I have to get this off my chest, I don't have anyone to vent this to
I've been with my girlfriend for over a year and known her for about 2 years. I love her. She is a genuinely nice person, we have a lot of similar interests, she is intelligent (I'll admit, more than I am), we have a good sex life, extremely cute, etc. Pretty much what I want. However, her body is just average. Unfortunately this has made me want to cheat for such a shitty vain reason. I never cheated on her but I message a former coworker and we started talking. We've been interested in each other but we were both seeing someone else. I was going to see her but changed my mind last minute. I still have these thought and they get worse. I love my girlfriend, she is amazing. I just feel like a piece of shit for wanting to cheat on her and getting to the point of actually doing it.
I could never tell her this or dare tell her the reason why. She is self conscious about her body, but what girl isn't? I have to keep myself in check and remind myself that it's not worth losing her.