Been depressed lately, I miss the ocean and the smell of it, I miss my Aunt who always had my back even when we were mad at each other. I moved in with her once my Uncle died which was a really big blow to me and my family, then 2 months and 2 days later my dad died due to a drug induced heart attack. I've been having dreams about his grave lately and I think it's him calling me to tell me to come back for some unfinished business. Maybe I'm crazy.