I thought getting overly angry or throwing tantrums was the normal / cool thing to do like I saw my favorite pros doing (Heath, Boulala, Greco). Little did I know some of em were yeeked outta their minds anyways. Guess I saw it as some cool, macho-violent thing. Not to mention I dressed like Boulala and Greco, which could be a little embarrassing but I have minimal fashion regrets and that's not one of them.
But yeah, acting really angry and psycho when I didn't land something.