I've never smoked weed or done drugs or anything like that, and I don't really ever want to. I feel guilty about a lot of really stupid stuff too. Skating is my entire life, and I skate from after school until it gets dark on weekdays and all day on the weekends, and I always feel guilty when my friends don't have time to skate. I have a 4.1 GPA, and it is the worst feeling to get good grades because I barely work at all in school, and my freinds try so hard to do good and they still get shot down. I think a lot about how the universe works and the human mind, and I think all that stuff is really interesting, but sometimes I pretend to not give a shit. I am only 15 too, and I watch CNN.