I’ll elaborate and perhaps the ass beating is a poor joke while listening to Johnny Cash when writing my confession.
Ummm yeah when I was told it was mine it was between three others and I, so it could or couldn’t be mine. That’s how long it’s been, Right after I found out it was 3 years since like oh yeah btw he might be your son.
So in essence it was definitely mind blowing like hey you might wanna mentioned that sooner.
I tried to pursue it as a means of maybe knowing the paternity test or some shit, her new man & her father were like nope. No reason to bother we’ve got this covered, now mind you if it is true okay cool but it never got more then hey we’ve got this.
I spoke with my ex shortly after all that situation and said hey if I am or am not this boys father and your man and the boys grandfather don’t want me involved I’ll ease up. To which she mentioned I needed to clean up my own act and other thing's.
I totally understand why they wouldn’t want me around as I wasn’t doing too well.
Mind you I speak of them taking care of their grandson as he is smart as a whip to boot butttttttt she and her man don’t want me involved, life’s funny I’m that way you hear about you being a father and it’s between 3 other’s and somehow you try and your rejected by everyone involved?!
I get it I wasn’t there nor was I told so now instead of me being there she’s got a new man too? Him and his grandfather’s the father figure, I’m good. Now mind you I don’t want it to be a case of well she didn’t tell me till 3 years later or deflection but it is the case and I agree with a lot of people’s opinions, I’m not going to interrupt a lnow teenagers life just to make it worse?!
So in summation I wanna point out I’ve never said I was a great person and made ALOT OF POOR CHOICES, this being one of them.
Someone asked why I don’t feel bummed well to put it this way, I’d rather him be with people who he can trust, all that Hollywood idea of closure is nothing more then tearing a band aid off a healed wound. Best to let sleeping dogs lie.