Things You Are Not Stoked On

[beatifk]

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My ten year old cat is close to dying.
I like to think I’m enlightened and can overcome the emotions of death by being rational and understanding the circle of life. But it still hurts a lot. Telling myself I can handle death is bullshit. I want to punch walls and scream. Yesterday I actually did do The screaming into a pillow thing and allowed myself to slam my arms down on my bed to try to let out some aggression emotion.

My wife got a cat a few weeks ago and i didn’t want her to get one because I don’t want to have to death with the emotions of its death 10-15 years down the line.
I already love our new cat, she’s sweet and loves to cuddle and seems to like spending more time with me.

I wish the weather was good so I could go skate and try to get my mind off this. It’s all wet and shitty outside right now.
It’s so easy to forget that crying is literally painful.
I’ve just been spending time with Maeby, petting her and holding her.

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My condolences, John. I know that feeling all too well. It'll get better. Just cherish the memories you two developed together.

Losing a pet sucks. I once cried in front of (and was held by) a grown man (a total stranger at that) at the dog run because my dog was dying of bone cancer and I didn't know how much longer I had with him. I spent the worst/most depressing years of my life with that dog and without him I'm not sure I would've made it through to see the life I have now.

Sorry to hear about your friend. Cry if you need to.

[Powdered Toast Man!]

Valentine’s, separation

[jc]

My ten year old cat is close to dying.
I like to think I’m enlightened and can overcome the emotions of death by being rational and understanding the circle of life. But it still hurts a lot. Telling myself I can handle death is bullshit. I want to punch walls and scream. Yesterday I actually did do The screaming into a pillow thing and allowed myself to slam my arms down on my bed to try to let out some aggression emotion.

My wife got a cat a few weeks ago and i didn’t want her to get one because I don’t want to have to death with the emotions of its death 10-15 years down the line.
I already love our new cat, she’s sweet and loves to cuddle and seems to like spending more time with me.

I wish the weather was good so I could go skate and try to get my mind off this. It’s all wet and shitty outside right now.
It’s so easy to forget that crying is literally painful.
I’ve just been spending time with Maeby, petting her and holding her.

My condolences buddy. I buried my 11 year old Tabby in the backyard this morning. It’s fucking terrible, I raised the cat from kitten. Beers and crying all morning. Fucking blows

[Ghost Lurker]

I HATE SNOW!!

There, I said it. Wish I could be a bear and hibernate til Spring.

[straight]

louis ck is playing a really cool theater downtown and i wanna go but my lady doesn’t cuz she thinks her friends will give her shit

[fakie nollie]

louis ck is playing a really cool theater downtown and i wanna go but my lady doesn’t cuz she thinks her friends will give her shit

Leave your lady and I doubt this is the first red flag

[Hmmmm Nice Bike]

Having to live with tattoos I've gotten in my teen years, meaning my nimrod teen brain didn't stop to think to get something more meaningful so it wouldn't have bothered me so much when people start to stare at them.

[Mystical Leader]

Lately I've been feeling like I am either a stepping stone, a wet towel or a big fucking baby..

How should I proceed?

I have my own will but I'm easy going, someone could say I'm chill, and don't really care at all about menial things so it's easy to get your way with me if it's about food, what to watch etc... But I have my own mind too and when I express it I get called "a big fucking baby" and "I'm tired of your shit"... Fuck I'm tired of your shit and excuses when things don't go your way..

Sorry for the rant.. I had to get it out like the little wet towel I am... On the internet...

[Dwyck]

Gotta to replace the battery, upper casing and keyboard on my macbook air if I want it to function in the near future. And apple does not make this shit easy when you're out of warranty, and I can do it myself, but it'll run me $150 for parts and like 3 hours of labor. And if I fuck up I've got no comp. Never buying apple again had to learn my lesson the hard way

[50mm]

My ten year old cat is close to dying.
I like to think I’m enlightened and can overcome the emotions of death by being rational and understanding the circle of life. But it still hurts a lot. Telling myself I can handle death is bullshit. I want to punch walls and scream. Yesterday I actually did do The screaming into a pillow thing and allowed myself to slam my arms down on my bed to try to let out some aggression emotion.

My wife got a cat a few weeks ago and i didn’t want her to get one because I don’t want to have to death with the emotions of its death 10-15 years down the line.
I already love our new cat, she’s sweet and loves to cuddle and seems to like spending more time with me.

I wish the weather was good so I could go skate and try to get my mind off this. It’s all wet and shitty outside right now.
It’s so easy to forget that crying is literally painful.
I’ve just been spending time with Maeby, petting her and holding her.

I had the same feeling as I knew my dog was getting to that stage. We had to put him down a couple weeks before this past Christmas, he could hardly move. I didn't even want to go but I couldn't do him like that. In the end I'm glad I did because I kind of helped my sisters hold it together, and I handled telling the Dr when we were ready and stuff so that they didn't feel some pressure. I will never want to be old and live in long term care and if my dog had the capabilities that fool would have done the same for me. That night I went through all my analog photos I had put away and laid out every single photo of him that I had. I cried looking at them. Then I was good for like 2 weeks, then out of nowhere I'm making coffee at 5 am and it took thinking about him for 1 second to start bawling again. It's gotten easier even though I miss him.

[Painted Baby]

RIP to our fallen felines. Cats are here for a good time not a long time.

[ClownOfTheDay]

Missed 2 days of work due to strep and flu. I got a shit ton of email's with work related stuff and now I have a headache forming from this bullshit.

People really fucking suck. I don't really have friends because of getting snaked by bunch of people.

[jay_nev]

this high of 30 degrees today. low of 8 tonight

[50mm]

Missed 2 days of work due to strep and flu. I got a shit ton of email's with work related stuff and now I have a headache forming from this bullshit.

Dude I'm getting sick for like the 3rd time in 2 months because of the stupid mother fuckers at work. I'm trying to lay down some dick today and I can hardly breathe. My work friend said people act like fucking martyrs coming into work all sick but they need to keep their nasty ass at home until that shit is done with. Shit had me laughing. I'm off today though thank god.

[ClownOfTheDay]

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Missed 2 days of work due to strep and flu. I got a shit ton of email's with work related stuff and now I have a headache forming from this bullshit.

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Dude I'm getting sick for like the 3rd time in 2 months because of the stupid mother fuckers at work. I'm trying to lay down some dick today and I can hardly breathe. My work friend said people act like fucking martyrs coming into work all sick but they need to keep their nasty ass at home until that shit is done with. Shit had me laughing. I'm off today though thank god.

people are often at their worst when their sick. Hope you feel better.

[ChuckRamone]

at the mechanic and they haven't started the work yet though my appointment was for 30 minutes ago and the mechanic just went to lunch. I hope I'm not here forever for a battery change which I could do myself but I don't want to deal with disposing of the old one.

[Gray Imp Sausage Metal]

face/ eyebrow hit a curb during my last session, total freak accident and I got laid the fuck out. 5? stitches and a black eye is not a good look for a 41yo...

[munchbox]

face/ eyebrow hit a curb during my last session, total freak accident and I got laid the fuck out. 5? stitches and a black eye is not a good look for a 41yo...

if anyone asks, just say you're in a biker gang and feed off their immediate fear and respect

[Gray Imp Sausage Metal]

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face/ eyebrow hit a curb during my last session, total freak accident and I got laid the fuck out. 5? stitches and a black eye is not a good look for a 41yo...

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if anyone asks, just say you're in a biker gang and feed off their immediate fear and respect

yeah, people in my office were joking about me being in a bar fight.

[WobbleHeadBob]

woke up to a string of messages from my buddy who has been suffering with mental health issues on and off for years. he said some worrying shit and now he wont answer my calls.

 id go see him but hes 4 hours away and i cant get out there till next weekend. feeling worried for him and a little bit useless

[Charlie Hustle]

My uncle has been not feeling well, but he's stubborn as fuck and drives truck cross country, so he put off going to the doctor forever. Finally got to the point where he was nauseous and vomiting and goes. Cancer. So far it's in his lymph nodes and neck, who knows where else. He's been a heavy smoker forever.  It sucks. His kids suck. His wife's a cunt. My mom is driving from out of state to take him to this oncology appointment on Wednesday because they can't be bothered to take the day off of work. I live just as far in the other direction. I doubt he'll be here come Summer.

[whatsreallygood]

Learned I'm gonna need another surgery, made me feel really anxious. I'm not worried about my health since I'm in good hands, but I am worried about how much I can skate. I'm only in my mid twenties now but I'm worried that I'm losing the finite time I've got to be physically active to my health issues. Has anyone got any nice stories about progressing after an injury or during that time frame in their life? I just wanna keep learning stuff but I'm worried I won't be able to sooner than I'd like.

woke up to a string of messages from my buddy who has been suffering with mental health issues on and off for years. he said some worrying shit and now he wont answer my calls.

 id go see him but hes 4 hours away and i cant get out there till next weekend. feeling worried for him and a little bit useless

Do you know someone who can checkup on them?

My uncle has been not feeling well, but he's stubborn as fuck and drives truck cross country, so he put off going to the doctor forever. Finally got to the point where he was nauseous and vomiting and goes. Cancer. So far it's in his lymph nodes and neck, who knows where else. He's been a heavy smoker forever.  It sucks. His kids suck. His wife's a cunt. My mom is driving from out of state to take him to this oncology appointment on Wednesday because they can't be bothered to take the day off of work. I live just as far in the other direction. I doubt he'll be here come Summer.

Cancer sucks, I'm sorry to hear about that situation. I dunno if it helps but I've had to go through it with family so if you have any questions I'm happy to answer as best I can.

[50mm]

Having a depressive episode. Usually lasts a couple days, just wanting it to end along with pointless worries.

[JohnnySaintLethal]

I got broken up with by a girl I really liked and felt a real connection with for the first time in a few years. We were dating for like 2+ months I guess unofficially and she told me this weekend over a fucking text it feels too relationshipy and she doesn’t want that and just wants to be friends.

It’s not my first rodeo and I know the just friends thing is major bullshit. So I deleted her text thread and am just kinda bummed. I wouldn’t even want her back if she did say hey I fucked up because I’m too old to be playing that shit. Pretty set with what I’m looking for.


Redownloaded tinder and already messaged a few girls. Hooking up with randoms won’t really make me happy but I guess it will take my mind off it. Bummer.

[L33Tg33k]

My landlord is all over my ass about my roommate who bailed on the lease with no notice. Fucker didn't even pay rent for this month. If I get evicted because this dude, me and him are going to have a problem.

[Lorem_Ipsum]

Learned I'm gonna need another surgery, made me feel really anxious. I'm not worried about my health since I'm in good hands, but I am worried about how much I can skate. I'm only in my mid twenties now but I'm worried that I'm losing the finite time I've got to be physically active to my health issues. Has anyone got any nice stories about progressing after an injury or during that time frame in their life? I just wanna keep learning stuff but I'm worried I won't be able to sooner than I'd like.

Seeing as you're in your mid twenties, you should be just fine. Just take your physical therapy seriously and get all that you can out of it. Exercise will be crucial to you getting back to where you want to be, mentally and physically. To answer your question I fucked my ankle terribly when I was around 26/27 an was out for around 6 months. When I could push around I bought a vx and filmed to get out, see my friends, and stay active. Really helpful and got me to approach skating in different ways when I could get back on the board.

Also, when you are able to skate and pop and shit, skate alone for a few sessions. That helped me a lot to just get out, sweat, and skate without having to talk to anyone and get distracted. Plus no peripheral pressure to perform, which was huge in getting me to stay calm and patient throughout the recovery process.

[lamfordie]

Just found out my cousin who was like an older brother to me passed away.

[jay_nev]

Just found out my cousin who was like an older brother to me passed away.

Sorry to head that. RIP

[ClownOfTheDay]

Just found out my cousin who was like an older brother to me passed away.

Damn man I'm sorry to hear that.

[Yu Dum]

Drove to the indoor park yesterday only to show up, get way too stoned, and proceeded to get dizzy and start throwing up before I could even start skating. Waste of gas and time.