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[doublesteveburger]

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My car broke down a week before my girlfriends birthday and now I can't buy her shit but my girlfriend feels like a platonic roommate lately anyway because i fucked up and she wants out but we signed a lease and now she's stuck with me it seems and all i do all day is strive to be in solitude because i can't take the tension in this shitty apartment or typing out run-on sentences like some asshole that just ate an entire bag of Mama pork flavor ramen sans water ala bag of chips style like I used to when I was a regular jr steveburger.


I'm gonna go skate. Love you guys. Vinnie Bahn sucks by the way what the hell is wrong with you.

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Sorry about this, hope things work out between you or you find a way out of the lease or something. Sending positive vibes your way.

Thanks dude. I find out tomorrow if I’m breaking my lease or not but she’s leaving.

I also want to apologize for being a shit storm for venting on here lately. I’m not trying to be the annoying dude with problems but I think we’re way past that.

[Ms. Tamzarian]

best of luck with the oncoming news steveburger ! no sweat about the venting , sometimes u just gotta get it out ! no shame in that. and we r here for u either way  hopefully u have time to rest and / or skate amidst all this 

[Dwyck]

still stuck on this cody davis thing. the space between him and andrew wilson is his lack of taste

[50mm]

Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

[silhouette]

Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

Yo playa keep your chin up, you're one of my favorite recent posters on here. I aspire that you get to the level where you can make the exact same post in 'things that made you laugh today' one day, so I know you can just laugh the bummer off and have become bulletproof.

[mynameisnotjeff]

Not suicidal or anything but, watching The Boys on Amazon and a character dies eating ass. Sure, his head bursts but that's not the worst way to go.

Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

It happens. Bad days are a thing and while they're draining they will pass. Maybe it's time to try something new or just take time to explore why and see what needs to be changed.

[SodaJerk]

Not suicidal or anything but, watching The Boys on Amazon and a character dies eating ass. Sure, his head bursts but that's not the worst way to go.

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Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

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It happens. Bad days are a thing and while they're draining they will pass. Maybe it's time to try something new or just take time to explore why and see what needs to be changed.

Try eating ass!

[50mm]

Thanks silhouette, notjeff and sodajerk.

Your replies actually were something I was keeping in mind yesterday. Had a Dr appointment and was so drained I took a nap after and took the rest of the day off. I never nap. I’m usually someone that tries to pull people up in hard times but when something gets me down it’s almost impossible for anyone else to help me feel better. It just stops when it stops. What notjeff said about bad days being a thing and being draining was something I kept in mind. And though I’m still extremely stressed I know that these things will pass. I wish I was better at reminding myself that.

[mynameisnotjeff]

Thanks silhouette, notjeff and sodajerk.

Your replies actually were something I was keeping in mind yesterday. Had a Dr appointment and was so drained I took a nap after and took the rest of the day off. I never nap. I’m usually someone that tries to pull people up in hard times but when something gets me down it’s almost impossible for anyone else to help me feel better. It just stops when it stops. What notjeff said about bad days being a thing and being draining was something I kept in mind. And though I’m still extremely stressed I know that these things will pass. I wish I was better at reminding myself that.

I'm the exact same way. It blows, sometimes I just hide out at home and binge watch random stuff while it passes

[SodaJerk]

Thanks silhouette, notjeff and sodajerk.

Your replies actually were something I was keeping in mind yesterday. Had a Dr appointment and was so drained I took a nap after and took the rest of the day off. I never nap. I’m usually someone that tries to pull people up in hard times but when something gets me down it’s almost impossible for anyone else to help me feel better. It just stops when it stops. What notjeff said about bad days being a thing and being draining was something I kept in mind. And though I’m still extremely stressed I know that these things will pass. I wish I was better at reminding myself that.

I think napping is a little reset for you. I’m someone that keeps going thinking I can solve everything with more effort but it is just because I’m a control freak and need to realise that if I don’t relax and reset I’m not doing anyone any favours

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Thanks silhouette, notjeff and sodajerk.

Your replies actually were something I was keeping in mind yesterday. Had a Dr appointment and was so drained I took a nap after and took the rest of the day off. I never nap. I’m usually someone that tries to pull people up in hard times but when something gets me down it’s almost impossible for anyone else to help me feel better. It just stops when it stops. What notjeff said about bad days being a thing and being draining was something I kept in mind. And though I’m still extremely stressed I know that these things will pass. I wish I was better at reminding myself that.

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I think napping is a little reset for you. I’m someone that keeps going thinking I can solve everything with more effort but it is just because I’m a control freak and need to realise that if I don’t relax and reset I’m not doing anyone any favours

Yeah I just realized what a control freak I was this past year. I never thought of myself like that but everyone else did apparently lol. I want something resolved right away but shit takes time.

[silhouette]

^ I've picked up a pretty bad smoking habit over the past year or so and found that on the days I'm really bummed, smoking either makes or breaks that mood for me, I either forget about all my worries as I realize how insignificant they really are or start becoming paranoid that I'm actually genuinely in the process of fucking my life up (when at my worst, which is rare). I usually just try and keep myself busy with work and tasks till my brain just rides it out; finding something to do will distract your focus from what bums you out as you concentrate on something. I'd recommend something creative you can just let flow out of yourself and then it's pretty much a meditation session. Go skate if you can, preferably in a non-stressful environment (solo sessions can be amazing in such instances).

I also used to really hate naps because they would fuck up my sleep schedule and I think waking up in the middle of the day is the worst (and it always makes me feel like shit), but over the past month or so I've become an adept and can confirm that they really work as a reset button of sorts, most of the time you really only need twenty minutes and those will do wonders.

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^ I've picked up a pretty bad smoking habit over the past year or so and found that on the days I'm really bummed, smoking either makes or breaks that mood for me, I either forget about all my worries as I realize how insignificant they really are or start becoming paranoid that I'm actually genuinely in the process of fucking my life up (when at my worst, which is rare). I usually just try and keep myself busy with work and tasks till my brain just rides it out; finding something to do will distract your focus from what bums you out as you concentrate on something. I'd recommend something creative you can just let flow out of yourself and then it's pretty much a meditation session. Go skate if you can, preferably in a non-stressful environment (solo sessions can be amazing in such instances).

I also used to really hate naps because they would fuck up my sleep schedule and I think waking up in the middle of the day is the worst (and it always makes me feel like shit), but over the past month or so I've become an adept and can confirm that they really work as a reset button of sorts, most of the time you really only need twenty minutes and those will do wonders.

I’m right there with everything you said dude. I started smoking more regular over the past year when I moved out by myself. And I feel the same. It either helps a lot or makes me paranoid for the high. I took a small puff on my lunch today and it helped. I always skate solo, in my favorite spot. A school down the street that is in the same neighborhood I grew up in. The school wasn’t there but I grew up walking in the desert that it’s now in. I skate flat by myself but I haven’t been able to lately because I have a messed up ankle I’m trying to get healed up.

And I fucking hate naps. It was just that day which is weird for me. I take one every couples months they are that rare. And if I do it’s usually because I’m laying with my girlfriend and it feels really good. I can’t nap for 20 minutes though. If I’m tired enough to nap then I’m going down for a while.

Edit: oh yeah did a little drawing earlier too.

[Gray Imp Sausage Metal]

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Not suicidal or anything but, watching The Boys on Amazon and a character dies eating ass. Sure, his head bursts but that's not the worst way to go.

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Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

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It happens. Bad days are a thing and while they're draining they will pass. Maybe it's time to try something new or just take time to explore why and see what needs to be changed.

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Try eating ass!

he’s right you know, that extra shot of vitamin b12 will recharge those batteries! I’m kinda obsessed with eating arse at the moment

[os89]

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Not suicidal or anything but, watching The Boys on Amazon and a character dies eating ass. Sure, his head bursts but that's not the worst way to go.

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Feeling bummed. I get bummed about how bummed I get about stuff.

[close]

It happens. Bad days are a thing and while they're draining they will pass. Maybe it's time to try something new or just take time to explore why and see what needs to be changed.

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Try eating ass!

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he’s right you know, that extra shot of vitamin b12 will recharge those batteries! I’m kinda obsessed with eating arse at the moment

[L33Tg33k]

I'm perfectly willing to eat ass should the opportunity ever arise.

[NegativeCreep]

Eating ass can be fun, don't get me wrong but care for yourself. You gotta do some recon before you go in face first, before you even mention it to the girl. You don't wanna be spitting bits of used tp, or smell some dank funk when you're between the legs and she's looking at you expecting the bhole tongue twist.

[doublesteveburger]

you make it sound like it’s a bad thing

[NegativeCreep]

It can be glorious, but it's good to eat ass with discretion. I say this because ass holes can't be unlicked and you have to live with that for better or for worse. Going in deep and tasting a milk dud could be soul shattering.

[offkilter]

eating ass without a pre-shower is for psychos and I’ve definitely been there

[Gray Imp Sausage Metal]

eating ass without a pre-shower is for psychos and I’ve definitely been there

yeah nah, you've got to be picky with whose arse you are eating, I'd never just eat random arse

[Complements4U]

I thought everyone was just being irrationally mean for the longest time, but I just checked out mikey taylors instagram today and I totally understand now.

[GardenSkater77]

[Dwyck]

I thought that Chris anthans sf part was corny

[ChuckRamone]

that’s more of a hot take than a confession.

[Mongoloid]

I can’t watch movies without falling asleep. I can watch documentaries, and read for entire day’s, but something about movies I cannot jive with or sit through.

[Complements4U]

I can’t watch movies without falling asleep. I can watch documentaries, and read for entire day’s, but something about movies I cannot jive with or sit through.

They aren't real so the emotion has to be kickstarted into place by your diesel generators but you're probably out of diesel.

Documentaries come with batteries.

[Gray Imp Sausage Metal]

I can’t watch movies without falling asleep. I can watch documentaries, and read for entire day’s, but something about movies I cannot jive with or sit through.

yes, but do you eat arse?

[Mongoloid]

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I can’t watch movies without falling asleep. I can watch documentaries, and read for entire day’s, but something about movies I cannot jive with or sit through.

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yes, but do you eat arse?

I’ve been eating ass before I ever even realized some of ya’ll had hang ups on it, or think it’s something taboo.

[CrumblingInfrastructure]

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I can’t watch movies without falling asleep. I can watch documentaries, and read for entire day’s, but something about movies I cannot jive with or sit through.

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yes, but do you eat arse?

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I’ve been eating ass before I ever even realized some of ya’ll had hang ups on it, or think it’s something taboo.

Im still unsettled that eating ass is taboo. But i’m also gay so eating someones ass is more of a handshake then a sexual act.