealing actress. Being stuck home sick, i decided to make up for the incident and realized it's time to break my dry spell.

Someday I'll quit fapping for an extensive period of time, but today is not that day.

[stabbedbywiggers]

I dont like most people that wear low card gear. Gives false gnary dude vibes, but your actually a bitch and skate like a scared 12 year old. And you only skate the park and are done after one slam.

This does not apply to everyone, you know who Im talking about though.

 

[tobey]

So i been in a funk for a little bit now, just anxiety shit. Don't know whats going on but ill survive, just gotta get through this hump. Anyway my meds are running low but can't really make it to my psychiatrist because i honestly can't leave a couple blocks from my house most of these days. Been seeing my therapist though but anyway i was trying to explain to my psychiatrist who actually took over my original doctor last year about this situation. Basically tried to explain to her that i don't need any changes in the meds that i been taking for 3 years, im just having a rough couple of days and don't know when i can make it to her. Told her she can talk to my therapist about me or just talk to me on the phone so i can get a refill and hopefully ill be able to see her in a couple of weeks. She wasn't havent that and started to be really disrespectful towards me. She doesn't do phone appointments which later my therapist said why my doctor group doesn't do that because they have to see you in person to be able to charge the insurance. So basically this girl doesn't give a shit about me and just wants to cash out on me. Later she kept going off on me while im just on the phone with her just saying "okay, and yeah i understand" when i know shes full of shit, later says maybe you should get a new doctor. She hung up on me and that's exactly what i fucking did. Don't need her shit in my life

[Mongoloid]

I dont like most people that wear low card gear. Gives false gnary dude vibes, but your actually a bitch and skate like a scared 12 year old. And you only skate the park and are done after one slam.

This does not apply to everyone, you know who Im talking about though.

 

I feel like this would be an applicable description of myself these days.

[Mongoloid]

I feel like I don't belong in the US. This isn't a recent thing, but more of an inclination of a deeper feeling I've felt my entire life. I don't connect with people here, or american culture. I guess I just don't dig the lifestyle here, and every time I've traveled I've told myself *hey I could live here, I could make this work*. I often time's dream of working a little nothing job in a foreign land, and it sounds appealing to me. I don't give a single fuck about money or status. I'll never progress beyond my status as a mere blue collar laborer, and this doesn't upset me in the slightest. I just want to be able to skate in my free time as I'm already approaching the old end of the spectrum.

[shit_for_brains]

What Eurotopia do you see yourself having a harsh awakening in?

[Mongoloid]

What Eurotopia do you see yourself having a harsh awakening in?

Hey a man is allowed at minimum a singular drunk musing per week.

Either/all of Wales (skating would be difficult here), South France, or Japan even (I love that I would naturally be isolated due to gaijin factor).

[Turtle Boy]

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What Eurotopia do you see yourself having a harsh awakening in?

[close]

Hey a man is allowed at minimum a singular drunk musing per week.

Either/all of Wales (skating would be difficult here), South France, or Japan even (I love that I would naturally be isolated due to gaijin factor).

You could probably live that kind of life in Bordeaux I guess. The weather is not that bad, there is a skate scene, and lot of bars/restaurant small shops where you could probably find a job even with a poor french level. Being american can be a good factor due to the amount of tourists coming. There are a lot of students too, so there is a bit of nightlife. The rent is increasing there, but it's still not Paris or London, and the health is quasi free. If you're serious about it and talk a tiny bit of French you could try it.

[doublepeenis]

I actually want to live in some inner city chinese slum, only like on the second floor though. Not even learn the language, just explore everyday. Or some wierd little mountain town in like east europe or some shit. Adventure.

[iKobrakai]

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What Eurotopia do you see yourself having a harsh awakening in?

[close]

Hey a man is allowed at minimum a singular drunk musing per week.

Either/all of Wales (skating would be difficult here), South France, or Japan even (I love that I would naturally be isolated due to gaijin factor).

If you want a real challenge, Russia is what I propose. Can't blame you if you decline.

[Joust Ostrich]

I've never had Flamin Hot Cheetohs.

[doublesteveburger]

I've never had Flamin Hot Cheetohs.

And I actually can't stand the taste of them.



Came here to confess that during a bad breakup a Justin Bieber song made me weep like an infant.

[h00man]

I've never had Flamin Hot Cheetohs.

They're good. It also gives me diarrhea

[h00man]

Came here to confess that during a bad breakup a Justin Bieber song made me weep like an infant.

We all have song that we can relate to during bad breakups. the xx or camera obscura has some good tunes.

Anyway sorry about that my dude. Hope you'll be fine.

[JB]

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I've never had Flamin Hot Cheetohs.

[close]

And I actually can't stand the taste of them.



Came here to confess that during a bad breakup a Justin Bieber song made me weep like an infant.

flamin hots are the bottom of the barrel of cheetos flavors in my opinion. og and jalapeno are way better.


asking the real question, what bieber song was it steve?

[fulltechnicalskizzy]

Did she break up with you because you can't handle the FHC? I would.

[brent]

my wife is bipolar as fuck and wont take her medicine

we're headed for divorce