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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10020 on: February 25, 2021, 02:11:08 AM »
jacked off with my shoes on recently and still feel guilty about it

I hope you mean entirely naked but wearing Jordan's like Lexington Steele or someone.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10021 on: February 25, 2021, 02:20:40 AM »
jacked off with my shoes on recently and still feel guilty about it

Hahaha. We need more info. You're leaving way too much to the imagination.

Were you in bed, feet out of the blanket, with shoes on?

Locked out of your house and waiting for someone to come home to let you in so you killed some time with your pants down? ( i did this ).

C'mon man, spill the beans.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10022 on: February 25, 2021, 03:34:11 AM »
jacked off with my shoes on recently and still feel guilty about it

Vulcs or cupsoles?

I’d assume cupsoles, but ya never know.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10023 on: February 25, 2021, 03:20:32 PM »
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why, did you nut on your shoes?

i always say i work with glue and these are my work shoes.

I did that in 9th grade, got spunk on my shoe and brushed it off (literally and figuratively). Had Chemistry class first period the next day & the kid adjacent to me takes one brief glance at it and proclaims out loud that I had jizzed on my shoe. I played the "drop of toothpaste" excuse of really well but inside I was mortified.
He had clocked it instantly. Like a trained animal.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10024 on: February 26, 2021, 02:39:23 AM »
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jacked off with my shoes on recently and still feel guilty about it
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I hope you mean entirely naked but wearing Jordan's like Lexington Steele or someone.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10025 on: February 26, 2021, 03:33:36 PM »
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jacked off with my shoes on recently and still feel guilty about it
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Vulcs or cupsoles?

I’d assume cupsoles, but ya never know.
That's funny, I would definitely assume Vulcs. We should of had an answer by now..Has anyone DM'd him like a man yet?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10026 on: February 27, 2021, 11:52:34 PM »
First post in here, just reading through the last 2 pages and figured id throw something up, here goes:

I feel like outside of my wife and family (which im very blessed to have an amazing wife and family) I have a hard time being heard. Occasionally with co workers, but more specifically my skate friends. What I mean is, any time I express an opinion, contribute to a conversation I feel ignored. If I want to be heard I feel like I have to repeat myself several times, and even still no one seems to care. Ive felt it for as far back as 10 years ago, which was when my core group of buddies I started skating with started to disband. I have tons of "friends" and I quote that because I guess what it really means is I know a ton of people but I wouldn't consider myself close with them or hang out with them outside of bumping into them at the local DIY or random street spot. Lots of people have mentioned disassociation which is kind of where I have gotten too. Maybe it sounds a bit petty, but I don't want to spend my finite free time with people I do not enjoy being around or I feel do not value my presence. 

I also agree with the having 2-3 good friends over 30 is a blessing. My brother is my best friend (also skates) but due to our work schedules we basically never see each other but usually talk at least once a week. I have another good friend who I wish I could hang out with more but he's got a job, wife kids and we usually only see each other once every 1-3 months. I had someone I considered a good friend, but he got into a relationship and just disappeared. I made an effort for a bit to link up and skate or kick it but would bail last minute every time. I can only deal with getting flaked on so many times before I stop putting in effort. Stopped hitting him up and haven't heard from him in like 8 months, don't really expect to either.

Sometimes I do feel a little down about not having any real friends. To be honest tho, I never put in any effort into making friends or trying to link up with people to skate. Like I said I know a ton of skaters in my area and Im cool with all them, but I've always felt self conscious for some stupid reason about hitting people up to skate or even asking for phone numbers haha. I'd just rather go skate the ledge spot right by the house by myself for an hour or two than hit people up, drive 45 minutes to skate a spot im not that stoked on. Idk im the grinch I guess haha.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10027 on: February 28, 2021, 12:28:47 PM »
When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10028 on: March 01, 2021, 11:35:38 PM »
When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once
Lol why were you rude to her?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10029 on: March 03, 2021, 01:07:02 PM »
When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once
I can't stand greetings and goodbyes. I want to skip them for the rest of my life. Sorry to you and anyone like you.
Before you say the music sucked, have you considered shutting the fuck up?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10030 on: March 04, 2021, 04:06:52 AM »
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I can't stand greetings and goodbyes. I want to skip them for the rest of my life. Sorry to you and anyone like you.

Thats propably a reason why you have no luck with girl. you do you.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10031 on: March 04, 2021, 01:31:03 PM »
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When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once
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I can't stand greetings and goodbyes. I want to skip them for the rest of my life. Sorry to you and anyone like you.
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Thats propably a reason why you have no luck with girl. you do you.
I mean, I am awkward with greeting the women in my wider social circle, but that's because I don't know what to do and I can't gage how much familiarity with them I should show. I know exactly one girl that isn't a family member that I can converse with fairly easily as a friend and that's largely because of how gregarious a person she is. It's definitely one impediment among many. I hate greeting guys too. I don't know what stupid hand gesture to do and I'm liable to whiff that hand anyway. I've got a lot of social anxiety.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10032 on: March 04, 2021, 03:53:18 PM »
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When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once
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I can't stand greetings and goodbyes. I want to skip them for the rest of my life. Sorry to you and anyone like you.
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Thats propably a reason why you have no luck with girl. you do you.
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I mean, I am awkward with greeting the women in my wider social circle, but that's because I don't know what to do and I can't gage how much familiarity with them I should show. I know exactly one girl that isn't a family member that I can converse with fairly easily as a friend and that's largely because of how gregarious a person she is. It's definitely one impediment among many. I hate greeting guys too. I don't know what stupid hand gesture to do and I'm liable to whiff that hand anyway. I've got a lot of social anxiety.

I slide out the back door at family gatherings. I just feel like enough is enough and I don’t feel like saying goodbye to every person individually.

Not a fan of handshakes. Some people don’t know when to let go and hold on too long. My friends and I never shook hands, dapped, whatever. Just basically through the deuces.

Maybe it just takes you time to warm up. I can relate to that. The people I usually wind up liking better are the ones who it takes a while to get used to.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10033 on: March 04, 2021, 05:04:50 PM »
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When people say hello and bye at the spot it makes my day. Also it helps me atone for being rude to Briana King once
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I can't stand greetings and goodbyes. I want to skip them for the rest of my life. Sorry to you and anyone like you.
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Thats propably a reason why you have no luck with girl. you do you.
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I mean, I am awkward with greeting the women in my wider social circle, but that's because I don't know what to do and I can't gage how much familiarity with them I should show. I know exactly one girl that isn't a family member that I can converse with fairly easily as a friend and that's largely because of how gregarious a person she is. It's definitely one impediment among many. I hate greeting guys too. I don't know what stupid hand gesture to do and I'm liable to whiff that hand anyway. I've got a lot of social anxiety.

Easiest way to win the hand gesture game is to be the person to start it. Where I live, well, prior to Covid, everyone hugs. Fucking strangers try to hug... I don't like that, so I'm the first to stick out my fist for a bump. easy way out
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10034 on: March 04, 2021, 08:07:21 PM »
I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10035 on: March 04, 2021, 10:49:57 PM »
I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.

Sitting in a similar position... Problem is, I can solve the problem if only the fuckers in power gave me access to one specific account...which they won't...

Anyway... beats being outside.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10036 on: March 05, 2021, 12:39:44 AM »
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I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.
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Sitting in a similar position... Problem is, I can solve the problem if only the fuckers in power gave me access to one specific account...which they won't...

Anyway... beats being outside.


Feel ya, I like the pay check and the work-life balance it affords, but I'm spinning my wheels here. I would have been OK to milk it out for a few months but the project I got assigned to is a big bummer; but good in a way that it showed me this is not what I want to do.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10037 on: March 05, 2021, 05:59:15 AM »
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I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.
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Sitting in a similar position... Problem is, I can solve the problem if only the fuckers in power gave me access to one specific account...which they won't...

Anyway... beats being outside.
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Feel ya, I like the pay check and the work-life balance it affords, but I'm spinning my wheels here. I would have been OK to milk it out for a few months but the project I got assigned to is a big bummer; but good in a way that it showed me this is not what I want to do.

Well, good luck, bro!

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10038 on: March 05, 2021, 10:04:49 PM »
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I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.
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Sitting in a similar position... Problem is, I can solve the problem if only the fuckers in power gave me access to one specific account...which they won't...

Anyway... beats being outside.
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Feel ya, I like the pay check and the work-life balance it affords, but I'm spinning my wheels here. I would have been OK to milk it out for a few months but the project I got assigned to is a big bummer; but good in a way that it showed me this is not what I want to do.
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Well, good luck, bro!
What is it exactly that you guys do if you feel comfortable sharing? Where'd you go to school and what for?

I get self-conscious about the fact that I live with my mom. I wish I didn't care but I think it really effects my self-worth, not to mention my prospects with actually finding a woman that can stand me. I'm saving money right now but I enjoy looking at listings on Craigslist and similar sites. Anyone else like doing that? Anyway, this is another post about trying to be better in the skin that I'm in.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10039 on: March 05, 2021, 11:45:54 PM »
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I am really over my current corporate job; not corporate life because I do like element of my job, just the current role. I got tasked a project by my boss that I feel is destined to fail; my counterparts in the US office who took on a similar project said it was incredibly difficult and the end result was a shit show. I in the past I power my way through my unpleasant projects in the past, but I feel nothing for the role and the contribution I am making. Been applying for a couple of roles during my break and during the evenings.
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Sitting in a similar position... Problem is, I can solve the problem if only the fuckers in power gave me access to one specific account...which they won't...

Anyway... beats being outside.
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Feel ya, I like the pay check and the work-life balance it affords, but I'm spinning my wheels here. I would have been OK to milk it out for a few months but the project I got assigned to is a big bummer; but good in a way that it showed me this is not what I want to do.
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Well, good luck, bro!
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What is it exactly that you guys do if you feel comfortable sharing? Where'd you go to school and what for?

I get self-conscious about the fact that I live with my mom. I wish I didn't care but I think it really effects my self-worth, not to mention my prospects with actually finding a woman that can stand me. I'm saving money right now but I enjoy looking at listings on Craigslist and similar sites. Anyone else like doing that? Anyway, this is another post about trying to be better in the skin that I'm in.

I got my degree in psychology and I work in tech, unfortunately the more boring part, not the booming ones like cloud, security, AI, ML etc. I won't complain that my domain expertise gave me a decently comfortable life, but it's the current role I'm in that is making me feel like I'm running in place. I'd be happier out in the field doing sales (pre-sales specifically), even though the stress is higher (sales targets) I feel more connected to actually solving a customer problem.
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10040 on: March 06, 2021, 10:52:24 AM »
Education in Sweden is free so that's how I got my degree. Also they pretty much bailed my life out by financing four detoxes+rehab stints. I work for a mutal fund company.

I've been a tearing element to Swedish society for a long ass time. Now, I do repay by being taxed out off the ass.

Whatever you feel about yourself, L33t, you're still way better than I:ve been for most of my life. The things you do are legit. You'll be fine, even though it feels like shit never ends.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10041 on: March 09, 2021, 08:17:31 PM »
divorce sucks

It’s definitely not fun, I finally got mine done last month and I was fortunate enough to get it quick.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10042 on: March 09, 2021, 10:17:32 PM »
Education in Sweden is free so that's how I got my degree. Also they pretty much bailed my life out by financing four detoxes+rehab stints. I work for a mutal fund company.

I've been a tearing element to Swedish society for a long ass time. Now, I do repay by being taxed out off the ass.

Whatever you feel about yourself, L33t, you're still way better than I:ve been for most of my life. The things you do are legit. You'll be fine, even though it feels like shit never ends.

Brother don’t be down cause you got helped out by the system or whatever. I believe in the concept of the welfare state and there’s nothing wrong with accepting help when you need it
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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10043 on: March 09, 2021, 10:42:59 PM »
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Education in Sweden is free so that's how I got my degree. Also they pretty much bailed my life out by financing four detoxes+rehab stints. I work for a mutal fund company.

I've been a tearing element to Swedish society for a long ass time. Now, I do repay by being taxed out off the ass.

Whatever you feel about yourself, L33t, you're still way better than I:ve been for most of my life. The things you do are legit. You'll be fine, even though it feels like shit never ends.
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Brother don’t be down cause you got helped out by the system or whatever. I believe in the concept of the welfare state and there’s nothing wrong with accepting help when you need it

Thanks, man. Really helped to read this.

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« Reply #10044 on: March 11, 2021, 10:31:08 AM »
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Education in Sweden is free so that's how I got my degree. Also they pretty much bailed my life out by financing four detoxes+rehab stints. I work for a mutal fund company.

I've been a tearing element to Swedish society for a long ass time. Now, I do repay by being taxed out off the ass.

Whatever you feel about yourself, L33t, you're still way better than I:ve been for most of my life. The things you do are legit. You'll be fine, even though it feels like shit never ends.
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Brother don’t be down cause you got helped out by the system or whatever. I believe in the concept of the welfare state and there’s nothing wrong with accepting help when you need it
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Thanks, man. Really helped to read this.

I was able to afford to go to University in my country because of government grants/allowances. It's not free anymore, unfortunately, but it was 10 years ago. If I were in another country I likely wouldn't have been able to go to college and have the life I now have.

Governments are there to help the people with things they can't otherwise do. Always remember, they work for us, not the other way around.

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10045 on: March 23, 2021, 01:14:32 PM »
I'm from Chicago area, lived in the city for 4 years then moved to Nice part of LA. However im somewhat depressed bc I been struggling to find a good job. I have 2 friends.. One is older and married, skate/beers once a week, and he's likely moving somewhere else in near future. The other doesnt care about anything but skating, and is pretty transactional. Says hes down to skate whatever, but in reality just wants to go places that are convenient for him, and basically just buys me a burrito and then expects me to give him rides when we aint even in the same area. Neither of us have hit each other up in weeks.

It seems like a lot of successful people around this part and I'm not one of them. I just love hiking in the mountains, amazing weather, and skatespots, but thats pretty much it. Dont really have anything going for me, its like a vacation ive overstayed, and like groundhog day. But thinking to move back to Chicago. Parents are there and getting older and lifes just easier there. Also my brother lives in Austin, I've never been but I'm visiting next week.

At this point I think I just quit apply for jobs here, and focus on Chicago or possibly Austin
Had a gig job since Sept and used to make me decent money, quickly turned unreliable, and basically unemployed getting like $400 from unemployment. I dont want to live here and work a BS job a 18 year old or anybody with a pulse could get. Even with a degree a well paying white collar job is hard to get. Im just tired and sort of stopped trying, worried I'm going to be underemployed forever. If thats the case I think I'd be happiest having some whatever remote job getting American minimum wage and live in Bulgaria where I was born, have some family. I'd have a currency exchange advantage, and travel around to other places in and spend time in south east asia and the such.

Lost optimism awhile ago. Tired of everything
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« Reply #10046 on: March 24, 2021, 10:39:58 AM »
I'm from Chicago area, lived in the city for 4 years then moved to Nice part of LA. However im somewhat depressed bc I been struggling to find a good job. I have 2 friends.. One is older and married, skate/beers once a week, and he's likely moving somewhere else in near future. The other doesnt care about anything but skating, and is pretty transactional. Says hes down to skate whatever, but in reality just wants to go places that are convenient for him, and basically just buys me a burrito and then expects me to give him rides when we aint even in the same area. Neither of us have hit each other up in weeks.

It seems like a lot of successful people around this part and I'm not one of them. I just love hiking in the mountains, amazing weather, and skatespots, but thats pretty much it. Dont really have anything going for me, its like a vacation ive overstayed, and like groundhog day. But thinking to move back to Chicago. Parents are there and getting older and lifes just easier there. Also my brother lives in Austin, I've never been but I'm visiting next week.

At this point I think I just quit apply for jobs here, and focus on Chicago or possibly Austin
Had a gig job since Sept and used to make me decent money, quickly turned unreliable, and basically unemployed getting like $400 from unemployment. I dont want to live here and work a BS job a 18 year old or anybody with a pulse could get. Even with a degree a well paying white collar job is hard to get. Im just tired and sort of stopped trying, worried I'm going to be underemployed forever. If thats the case I think I'd be happiest having some whatever remote job getting American minimum wage and live in Bulgaria where I was born, have some family. I'd have a currency exchange advantage, and travel around to other places in and spend time in south east asia and the such.

Lost optimism awhile ago. Tired of everything
What’s your field of business?
Have you tried networking here on SLAP for your industry?
What’s your timeline for exit?
Are you completely over the idea of living here or would consider staying if you found a decent job?
If I can be of any assistance (apparel industry), I’d gladly do so...

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10047 on: March 26, 2021, 09:53:08 PM »
i j.o. to the same chick almost every time .. like non porn watching mind material
What kind of mikey taylor logic is this?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10048 on: March 27, 2021, 12:54:56 PM »
i j.o. to the same chick almost every time .. like non porn watching mind material

Just a woman you know irl, is it?

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Re: real confessions
« Reply #10049 on: March 27, 2021, 01:27:28 PM »
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i j.o. to the same chick almost every time .. like non porn watching mind material
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Just a woman you know irl, is it?

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What kind of mikey taylor logic is this?