i miss my son so much! i cant sleep at night beacause i miss him so much, its the only depressing thing in life, one of my friend's is a tatoo artist and next week im getting a full sleve dedicated to my little man
i love you with all my heart leo, dad is fighting the good fight so that i can see you as much as i can!
i wish i had full custody of you. but i also know that your mommy loves you very much!
in this lifetime i will do all that i can to ensure that you dont make the same mistakes that i made.
you are always on my mind, i see your face were ever i go. i took a chunk of my loan money and put in a trust fund for you. you mean the wor;ld to me, there are times when my depression has left me to think suicidal thoughts, but beacause of you, i have the ultimate reason to live, im sorry that i could not be the man that your mom wanted to stay with, but i undrstand that she had to do what she had to do. but leo my son i will always be here for you, through thick and thin. you have your whol life ahead of you and i will do my bst to guide you in the right direction, i miss rocking you to slep and no matter how tired i was in the morning when i would wake and see your face i knew there was a love between us that is so strong that nothing could seprate us, your dad will always be here for you, i would give my life for you. when i find a house you will have the biggest bedroom in the house. because of you i will always hold your mommy in high regard, no matter what problems me and your mom have i will always love both of you unconditionally, there is no way that i could not, you are apart of me and she is apart of you, when your mom left me i said some mean things out of impulse but i nver wishd anything bad on you. you mean th world to me, i hope you still have the board that i dedicated to you, if not? i still have one saved just for you, even though i get depressed because its been 22 days sinc ive seen i still feel very happy because i know i will see you again. words could never explain how much you mean to me, i will always be here for you. i promise this.
i love you my little buddy!